Song/Quote of the day!

[Markus]

C'est la vie

[daisy_jam]

Skin against skin, blood and bone
You're all by yourself but you're not alone
You wanted in now you're here
Driven by hate consumed by fear

-- Bodies by Drowning Pool

[TheAtomicBlade]

Originally Posted by Paroxysm

Skin against skin, blood and bone
You're all by yourself but you're not alone
You wanted in now you're here
Driven by hate consumed by fear

-- Bodies by Drowning Pool

Good choice!

So we go inside and we gravely read the stones
All those people, all those lives
Where are they now?
With loves, and hates
And passions just like mine
They were born
And then they lived
And then they died
It seems so unfair
I want to cry

Cemetry Gates - Pantera

[.Brittany.]

I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt

[Hanna Banana]

Baby go ahead
I'll be your hatred and your pain
This is killing us all
I don't care if I fall
We're the dying, we are the damned

Sex Metal Barbie~ In This Moment

All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
Bite the lip just forget the bleeding

[Hanna Banana]

It hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you are less than, less than fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me

You're so mean when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you are less than, less than fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me

[Storyteller.]

i miss those dreams
the ones we used to have
oh i miss my friends
oh i miss my dad
i don't wanna die
but it's everywhere i go
ohhh

and i miss that town
that lonesome lonesome town
oh i miss my heart
for not being around
i don't wanna leave
but it's everything i need
ohhh

[Kintsukuroi.]

Oh you know this feeling
When the world stops turning
Focus on the the bright side
Life can make you bitter
But you'll wake up stronger
So focus on the bright side

[NeuroBeautiful]

Quote

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life


[/quote]

[obelus]

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won’t fade away

I want out from under
This confining skin
That I so reluc-tantly live in.
My worth is measured solely
According to the scale.
I am heavy, but I feel frail.

And it's alright,
I'm alright,
I want to be okay.
I've seen it before,
This eyesore; it's me.

[mylifeisadumpsterfire]

Pitiful Children- Be more chill

[Storyteller.]

your skeleton forgot to bring its backbone
next time pack it in your body bag

[Kintsukuroi.]

I will not bend until I break, how much can one bruised body take?
Just not enough to silence me, you're only a memory
I'll scream these words 'til they come true, then I will think no more of you
Look back on what I'm going through, this isn't my identity

[Clarent]

"Just know that I'm insane!"

[Mindfulness.]

Just a young gun with a quick fuse
I was uptight, wanna let loose
I was dreaming of bigger things
And wanna leave my own life behind
Not a yes sir, not a follower
Fit the box, fit the mold
Have a seat in the foyer, take a number
I was lightning before the thunder
Thunder, thunder
Thunder, thun-, thunder
Thun-thun-thunder, thunder, thunder
Thunder, thun-, thunder
Thun-thun-thunder, thunder

Thunder, feel the thunder
Lightning and the thunder
Thunder, feel the thunder
Lightning and the thunder
Thunder, thunder
Thunder


Kids were laughing in my classes
While I was scheming for the masses
Who do you think you are?
Dreaming 'bout being a big star
You say you're basic, you say you're easy
You're always riding in the back seat
Now I'm smiling from the stage while
You were clapping in the nose bleeds


Thunder, thunder
Thunder, thun-, thunder
Thun-thun-thunder, thunder, thunder
Thunder, thun-, thunder
Thun-thun-thunder, thunder
Thunder, feel the thunder
Lightning and the thunder
Thunder, feel the thunder
Lightning and the thunder
Thunder
Thunder, feel the thunder
Lightning and the thunder, thunder
Thunder, feel the thunder
Lightning and the thunder, thunder
Thunder, feel the thunder
Lightning and the thunder, thunder
Thunder, feel the thunder
Lightning and the thunder, thunder
Thunder, feel the thunder (feel the)
Lightning and the thunder, thunder
Thunder, thunder, thunder
Thun-thun-thunder, thunder
Thunder, thunder, thunder
Thun-thun-thunder, thunder
Thunder, thunder, thunder
Thun-thun-thunder, thunder
Thunder, thunder, thunder
Thun-thun-thunder, thunder

[obelus]

Sometimes I feel like weeping
Awake and when I'm sleeping
Perfecting how to put a game face on
This puzzle I've been keeping
Has been in hiding creeping out the closet door
Spilling out onto the floor
How long will I be picking up pieces?

[Clarent]

"Loathsome I've become.
A creature so undone.
Wretched and broken.
Cannot find my faith.
Any God will do.
Nothing said is new.
Nothing said is true.

The embrace of shade holds me dear.
Eats me away.
Loose the dogs of disgrace upon me.
I have no faith.
Raise the poor outcast I have become.
I am undone.
Calm is the air. Still is the sea.
The valley of death keeps calling me.

Rest my eyes from the world.
This dying place, it's so absurd.
Oh, Christ above, whom I love.
Lost to me. My snow white dove.
Make this day like the night.
Songs of darkness. Words of light.
Pulling down my heart.
I won't forget my lovers heart.

With utter loathing and scorn.
I was somehow born.
Strewn in black decay.
None shall I obey.
The wreckage of my flesh.
The nakedness of my death."

The Wreckage of My Flesh by My Dying Bride.

Them and Insomnium are two bands that resonate within my soul more than any other.

“When we don't know who to hate, we hate ourselves.”-Chuck Palanuik

[Storyteller.]

& i would also never ask a question
that i cannot ask myself
for it might dirty up
your conscience

[Kintsukuroi.]

I'm driving back home through the canyon
There's only so much that I can't handle
Nobody knows it, nobody knows it
I've never shown it, I've never shown it
I'm supposed to be the girl that never does this
...
Trying to keep my shit together
When will this get any better?
I'm trying so hard not to break d o w n

[obelus]

Wake up in a dream, frozen in fear.
All your hands on me. I can't scream, I can't scream.
I can't escape the twisted way you think of me.
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep, I don't sleep.

Truth is everybody is going to hurt you: you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for. - Bob Marley

[Aaron,]

She's So Heavy by The Beatles has been on repeat all day <333333333333333333333

[Storyteller.]

save your own
'cause i don't wanna be this
i don't wanna be this

[TheAtomicBlade]

All the lying and cheating will surely bite you
Dishonesty tears you apart and will eat you
All the anger and pain and the suffering and the shame
And the voices in your brain will surely haunt you

Let the guilt go, let the guilt go, let the guilt go, let the guilt go

I tell you one thing which leads to another thing
Then I backtrack which leads to hurt feelings
Then my brain spins off of fucking everything
When this happens I can't break through

All the anger, the pain and the suffering, and the shame
And the voices in your brain will really haunt you

Let the guilt go, let the guilt go, let the guilt go, let the guilt go

I tell you one thing which leads to another thing
Then I backtrack which leads to hurt feelings
Then my brain spins off of fucking everything
When this happens I can't break through

Now we waste our lives away
Letting guilt lead the way

I'm such a stupid fuck
Listening to my head and not my gut
Constantly thinking and thinking and thinking
And thinking and thinking and thinking

Now we waste our lives away
Letting guilt lead the way

I tell you one thing which leads to another thing
Then I backtrack which leads to hurt feelings
Then my brain spins off of fucking everything
When this happens I can't break through

I tell you one thing which leads to another thing
Then I backtrack which leads to hurt feelings
Then my brain spins off of fucking everything
When this happens I can't break through

[Clarent]

"We burn like gods of the sun Paradise pales compared to you Never will we be alone Our world will change for no one And as our live are closing We lie close and hear nothing"

[Kintsukuroi.]

There's a ghost inside my head
And it's leaving me for dead
The haunting is all that I have left
And I'll never let him go
It's so dark and beautiful
The haunting won't let me forget

And I cry for you
And I bleed for you
Why should I fight cause it's no use
Surrender to the night so cruel

[TheAtomicBlade]

It is no mystery
What you get is what you see
You betrayed my loyalty
You've gone and done me wrong
Now I do you harm
My revenge is guaranteed
You stabbed me in the back
Spit right in my eye
Dragging me into the fray
Take you out, right you off, there's never enough
Ways to throw you away
You'd better start runnin'
'Cause you know that I'm comin'
Cocked and loaded and I never miss
I'm onto your game
And I'm layin' the blame
And I'm addin' your name to my blacklist
You shoulda thought twice
'Cause your playin' with your life
You must have some sort of death wish
I haven't any doubt
That your time has run out
'Cause I've added your name
To my blacklist
You tried to beat me
Thought you could defeat me
But how you we ever wrong
I rise to the occasion
Character assassination
To put you down where you belong
You've got a lot to say
When I'm so far away
Now you've got a problem with me
Take you out, write you off, when I've had enough
Of your verbal debris
You'd better start runnin'
'Cause you know that I'm comin'
Cocked and loaded and I never miss
I'm onto your game
And I'm layin' the blame
And I'm addin' your name to my blacklist
You shoulda thought twice
'Cause your playin' with your life
You must have some sort of death wish
I haven't any doubt
That your time has run out
'Cause I've added your name
To my blacklist
For all the shit you talk
You've never walked the walk
All you do is run and hide
Slander me, slag me
I'm not a man you should deride
I've heard everything
All your mudslinging
You better run, as fast as you can
Take you out, write you off, are you brave enough
To stand and fight like a man
You'd better start runnin'
'Cause you know that I'm comin'
Cocked and loaded and I never miss
I'm onto your game
And I'm layin' the blame
And I'm addin' your name to my blacklist
You shoulda thought twice
'Cause your playin' with your life
You must have some sort of death wish
I haven't any doubt
That your time has run out
'Cause I've added your name
To my blacklist

I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch
I can't stay on your morphine, 'cause it's making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
'Stead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

[Mindfulness.]

PG 13+

I'm so tired
Of all the problems you've been causing me
We are not cool no mo' far as I can see
You done kicked me down, I've fallen
I'm crawling, it's all your fault

More money, more problems it is
Now I'm back to writing my lyrical novel again
I'm holding on grenades and I'm trying to not pull a pin
I done contemplated on downing a bottle of gin
'Cause maybe that'll calm my nerves and get my ass on track
I'm on the fucking edge, I snapped and I just can't go back
I have no class, I'm cut from how my last hoe act
She tried to ruin me, she damn near made my cash flow crash
I fucking hate this bitch, her name could sit on a grave
Only reason she ain't dead is 'cause my kid on the way
The bitch is pregnant and she stripping, dodging minimum wage
She done kick me down, locked me up and spit on my face
I bought a ring for this bitch just to set it in stone
My headache has grown, damn I should've left it alone
Now heaven is gone, so is my love and it won't return
Welcome to hell bitch, I hope you burn because

I'm so tired
Of all the problems you've been causing me
We are not cool no mo' far as I can see
You done kicked me down, I've fallen
I'm crawling, it's all your fault

Listen little nigga, we ain't in the same shoes
You ain't built a name or even paid dues
Dammit, I'm ashamed of what it came to
And if you had have ever reached my level of fame guaranteed Dame would have played you
He's in the wrong, don't give me hate for it
You know him better than me, y'all always had a broken relationship
Now you looking at me like I'm Satan's spawn
But five years ago you had made the same diss song
Why don't you put it out? Show the world you hate your brother too
Don't be afraid to show the truth, shit you ain't got much to lose
Anyone can hold a gun up but who's brave enough to shoot?
You know damn well he's addicted to raking up the loot
If you seen the shit I seen, you would've taken sides with me
But you fucking disappeared and you ain't even ride with me
And now you wanna return when the label hit the bottom
Nigga fuck you and your phoney mental problems

I'm so tired
Of all the problems you've been causing me
We are not cool no mo' far as I can see
You done kicked me down, I've fallen
I'm crawling, it's all your fault

Too many motherfuckers judge my life
And make me out to be a monster like I love my strife
Too many motherfuckers pick at what the fuck I write
They hate to see me shine, they wish they could cut my light
I use my music as my public diary, it's what inspires me
It's why your fucking son admires me, come and fire me
Settle with the hell that I was put in, nuh-uh
You motherfuckers keep forgetting I'm too good at my job
Y'all shoulda knew this, some think I'm too retarded and stupid
Overnight I just went and started a movement
The power at my fingertips is greater than Funk Volume and Ruthless
Ha Ha, you still losing, you niggas thought you could do it
Go crawl in some sewage, you niggas ain't no entrepreneurs
You fucked with Hopsin Da Ruler and now I'm hollerin' screw ya
Hallelujah, all the deadweight is finally cut off
Niggas the throne is mine so stay the fuck off

I'm so tired
Of all the problems you've been causing me
We are not cool no mo' far as I can see
You done kicked me down, I've fallen
I'm crawling, it's all your fault

I am breaking beautifully
I am waking slowly, slowly
I am breaking beautifully
I am waking slowly, slowly

[Starseeker]

Where are you now, where are you now
Leaving me down here, lost in the waves
When will God explain this draconian love
Where do I go, where are you now
Selling me love through the fiery rain, angel
When will you explain this draconian love

Avantasia - Draconian Love

[TheAtomicBlade]

Nothing hurts my world
Just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood
You'll be the one to fall

Unholy Confessions- A7x

[Storyteller.]

this world, she's cold
this world is mean
my heart is stone
my hands are clean

[Mindfulness.]

Don't under estimate the things I can do.

[Mindfulness.]

I'm so tired of all the pain you've been causing me.

[Starseeker]

How could I know? How could I know?
That I'll get lost in space to roam forever
How could I know? How could I see?
feeling like lost in space to roam forever

(Avantasia - Lost in Space)