I need to get out of my f***ing house.. I am going crazy and it's not a good one.. I am expected to be on the ball all the time and I just can't be. My mom is expecting me to keep my cool with her day home kids when the one is almost 3 and can only say mama and dada and then whines about everthing. She expects me to do more than just play on my computer but doesn't want me to go and find a freaking second job because my one job is only giving me 10 hours a week..

I NEED OUT OF MY HOUSE........

My brother and sisters are driving me insane.. I never realized that kids can be so disrecpectful.. it's fucking mothers day and they have to act like doing dishes or switching the laundry is the worst thing ever... I might lose it on them F* * *

frustrated... frustrated... frustrated...

I don't know how else to put how I am feeling... it's an annoying feeling that i can't shake... being home with my family... my dad is driving me nuts... litteraly... it's annoying and dumb and everything

He is a jerk... GAW