Recovery Support and Achievements!

[Casey.]

I told myself I was beautiful and I ate two meals plus snacks!

[Slade]

Honestly... I'm having more bad days than good. i don't think I've purged less than four times this week.

I fail at life.

[udontno]

Taylor, you can not possible fail at life. You are here. You have a purpose. There is something that you need to do and I know you can do it. There is a reason for you being here, you just need to find it. There is bound to be something that you are good at. Throw yourself into it.

I just don't feel good today. I don't feel pretty, I want to be slimmer.

[laurax]

well, i ate breakfast, and dinner, and brownies today.
and i havent purged.

and also, tomorrow i start a weekly boxing class at a gym in town! for free! i thought it would be a really good way to get into shape as well as my cycling. im really excited.

[love__me]

Amanda, why don't you feel pretty? What is going through your head?

[✿ Orchidaceous]

I finally got my weight up to a healthy weight!
I haven't being a healthy weight since i was 7!
9 whole years!

[love__me]

I'm proud of you, Marie. I am learing how to be beautiful in my own eyes, not in ed's eyes.

[.Jess.]

I ate something I never thought I would be able to without doing stuff after, and I did

Mwhaha, now I reward myself and party tonight

[Marshmello Kid]

Today I am going to tell my friend about my purging.

[✿ Orchidaceous]

Today i'm going to try and eat something - Always a good way to start.

[darkinnocenteyes]

I ate an actual bowl of cerial this morning!!!!

When I eat Cerial I usually only fill up a fourth of the bowl... water down my milk, and the cerial can have no sugar in it...

but I had a normal sized bowl this morning... with regualr milk... and IT WAS CINNAMIN TOAST CRUNCH!!! OMG I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF! my first real bowl of cerial in 2 YEARS! YAY!!!!!!!


BIG BIG STEP FOR ME!!!

[✿ Orchidaceous]

I ate dinner. =]

[.Jess.]

I ate dinner.
*Sigh*

[laurax]

i ate scrambled eggs on toast for lunch! and had plenty of fruit and veg throughout the day.
feeling okay about it too!

[Marshmello Kid]

I didn't count calories today. [=

[laurax]

wow thats pretty amazing, Reid!

I told myself: forget about last night, just dont let it happen today or tomorrow
i ate breakfast with my family this morning.

[escape_thereal_world]

I've been eating healthier and im at a healthy weight again.
Ive also been able to feel okay about eating snacks again.
AND I told my boyfriend about my ED.

And good job to all of you.

[love__me]

I ate three meals, and I fought triggers that had come up last night. I am so proud of Everyone here! We can do it, We can Recover!

[FastForward2012]

Last night,was the worst in a couple months.
I wrote then I listened to music for hours till I fell asleep.

This morning,I got out of bed.

[laurax]

im about to eat my third meal of the day. im keeping it smallish so i dont get too freaked out about it.
its hard to ignore the years of thinking food=fat. really hard. really really hard.

[Casey.]

I listened when someone called me beautiful, well two someones, and I believed one of them.

[laurax]

i ate breakfast lunch and dinner, again.
it was harder this time.

and im trying to look forward to going out to dinner with my family tomorrow. my belated birthday dinner. im scared...

[her_beautiful_mistake]

I'll try and motivate myself to go for a run.
If I don't, at least I considered it. Haha

[escape_thereal_world]

My mom and I agreed to fix dinner together.
And she's throwing in something healthy for me.

[eunoia]

Three healthy meals. :] Woo!

[reflection_of_who]

i've eaten anything i've wanted to..i've had breakfast and lunch..and some junk food and an apple... and deffo going to go to an exercise class tonight. The more I restrict myself the crazier I get.

[escape_thereal_world]

talked with this guy who helped me make an eating plan. And it really healthy so yay!
I finally figured out how to go about things healthily ^^ Im so excited!

[beckie]

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[laurax]

i ate breakfast and lunch with my sister, and we made pink cupcakes with blue icing!

[✿ Orchidaceous]

Yesterday i baked a cake.
And today has being a bit of a struggle,but i did eat and i'm proud of that.

[escape_thereal_world]

I ate breakfast. And drinking something more than water for once.
Luxury days are good ^^

[xsecretsx]

I ate tuna in sauce...without feeling too guilty....PROUD

[Katiebug]

I need some support. I've gone from mia, to EDNOS and now falling into ana.. just need support.
ive ended up in ER from ODing on diet pills (is that against the rules to say)
Just feel my life spiriling out of control and could use some support.

Im Katie by the way.

[.Jess.]

Today I went to the doctors and told the truth

They were shit and didn't do anything but still I went.
Stupid professionals.

[love__me]

You came to the right place, Katie. What makes you go back to Ana/Mia? Is there anything going on in your life, that is making it hard to fight them?

[Slade]

I ate breakfast, but I didn't eat anything all day yesterday untill dinner, and I purged that. =[ I don't think I belong here tbh... I have too many failures or slip ups. I just can't get it right...

[Katiebug]

Of course you belong here. We ALL make slip ups, but that doesn't make us failures.. As long as you are trying progress will be made.

Okay, I'm a little nervous... I'm meeting my nutritionist for the first time at 12:30 Central time.. I'm trying to go into this with a positive attitude.. my therapist said a lot of her patients work with her and so I want to go into this with the attitude I had with Tracy, before I met her, because we've been together for 2 years, we work well great, even with our disagreements, and disappointments..

and tomorrow I find out whether or not I'm going to be a mommy.. scary and exciting, just mixed emotions all together..

So, lots of prayers and support is needed in the next few days!!

[Fictional]

I'm getting over my ED I've been eating properly for the last few eeks, and I feel better now than I did when I was hardly eating. There's often a strong temptation to relapse, but so far I've managed to ignor it, and come to accept that I am beautiful just the way I am.

[Fictional]

I wasn't envious of Danni's thinness First time ever!

[laurax]

ive been doing really really badly these last couple of weeks. i have no idea why.
ive made myself purge 3 times this week alone. im just slipping and slipping and i cant get back on my feet....
i feel so terrible. and ive started getting nosebleeds again, from the pressure in my head. it happens every time because not enough time passes for the capillaries to heal...
ugh im so disgusted. i hate myself. and my body. i keep finding pictures from a couple of years ago when i was really bad, and i looked so good. i hate it. i hate me.

if i tell my boyfriend, then he'll tell someone (ie: my best friend), because he said he would if i couldnt stop it by myself.