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Low. (trig?)

I was going to write this brilliant blog entry but let's just leave it as I can't keep my head above water much longer. It's like I'm drowning in my own mind. I'm tired and constantly low and constantly wanting to cry and hurt myself and die and just give up. I've just been low all the time lately. And I can't even figure out how to make myself better or drag myself out of it or what anyone else can do to help. Nobody else can help me. I've run into a brick wall and can't get over it.
Went off on my friend for something so small today. That low apparently. That low where I just want to push everyone away. Fuck I hate how I've given up on myself for the most part but then there is another part of me that is clinging on and still makes me hate myself so much because I still care.
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Posted February 27th 2014 at 06:32 AM by Thereishope