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Posted November 1st 2012 at 03:08 PM by monkey01
I am way in over my head right now with everything i have friend drama going on i have to choose a side cause my friends say if you are friends with her im done being you friend and same for the other one. I have family drama my family hates that i am bisexual they dont accept it and to be honest I rather be dead than have them not accept me. I am failing math i got 28 % on a test. I just feel useless and I feel like I am hanging on to a edge of a cliff by my fingertips and that i will fall off any second now. I dont know how much longer I can do this. No one understands what i am going through or how I feel. I wake up every morning wishing that i didnt. I dont want to hang out with friends and pretend im happy and smile and laugh when its all an act. It takes everything out of me just to get out of bed in the morning it takes all my energy just to talk and breathe. I just cant take it much longer. I overdosed the other night and my tummy is killing me still and I have been throwing up. I am not telling my family or anyone cause then i will have to go to the hospital and I dont want to. I deserve to feel this pain cause I have caused so many other people pain. I dont know what to do anymore i really dont
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Keep hanging on. We can help you climb back up. It sounds like your friends are being really immature. You shouldn't have to choose between them. Just be yourself. Be confident and do what you think is right. You can't let friends and family bring you down. They don't know what you're going through and they can't tell you what kind of person to be. You don't deserve to feel that pain. Nobody does. You can get through this. There is always someone who cares about you. It may not seem like it but there is. I can promise you that much.Posted November 1st 2012 at 05:05 PM by broncos758
