Sooooo, I was SUSPENDED from school and I'm also grounded for a week. How fun?

I'm too tired for this shit. I think I'll just OD on my Adderall tonight. Who knows? Maybe, hopefully, I'll die.

I'm losing friends, I barely have any left.... i need help

My girlfriend and I both have horrible, verbally abusive dads. We both have indifferent mothers, siblings who don't care, and we both cut. We both have each other...but sometimes I wonder if that's enough. We both have depression, her's is untreated, mine is treated though my meds don't work at all. I can tell I'm the reason she keeps on going through life. But how can I be, when she's the reason I keep going. When I have two ex's that still like me and despise her for being my girlfriend? How is...

so my girlfriend is starting to get more depressed and so am i....i think i should cut again...

So i haven't cut in awhile...good right?...not really...while i haven't been cutting, i started drinking and smoking and crying a lot

The only reason I'm not cutting right now is cause theres no more room....

I can't handle this anymore. Too many people think I'm fine. Too many people are counting on me. Too many people are hurting me. When will this end? Will it ever end?

my father tries to control me. he can't deal with me being bisexual, studying Wicca, or just plain being MYSELF. sometimes i wish i would die. he wouldn't care. my mother does nothing. just gets drunk.