Heyyyy lovelies.

I don't really know what I am saying necessarily here.

The past two weeks as a whole haven't been bad, but I'm starting to spiral again and it kind of sucks.

I was sick pretty much from Thursday up until yesterday, and it pretty much killed me this weekend, so I am SO far behind on things. Well, not really. But I feel that way. But since I was sick, I wasn't really able to do much in the way of work, either in school or on Staff. I wasn't...

I've already withdrawn from my statistics course. I hate myself for having to withdraw, but if I didn't I'd have failed, and that would be even worse. I'm disappointed in myself for having to withdraw though and feel like a failure already just from doing that.

I want to cry but there isn't really anywhere private enough in a dorm to do that. I want to cut and honestly the only reason I'm not taking a blade to my skin right now is that I don't want to get blood on one of my favorite...

I went back to the dorms after coming home for the weekend.

I still can't hook up my printer, meaning I'll still be having to pay to print.

I lost my favorite tank top.

Left my hair brush at home.

Want to self harm.

What the hell is this? Is something going to go wrong and terribly every freaking week? I already feel exhausted. Just going back to this place exhausts me.