I have a cutting problem

[Drew997]

I have a cutting problem/self harm problem.I should be happy Im back with my long term long distance girlfriend after a brief intermission.But at the same time my home life is terrible.
My mother is a terrible person she sits on her ass and collects disability(when she isnt even disabled)all she does is play games on her facebook and talk to her ex husband who used to abuse me....he is coming back into the picture.

She is getting rid of my dogs who are the only friends that I have so she can be with him.My only way out is college which im not even sure if im going to get into or not it all depends on one final test and if i fail im stuck in this hell hole for another 6 months and my gut feelings say that my girlfriend wont wait 6 months for me to move to where she lives.

So im stressing out and I havent cut myself since my girlfriend and I first split up but these fights i have been having with my mother in which she doubts my success and dreams has had me running up to my room and locking myself in whilest i cut myself.

Its unhealthy i know that but whenever im feelings stressed thats the first place I go to I used to talk to my friends and my gf but I hate to bother them with my problems all the time.

[Le bonheur*]

Hey there, I don't think you should feel like your a bother to talk to them when you feel the urge to harm yourself. I really think you should continue talking about things so it will distract your mind from self-harm. It is difficult, but it is possible. I'm so sorry to hear that things aren't so great for you right now, but it will get better. Just have faith that you will pass that test and get into the college so you can be with your girlfriend. [& study!] I'm sorry that your mother doubts you but one day when you complete college and follow all of your dreams, she will regret doubting you and be SO proud of you. If you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me. xx