I saw Leda today. She said she wants me back. I have no idea what to say, She put me through hell But I still love her. Brent told me I shouldn't go back with her.. I don't even know anymore...

My friend Chelsea came over today and she brought some vegan cake. I ate it and now I'm regretting it. (I have ednos and I purge a lot) But my ribs are shit so I can't purge and I can't smoke either because I can't go outside. I just feel totally fucking worthless. On top of that my friend Brent wants to go after some creep that beat me up. Its like, This is my problem and my buiness
I can't do it anymore. I don't want to....

My doctor finally called me back, So my ribs aren't broken. Just bruised. So I now have 3 bruised ribs, 1 busted lip, and 1 black eye. (Long story)

Fuck.

I'm sick and tired of everyone telling me what to do or how to feel. I'm fucking done. I can't do it anymore.

My friends are all worried because I don't want to do anything. I don't know why, But lately I have been feeling like shit. Like I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. And I've been living on zoodles My friends don't think its "healthy". They try to get me to eat tofu and veggies but I don't even look at it.
And even better news, I have decided I will never have a "better half". I've gotten dumped because I'm "too nice". What? No, I won't stand...

My dad got out of prison yesterday. I'm worried that he'll actually fight for my custody like he said, But I'm trying to keep my mind off it...
There has been one thing bothering me lately. There is so much pressure in todays society to be perfect. Especially for girls. I have friends who are depressed because some asshole called them ugly. Some people think if your not a barbie doll your not beautiful. In my opinion if you call someone ugly due to size, disabilities, or whatever, Then your...

I tried not to focus on this very much because I get too emotional. But I was on tumblr and I saw this picutre.

It sickens me that someone could actually find that in the least bit fun. It pisses me off that there is people out there who can think that this is okay. I'm crying right now, I can't stop thinking about that little girl. Having to grow up without a father. (I'm not sure what...

So I'm moving again. This is the only move I'm excited about, Because I'm moving in with Blake and his sister. I was at their house the other day and she asked me if I liked my new house, I said not really and she asked if I wanted to move in with them I've known them my whole life, and his sister is going to medical school to be a doctor so my social worker approved

I'm in Halifax right now with my friends Hailie and Blake. I had so much fun today We went to the waterfront and got beavertails and Hailie got sugar all over her face<3
Me and Blake spent the night at Hailie's last night and again tonight. Were going to her friend Cody's party soon. Tomorrow were going to citadel and then home:\

Liam moved to a different home today. Apparently its so he can be with kids his own age, everyone here is from 15-17 and he was 5 so I can see their point. I've never actually talked to him though, He's mute.
And a new kid moved in, his name is Ryan and he's 16. He was a little rude at first but he ended up watching Mulan with me
We all call him Stefano now, I was watching Days of Our Lives (I know cool right?) and he said something that sounded like Stefano, and now thats...