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12-18-09
Posted December 18th 2009 at 07:19 PM by mano95
...I've been thinking about my dad today, mostly because I have to go to his house tomorrow. I'm really not looking forward to it. Why? Because he is always passed out drunk on the couch, and recently, he might have been taking pain medication from many different doctors to get high, although no one will tell me the truth because they think I can't handle it, even though I have known for almost 4 years that my dad is a jerk and that I should have nothing to do with him. I want to cut all ties with him because I don't want to watch him slowly kill himself with alcohol, or be the jerk that he is, but my mom won't let me because we need him for the child support. I only do it for her and my sisters. They need me. My mom says she knows how I feel because when she was little, her dad randomly stopped showing up to get her. They never spent time together, and now he wants back in our lives, but he hasn't talked to us for a couple of weeks. I don't want the same thing to happen with my dad. If I ever have kids, I don't think I will ever let them know about my father, because I wouldn't want to hurt them.
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