My lectures start on Tuesday. I am not ready for this. I really want them to start because I want to learn. I want to study. And I want the distraction of doing things to take my mind off everything else. But I can't get up in the mornings so how am I going to attend them? I have really poor reading comprehension at the moment. I struggle to hold a pen. I don't know how to do this. I hate my disability I hate my illnesses I want to be normal. I want to be able to do uni like a normal person instead...