so it's been awhile since i have posted to here. but i am ALOT better than before. i haven't cried for about a month...well, i had a break down about a week or so ago, but that's the only time. my aunt's surgery went well & she is healing well too. my boyfriend & i are getting to see each other ALOT more than we expected. and my drivers ed. class is almost over, can't wait til i get my permit. haha, i want my license though. anyways, thanks to everyone that helped me through this, i really...

so i just got to spend the night from thursday til monday with my boyfriend. my brother had to come too, but that wasn't a problem. and that whole time, the only time i cried was when we were wrestling and i slipped and hit my head on the door. xD and even when i got home lastnight i didn't cry and i wasn't sad. today i haven't even been sad. but i know i am getting better cause i am feeling waaaay better than i have been these past few months. i think it was because we got to spend a lot of time...

soo, i think i am better now. not sure. i didn't cry for like 3-4 days. then i did one day. after that i haven't really cried that much...well i did yesterday for a little bit...then today cause my aunt was in the ER & she is getting surgery in the 7th as it is so i was worried. but she is fine now. (: mom still hasn't made me an appointmet to find out if i have anxiety &/or depression, cause it runs in the family and my mom herself has depression...but if she doesn't do it soon, imma ask...