New medication.....bad suicidal thoughts.

[Hot Liquid Neon]

I just started Wellbutrin and it made me very hyper and awake and in a good mood today, but now I really feel like trying to kill myself. I am afraid to tell anyone........

[Lady Stripey]

hey dani,
I know you said you're afraid to tell anyone but it's better to say something than suffer in silence. You should probably talk to your docotor or whoever decided to put you on it, they'll want to change it if you're having those kinds of thoughts. I'm glad you came here instead of acting on the impulse though. If you really don't feel comfortable telling them, what about your mom? Anyone else who you might be able to talk to now? Sorry I'm not a huge help but pm me whenever, I'm always open to new friends. stay strong

_lady stripey

[Hot Liquid Neon]

If I say anything, I am gonna get bakeracted again.........


I just dont want to this anymore, no one really understands, I can talk to them till I am blue in the face and it wont matter. I ll either get pushed away, or put in the psych ward....again.

I am just sick of playing games with myself and my life....

[kriss44]

Hey there. I can understand exactly how you feel. I'm taking wellbutrin, and I came across this page looking for some type of answer I guess. It doesn't work, and you need to speak to your doctor about trying a new kind of medication. I'm a hypocrit, because I can't bring myself to do the same, but anyways. I hope it helps even slightly to know that someone is on your side. I wish you ALL the best.

[Hot Liquid Neon]

I know it seemed to work today.....but too well. I like wanted to jump out of my skin and was overly happy over nothing and talking really fast and my mind was racing.