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Posted February 7th 2016 at 02:55 AM by Face Up.
I don't want to do this anymore.
This semester has been overwhelming and I have taken on too much and I'm so overwhelmed and just. I'm always busy.
One professor is an asshole. But I'm not as concerned about him.
My geology class. Two tests coming up and I'm going to fail both of them. One's a lab test Tuesday and one's a lecture test Thursday. She drops the lowest lecture exam grade so I'm really tempted not to show up for class at all.
I haven't been bothered to study. Just can't be fucked. So it'll only be my fault if I fail.
A political science test Monday and I don't know how I'll do in that either because I've only studied once.
I never want to go to class anymore. The days just drag on. I just want to lay on the couch in my dorm and be a sad blob. Or better yet, be home and be a sad blob.
Cried in therapy on Thursday and don't even know why. I'm just so sad.
I don't want to try anymore. I don't want to bother anymore. I don't want to make the effort anymore because any time I do something gets set back anyway.
I wish I was dead. I don't necessarily mean that I want to commit suicide, but maybe this thought is there too. But I'm saying if something were to happen to kill me maybe I wouldn't be too upset.
I don't want to be sad anymore. I don't want to do this anymore. I'm done.
This semester has been overwhelming and I have taken on too much and I'm so overwhelmed and just. I'm always busy.
One professor is an asshole. But I'm not as concerned about him.
My geology class. Two tests coming up and I'm going to fail both of them. One's a lab test Tuesday and one's a lecture test Thursday. She drops the lowest lecture exam grade so I'm really tempted not to show up for class at all.
I haven't been bothered to study. Just can't be fucked. So it'll only be my fault if I fail.
A political science test Monday and I don't know how I'll do in that either because I've only studied once.
I never want to go to class anymore. The days just drag on. I just want to lay on the couch in my dorm and be a sad blob. Or better yet, be home and be a sad blob.
Cried in therapy on Thursday and don't even know why. I'm just so sad.
I don't want to try anymore. I don't want to bother anymore. I don't want to make the effort anymore because any time I do something gets set back anyway.
I wish I was dead. I don't necessarily mean that I want to commit suicide, but maybe this thought is there too. But I'm saying if something were to happen to kill me maybe I wouldn't be too upset.
I don't want to be sad anymore. I don't want to do this anymore. I'm done.
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You can do this Dez. If you ever want to chat feel free to message me.Posted February 7th 2016 at 03:45 AM by
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Love you, Dez.
<33Posted February 7th 2016 at 05:27 AM by Mrs.Butterfly 
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Love you, Dezmaid. Things will get better, I promise. And if there's ever anything I can do to help make you feel better, let me know. <3Posted February 7th 2016 at 09:17 AM by Storyteller.
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Thinking of you Dez.
There is no shame in withdrawing from a class and taking the equivalent online during a summer.
You should discuss that idea with your counselor.Posted February 7th 2016 at 11:03 AM by Philomath
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You can do this, Dezie. :hug: <3
Like Chrissy said, there's no shame in withdrawing from a class if you feel you absolutely need to. Stop worrying about that 2019 deadline, you take as long as you need to. :)Posted February 8th 2016 at 08:41 PM by
