Constantly in a state of tired and depressed or anxious.

I somehow opened up to my coworker about how I am feeling and how I am doing and how I am on meds. Well, I didn't tell him that I cut. I just said depression and anxiety have been acting up lately. He agreed to not tell my dad but based on how I am feeling he really wants me to call my APRN.

I don't know if it'd be worth it. She can't really do anything. I can't go in to see her because I work and she can't adjust...

I feel like such a worthless human being right now. I can't help but think back to everything that has gone wrong or think of any little stupid thing I have done even back years from now in elementary school. And there are so many of those things. It's not fun.

There are people out there that are so much smarter than me, so much prettier than me, so much better than me at everything overall. I'm just average, if that. I have a hard time doing simple tasks that anyone could do. I'm...

Work is literally killing me but I'm not going to quit or anything like that. I've made too much progress in my job to just blow it all now. But my week pretty much consists of me going to work, going home and taking a nap, waking up for dinner and a shower, then going back to bed for the night. Then my weekends are basically me sleeping in. I'm so tired of being exhausted.

I can't tell if work is bringing out my depression even worse, or if it's just making me tired or what. While...