Song/Quote of the day!

[Gwynbleidd]

You want to make a memory

[Storyteller.]

you made me
believe.

(believe me
i don't want to go
and it'll grieve me
'cause i love you so
but we both know...)

wish i could trust
that it was just this once
but i must do what i must
i can't adjust to this disgust
we're done and i just
wish i could stay...

[Astrophile.]

If you lose your soul,
you'll lose it all
If you're at the top
then brace for the fall
Surrounded by faces,
But no one to call

Funny how it all goes around

Come on, it's me you're talking to
There's something going on inside of you
Don't have to say it, but I wish you would
Cause it would be much easier

You always hide behind yourself
You walk a lonely road with no one's help
I hate to break the news
You're headed for a fall

And if I have to jump
Then I'll jump
And I won't look down
You can cry, you can fight, we can scream and shout

I'll push and pull
Until your walls come down
And you understand I'm gonna be around
I'm sticking with you
(I'm stinking with you)

Even if you try and shut me out
I'm staying here cause that's what love's about
I might let you down, but I won't let you go

So lean into me, I want to know
Everything about the fear you hold inside
Cause you and I are better than just one,

So if I have to jump
Then I'll jump
And I won't look down
You can cry, you can fight, we can scream and shout

I'll push and pull
Until your walls come down
And you understand I'm gonna be around
I'm sticking with

If that's what it means to love you
If that's what it means to have your back
If that's what it takes to show you
Then I'm in, I'm in

If I have to jump
Then I'll jump
And I won't look down
You can cry, you can fight, we can scream and shout

I'll push and pull
Until your walls come down
And you understand I'm gonna be around

And if I have to jump
Then I'll jump
And I won't look down
You can cry, you can fight, we can scream and shout

I'll push and pull
Until your walls come down
And you understand I'm gonna be around
Cuz I'm sticking with you.
(I'm sticking with you)

[hocus pocus]

Tell yourself it's over now
Try to kill a broken vow
If only you could find the strength
To kill the memories
These empty pages never turn
You lit the flame and let them burn
You tried to bury me so deep
But what lies beneath

[Calaer]

"Hard times will always be there, but so will Christ." -Al Fox Carraway.

[Storyteller.]

hold the cold up over your shoulder
all i need's a place to grieve...

[Kintsukuroi.]

When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else

…

I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me - where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I feel nothing, I wonder why
And on the race of life time passes by
Look
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen

[blurryface]

i've got real big plans and such bad thoughts

[Gwynbleidd]

Jimmy shoes busted both his legs, trying to learn to fly
From a second story window, he just jumped and closed his eyes
His momma said he was crazy - he said, "Momma, I've got to try.
Don't you know that all my heroes died?
And I guess I'd rather die than fade away."

[Storyteller.]

call it in the air: heads or tails.
heads we go to london
& try to save the queen.
tails we go to paris
& try our hand at romance.
i need a chance to show you -

[Eternal]

And another one bites the dust
Oh why can I not conquer love?
And I might have thought that we were one
Wanted to fight this war without weapons

And I wanted it, I wanted it bad
But there were so many red flags
Now another one bites the dust
Yeah, let's be clear, I'll trust no one

You did not break me
I'm still fighting for peace

Well, I've got thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade - it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard,
Yeah, I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart

[Calaer]

"We all search for happiness and we all try to find our own 'happily ever after.' All you have to do is trust your Heavenly Father. Trust Him enough to follow his plan." -Dieter F. Uchtdorf.

[Coey]

[Eternal]

I don't wanna be yours
If you can't call me your girl
I've seen your type before baby
You claim you'll give me the world

By simply craving a touch
I'm using you as a crutch
And I know this might be too much to swallow

But baby I can see that you are hollow

[Kintsukuroi.]

Give me the heart of an archeologist,
that I may dig until I prove that I exist.
a subterranean cathedral in my midst,
where echoes come to rest.

[Calaer]

"Temporary setbacks are overshadowed by persistence." -Quentin L. Cook

[Mindfulness.]

Stand tall
It's going on
It's going on
It's gonna be just fine.

[Eternal]

You came back and you brought floods
Wearing a necklace made of hearts that you'd dragged through the mud
And I guess I wasn't quite sure what to say to you
But then I saw mine, almost reached out to grab it
Said, darling, you're the only one on earth I want to have it
But now I'm not so sure that was true
After the hell you put it through
But there was no sharp pain this time
Just the ghost of your presence compressing my chest like a vine

[Eternal]

He says "Oh, baby girl, don't get cut on my edges
I'm the king of everything and oh, my tongue is a weapon
There's a light in the crack that's separating your thighs
And if you wanna go to heaven you should fuck me tonight"

[Calaer]

"Of this be sure: You do not find the happy life, you make it." -Thomas S. Monson.

[Storyteller.]

have you thought you'd never b r e a t h e again?
did the truth make a killer out of a friend?
and your h e a r t feel the weight
that things will never change?
you're not alone.

[Stormblade]

Dancong all alone
To the sound of an enemy's song
I'll be lost until, you find me
Fighting on my own
In a war that's already been won
I'll be lost until, you come and find me
Here, oh glory...

[Eternal]

And I don't wanna cry no more
And I don't wanna die a little more every day
And I don't wanna cry no more
And I don't wanna die a little more every day

To pull yourself from harm
To be the braver one
To raise a weary hand
In a house that's built on sand
To wear it like a crown
To kick before you drown
To fight it and to cry no more

[Storyteller.]

.
it's a silly time to learn to swim
when you start to d r o w n.
.

[better-than-ecstasy]

You're a fire
Burning up in my brain
You can't be tamed for me
You struck a match and left me to burn
It doesn't feel right
To feel the weight of your world, the weight of your world in my spine
You've had me going out of my mind

I wanna feel something
That's not the touch of your breath on my neck
I wanna feel something
That's not the weight of your world in my head
And all the walls are caving in
And I feel you entering
I shouldn't give in, but I let you win
I let you in

Find a new place
Another space to invade
Another brain to decay
With your presence, with your ghost
I'm growing sick in the head trying to push you out, trying to push you out of it
I said it and I'll say it again
I won't let you in

"Let Them In" PVRIS

[jimmynik99]

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening

People writing songs
That voices never share
And no one dare
Disturb the sound of silence

Simon & Garfunkel
(but i like the 'Disturbed' version)

[Eternal]

Do you think if the heart keeps on shrinking
One day there will be no heart at all?
And how long does it take?
Am I better off just bursting or breaking?
Because I don’t see my heart getting strong.

[Kintsukuroi.]

Bruised and battle scarred
All our beating hearts
Here we are, here we are
Come this far
Fighting for our lives
Holding on tonight
Here we are

We’re not where we thought
But we’re still standing tall
What’s it gonna it to break us
What’s it gonna make us wake up

Didn’t think we’d get this far
Didn’t know if we’d survive
Odds against us, here we are
Can you believe we’re still alive?

[Calaer]

"Every trial and experience you have passed through is necessary for your salvation." -Brigham Young

[hocus pocus]

Why are we still sad
Why are we still sad
When we gonna wake up happy
When we gonna wake up happy, happy
Why are we still sick
Tell me what I'm missing in this
Why we gotta hurt so badly
Why we gotta hurt so badly, badly

[Kintsukuroi.]

Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
Broken legs but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion

[Calaer]

"Christ has overcome the world—our world—and His gift to us is peace now and exaltation in the world to come."

—Jeffrey R. Holland

[Eternal]

Teddy bear, you were my teddy bear
You were comforting and quiet
How did love become so violent?
Oh, teddy bear, you were my teddy bear
Everything was so sweet until you tried to kill me

I threw you out, I didn't outgrow you
I just didn't know you
But now you're back
And it's so terrifying how you paralyze me
Now you're showing up inside my home
Breathing deep into the phone
I'm so unprepared
I'm fucking scared

[Nightblood.]

My eyes are stapled open wide,
As I lay down on my side.
I am bouncing off these walls.

Notice my hands begin to twitch.
Unprovoked assaulting of my conscious wit.
Me and the TV are enemies.
Sickening static surrounds my mind.
I'm losing time, and realizing that
After days of thought that I'm
Stuck self-torturing; my meds are failing me.
Internal clock in smithereens.
Can't fix this, I'm hopeless.

My eyes are stapled open wide,
As I lay down on my side.
I am bouncing off these walls.
As I focus on the clock,
Time stands still, but I cannot.
I should strap myself in bed.
I guess I'll sleep when I am dead.

Talk to myself, lie in the darkness so content.
As the sun begins to rise, I can barely shut my eyes.
This crazed, delirious mess; laughing at everything I see.
My sanity is spent. Just tell me where our time went.
I'm losing it.

[blurryface]

can they stop us?
break us?
put your game face on, we're against the ropes
tap out?
throw in the towel?
'cause when the bell goes off,
the gloves do too. <|>

[Mindfulness.]

Give me one good reason why I should never make a change.

[Kintsukuroi.]

Emotions are so blown, hoping you won't go
Back to that war zone, the place that you don't know
It's hard to go the right way when you're on the wrong road
Feel like you're so low, you're 'bout to explode
And you'd do anything to get back what you let go
Stuck in upset mode, cause you can't seem to figure this out
Living without a reason to live, thinking about
What you should have done, things that you could have changed
And maybe if you had then things wouldn't be this way
And you wouldn't feel this pain, but that's too easy now isn't it
Wishing that you could go back and things would be different
Got a time machine up in your mind
Wishing you could push a button and your life would unwind
But that's not how it happens, you can hope and imagine
Instead of looking forwards, lot of us looking backwards

[Storyteller.]

when all she needs, when all she wants, when all she finds,
when all she is, and ever was, is compromised
'cause there's no one to love her
when you built your walls too high

[hocus pocus]

God love your soul and your aching bones.
Take a step,
take a breath,
meet me down




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