Song/Quote of the day!

[Kintsukuroi.]

I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

[BreathingIn]

Tell me why I feel like there's no way out
Trying hard to heal as the pain pours out
I don't wanna feel this way but it's hard
'Cos I know that in the end
There's no way out
-"No Way Out" by Bullet For My Valentine

[Kintsukuroi.]

My head's under water
But I'm b r e a t h i n g fine

[Calaer]

"Hating someone makes them important. Forgiving them makes them obsolete." ~Karen Salmansohn.

[daisy_jam]

If you keep shutting me out, it's gonna haunt you when you choke on your words

[Kintsukuroi.]

Well in this life you must find something to live for
Cause when the darkness comes a callin'
You'll go back to where you were before
Cause this life is as
Fragile as a dream, and
Nothing’s ever really as it seems...

[blurryface]

we sold our souls in dark hotel rooms
we slipped tongues and lied, like "i will you see soon"
two explorers in the dark
making maps and drawing shots

put the world on notice
i'm ruined and i know it
we threw the game from the start
desperate and devoted
the secret no one told us
my songs know what you did in the dark

[Kintsukuroi.]

I lock the door and lock my head and
Dream of butterflies instead
The beauty of their colored wings
The trees, the grass, them pretty things
I m a g i n a t i o n fills the void of my existence

[Calaer]

My quote for the day is a scripture.

Doctrine and Covenants 11:20
Behold, this is your work, to keep my commandments, yea, with all your might, mind and strength.

[CcIrAaRzA33me]

Dandelion
A million little wishes float across the sky
But it's a waste of breath and it's a waste of time I know
Cause just like him, you always leave me cryin' dandelion

[Kintsukuroi.]

Did you expect it all to stop at the wave of your hand?
Like the sun's just going to drop if it's night you demand.
Well, in the dark we're just air so the house might dissolve.
But once we are gone, who's gonna care if we were ever here at all?
Well, summer's going to come, it's gonna cloud our eyes again.
No need to focus when there's nothing that's worth seeing.
So we trade liquor for blood in an attempt to tip the scales.
...
Well, winter is going to end, I'm going to clean these veins again.
So close to dying that I finally can start living.

[hocus pocus]

Icon coming, did you hear?
We lost our minds again this year.

[daisy_jam]

Let's take this a second at a time,
Let's take this one song, this one rhyme,
Together, let's breathe,
Together, to the beat,
But there's hope out the window,
So that's where we'll go,
Let's go outside and all join hands,
But until then you'll never understand.

[PeaceSoundsNice]

It's okay to not be okay, but it's not okay to be okay with not being okay.

[CcIrAaRzA33me]

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

[Calaer]

(Just something that made me feel great this morning.)

"Mom, I really love you more, I promise' ~Ava <3

[CcIrAaRzA33me]

Its just not fair what you're doin
Tryin to settle up the score
And tonights gonna hurt when I'm dreaming
About you and that smile that you wore
Its not about winning,
But I cant take losing anymore

[Kintsukuroi.]

This is the bad before the worse.
This is the storm before the storm
I haven't even hit the bottom of this ocean floor.
This is the bend before the break.
This is the mercy not the grace.
This is the proof and not the faith I try to find.


This is the bitter not the sweet.
This is the take and not the keep.
And I haven't even reached the bottom of this ocean floor.

[Astrophile.]

Losing friends and I'm chasing sleep
Everybody's worried about me
In too deep

[Kintsukuroi.]

I've been deep down in that darkness
I've been down to my last match
Felt a hundred different deamons breathin' fire down my back
And I knew that if I stumbled I'd fall right into the trap
That they were layin'

But the good news is there's angels everywhere out on the street
Holdin' out a hand to pull you back up on your feet
The one's that you've been draggin' for so long
You're on your knees might as well be prayin'
Guess what I'm sayin'

If you're goin' through hell keep on going
Don't slow down if you're scared don't show it
You might get out before the devil even knows you're there
When you're goin' through hell keep on movin'
Face that fire walk right through it
You might get out before the devil even knows you're there

[Storyteller.]

Have you ever heard that voice of reason whisper in your ear?
Oh, did it say the things you never want to hear?
Tell me, where'd that angel perched upon your shoulder go?
Did you pick her up and swallow her whole?
And do you ever miss the balance of the back and forth
or is it peaceful now without the extra noise?
Tell me, where'd that devil perched upon on your shoulder go?
Did it make your head its home?

Wouldn't you love to be inspired?
Let the thought erode your fears.
Is it enough to be admired?
Does it get you through the years?

Stay calm. You've got to carry on,
oh, even with the weight of all you've done...

[Calaer]

Song for the day (that I'm not going to quote) is Automatic Eyes by The Academy Is...

[Eternal]

Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way

Give up my way, and I could be anything
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless hate

So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good.
I can't hear your screams anymore

You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby

Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out

And you'll never hurt me again.

[Kintsukuroi.]

Take these broken wings and learn to fly

[Nightblood.]

You're nothing special, there's a hundred thousand yous in every single city that you think belongs to you.

[Astrophile.]

This is my fight song, take back my life song, prove I'm alright song;
My power's turned on- Starting right now, I'll be strong. <3

[Eternal]

Curse the things that made me sad for so long
Yeah it hurts to think that they can still go on
I'm happy now
Are you happy now?

Spoke out the things that you've worked out to be wrong
You got two hands to take all you can, but don't take too long
To be happy somehow
Are you happy now?

Figured out I'm good
Turn me down like I knew I should
Punch drunk, dumb struck, pot luck happy happy

Don't chicken out, it's all good
You're allowed to be what you could

[Astrophile.]

Band-aids don't fix bullet holes.

[Nightblood.]

I remember that day, that image never fades away.
I remember that day, something died inside of me.
I remember that day, that everything changed.

[blurryface]

i feel for you but when did you believe you were alone?
you say that spiders crawled inside and made themselves a home
where light once was
petrified of who you are and who you have become
you will hide from everyone denying you need someone to
exterminate your bones

living like a ghost, you walk by everyone you know
you say that you're fine but you have lost your sway and glow
so i stopped by to let you know

and would you let me know your plans tonight?
cause i just won't let go until we both see the light
and i have nothing else left to say
but i will listen to you all day, yes i will

friend, please remove your hands from over your eyes for me
i know you want to leave but friend, please don't take your life away from me

[Kintsukuroi.]

I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking
And I've been wrong, I've been down,
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "are we having fun yet?"

[Eternal]

I remember once I was hanging onto life by a thread
And though I made a cry for help, no one heard what I said
And as I picked myself up, that was right about when
You turned to me and said, I knew that I would see you again

[blurryface]

Sometimes we will die and sometimes we will fly away
Either way you're by my side until my dying days
And if I'm not there and I'm far away
I said, "Don't be afraid."
I said, "Don't be afraid. We're going home."

So the hearse ran out of gas
A passenger person grabbed a map
And the driver inside it contrived a new route to save the path
And checked his watch and grabbed a cab
A beautifully plain taxi cab
A cab, had a cleared out back and two men started to unpack

Driving once again
But now this time there were three men
And then I heard one of them say,
"I know the night will turn to gray
I know the stars will start to fade
When all the darkness fades away
We had to steal him from his fate
So he could see another day."

Then I cracked open my box
Someone must have picked the lock
A little light revealed the spot
Where my fingernails had fought
Then I pushed it open more
Pushing up against the door
Then I sat up off the floor
And found the breath I was searching for

Then there were three men up front
All I saw were backs of heads
And then I asked them, "Am I alive and well or am I dreaming dead?
And then one turned around to say,
"We're driving toward the morning sun
Where all your blood is washed away
And all you did will be undone."

I said, "Don't be afraid."

[Storyteller.]

I don't want to be a human anymore,
I'm done.
I don't want to make mistakes anymore,
he's won.

I'm too old to change.
Take my heart and I'll restart; please just let me fall apart.
You may say it's strange,
but I quit, guess that's it; for a human, I'm unfit, so...

Make me a robot.
Make me a robot.
Make, make me cold.
Make me a robot.
Make me a robot.
Take, take my soul.

[Mindfulness.]

Wash the poison from off my skin
Show me how to be whole again

Castle of Glass - Linkin Park.

[Kintsukuroi.]

You're still all over me like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore

Hung my head as I lost the war, and the sky turned black like a perfect storm



Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe

......


There was nothing left to do
When the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room

.......

The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing

[Calaer]

'It's not everyday that someone walks in your life to stay forever, but when it happens, you'll know.'

[Astrophile.]

I'm ready to forgive you, but forgetting is a harder fight.

[hocus pocus]

I hear you crying softly for the way it was before

[Storyteller.]

It's been a long year
since we last spoke.
How's your halo?
Just between you and I,
you and me and the satellites,
I never believed you;
I only wanted to.
Before all of this
what did I miss?
Do you ever get homesick?
I can't get used to it.