TeenHelp - Entries for November 2009

Almost hit bottom

Posted November 13th 2009 at 02:15 PM by ThoughtManifest
Updated November 13th 2009 at 02:25 PM by ThoughtManifest

---triggering (suicide/sh)

I'm not sure if it's because of hormones or what, but I completely overreacted last night in a sad manner. My mother was obviously in a lot of pain from taking a shower and was angry when she came down, telling me to take the dog out again (which I did). When I came back she said that my phone was going crazy and she had picked it up and saw that I had a calendar appointment. (Dad was also calling, so that prolly made it seem like it was freaking...

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Ugh

Posted November 8th 2009 at 05:29 AM by ThoughtManifest

(trigerring- SH)

The title really says it all. The past week has been terrible, I've been getting so angry it's become concerning even to me. I don't know what to do with all of this. I can't tell anyone because they'd put something on my record or do something to stop me from going to college. Either from my parent's perspective or the college admission's people. I can't get the help I need without giving up my future!

Somehow this has become my reality and I can't...

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Another day,

Posted November 5th 2009 at 04:56 AM by ThoughtManifest

Spent some time exploring a new genre of music that's somewhere between techno and industrial and noise. It feels really good, even though the singers scream a lot (but that's more my parents talking than me) which includes bands such as Cyanotic and 16Volt among others. It's actually really calming.

So I had my birthday about a week ago and got a hundred dollars from my uncle. I thought about buying DJ Hero with it, but with the new onslaught of stress and my parents being generally...

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Posted in General Journaling, Emotions, Depressed

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Not feeling too happy today

Posted November 2nd 2009 at 07:33 AM by ThoughtManifest

--warning: language

Not crazy depressed either, don't get me wrong, but just lackluster. Saw my cousin for the first time in years, went over to his house for dinner. Going to anyone's house lately makes me so sad, like I should have my sisters there. It didn't help that my mother couldn't go because of this goddamn urinary track infection (the fucking thing has been around for 6+ months!) that left her completely out of commission all day.

I felt so out of place the...

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Posted in Angry, Emotions, Depressed, Writing

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