Feel like going on rant, learnt today that people have been talking about me behind my back. Not too bothered about that since I knew it was happening. Just annoyed really, annoyed with life, annoyed with summer, annoyed with lack of rain, annoyed with people.

Still don't feel like cutting, I suppose it's a good thing, although hopefully the 11 bottles of wkd will remain at 11 instead of dipping down before the night is up. Should be ok since I got paid but anyway.

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Just a test.

I've been 30 months (that's 2.5 years) without cutting.

It's here because I'm not important enough for a thread

Stupid good for nothing summer. Used Factor 50, applied every 45mins and still get burned *fume*

Fuck off and die, kthx?

I have found the whore in you
why Can't I tell you no
Time will show, the last word is for me
If you fail to see the problem we have, one room full of walls
I will try until the last drop falls

Last Drop Falls - Sonata Arctica

I am still a new member but I wanted to get some stuff down in a blog, who knows who'll read.

It feels weird being a nobody. All my life I've been someone important, someone recognisable but now I'm...