another thought


there's just nowhere for me to go where i can be happy again. i've felt like this for maybe 2-3 months now. probably longer if i'm really being honest with myself. it seem slike i've been continuously sad since i was 12. i am definitely depressed. my doctor thought i was bipolar too. i don't know where to go to get diagnosed but i want to know what the fuck is wrong in my head.



there's nowhere i can go away to. i'm afraid that even...

i don't even know where to start. i feel like my end is approaching soon. ther'es reallly no point to any of this.



despite the many posts i made about him, celebrating that i broke up with him once and for all, i'm still with the boyfriend who was/is abusive and was homeless for a few months.

he's not homeless anymore because i gave him $300 to help pay for an apartment. i thought that maybe our relationship probelms came from all the stress that him being...