Song/Quote of the day!

[Jovial.]

Finding relief in my own lies
How are you? I'm doing alright
Small talk is a great disguise

[.Brittany.]

There's not enough rope to tie me down
There's not enough tape to shut this mouth
The stones you throw can make me bleed
But I won't stop until we're free
Wild hearts can't be broken
No, wild hearts can't be broken

[Mindfulness.]

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.

I'm not okay

[Storyteller.]

but i haven't slept in days; i haven't dreamt in nights.
i've been busy building theories i just can't wait to try.

[Kintsukuroi.]

You will bleed for what your hands have done
You can't outrun your ending
And I'll get well long before you let yourself
I may forgive you, but you never will

I will not bend until I break, how much can one bruised body take?
Just not enough to silence me, you're only a memory
I'll scream these words 'til they come true, then I will think no more of you
Look back on what I'm going through, this isn't my identity

And I told you, I told you, you had no right

[Mindfulness.]

Every little secret has a lie.

You may say I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only one
I hope some day you will join us and the world will live as one

[TheAtomicBlade]

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine

[¯|_(ツ)_|¯]

I need more dreams
And less life
And I need that dark
In a little more light
And I cried tears you’ll never see
So fuck you, you can go cry me an ocean
And leave me be

You are what you love
Not who loves you
In a world full of the word yes
I'm here to scream

No, no (no, no)
Wherever I go, go (go, go)
Trouble seems to follow

And when that fog horn blows you know I will be coming home
And when that fog horn whistle blows I want to hear it, I don't have to fear it
I want to rock your gypsy soul
Just like way back in the days of old
Then magnificently we will float into the mystic

[Starseeker]

(possible spoiler for Wise Man's Fear by P. Rothfuss)

Elodin nodded again and took a bite of his cinnas. (...) By the light of the moon I saw his eyes. They were cool, thoughtful and perfectly, utterly sane.

[Storyteller.]

you can play the victim
but you can't make me play along

[TheAtomicBlade]

Your tears dont fall,
They crash around me

[Starseeker]

''Uphold the principles of our order and all that for which we stand, never share our secrets nor divulge the true nature of our work. Do so, until death - whatever the cost. This is my new creed. I am Shay Patrick Cormac, Templar of the American rite. I am an older man now, and perhaps wiser. A war and a revolution have ended, and another is about to begin. May the father of understanding guide us all.''
- Shay Cormac

(I can't wait to play AC:Origins yaa)

Fire in the heart sends smoke into the head.

- German Proverb that I randomly came across.

[TheAtomicBlade]

There was a time
When I was brokenhearted
Love wasn't much of a friend of mine
The tables have turned yeah
'Cause me and them ways have parted
That kinda love was the killin' kind
All I want is someone I can't resist
I know all I need to know
By the way I got kissed
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dryin' 'cause I let you
Do what you do down on me

[Clarent]

"...I don't get it. Those memories themselves are pointless, but you're saying there's fun in remembering them, Shiki?"

"Yeah, it's okay. People are designed to not remember painful things.
But in the first place, lifes of humans are full of pointless things. To think of it, isn't life itself pointless? So I don't think about it too much. I think it's best to just fool yourself and live like you don't realize there's no meaning to life."

[Mindfulness.]

I ain't got time for your bullshit.

I am a creature of habit
And I move in circles around you
I will admit there's a pattern
One I created myself
None of my lovers dared leave me
I grew impatient and stale
Didn't look back once I'd left them
Cause I always expected to fail
But this time it's different
The rules don't apply
But I need some distance to step out of line
So grant me this wish and meet me back here in a year
If we still exist, I can let go of my fear
Fear of normalcy
Fear of the solid walls of our future and let go of my past
I must be crazy to want this
'Cause you are the girl of my dreams
But I'm prone to ruin the good things
Cautious 'round balance it seems
But with you it is different
The rules don't apply
But I need some distance to step out of line

So grant me this wish and meet me back here in a year
If we still exist, I can let go of my fear
Fear of normalcy
Fear of the solid walls of our future and let go of my past

[Mindfulness.]

And I go back to black.

[Kintsukuroi.]

As I struggle through each and every year.
And all these demons, they keep me up all night.
They keep me up all night

[Starseeker]

Now I know I'm being used
That's okay because I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's okay 'cause I've got no self-esteem

(The Offspring - Self-Esteem)

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Tell me, tell me if you love me or not, love me or not, love me or not?
I'll bet the house on you, am I lucky or not, lucky or not, lucky or not?
You gotta tell me if you love me or not, love me or not, love me or not?
Been wishin' for you, am I lucky or not, lucky or not, lucky or not?

Aren't we too grown for games?
Aren't we too grown to play around?
Young enough to chase
But old enough to know better
Are we too grown for changin'?

Are we too grown to mess around?
Ooh and I can't wait forever baby
Both of us should know better

[Storyteller.]

i never had a place to call my own,
i never had a home.
ain't nobody calling my phone:
"where you been?"
"where you at?"
"what's on your mind?"
they say every life precious
but nobody care about mine.

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

"Hurt," by Nine Inch Nails.

I've gone for too long
Living like I'm not alive
So I'm gonna start over tonight
Beginning with you and I
When this memory fades
I'm gonna make sure it's replaced
With chances taken, hope embraced
And have I told you
I'm not going
'Cause I've been waiting for a miracle

And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
When it might save you
We've learned to run from
Anything uncomfortable
We've tied our pain below
And no one ever has to know
That inside we're broken
I try to patch things up again
To calm my tears and kill these fears
But have I told you, have I

-Paramore 'Miracle'

[TheAtomicBlade]

Thirteen years I was locked away,
A life thrown under the wheel.
As each day passed, I never looked back,
Just a beat down body with a mind intact
Counting days inside my head
Set the trap, stab my back, then walk away
Framed and judged, left behind to take the blame
Slam the door, cut the cord, and cast aside

[Mindfulness.]

Let me love you until you learn to love yourself.

[Storyteller.]

well i don't don't need need need to know
but there's a set of my keys left under your door
if you need a place to sleep tonight
well that's what family's for

We don't miss a thing
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
Of the blackest hole (Blackest hole)
And convinced yourself
That it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore
-Paramore 'When it Rains'

[Mindfulness.]

I ain't got time for your bullshit.

[Storyteller.]

a little sleep, a little slumber
a little folding of the hands
left you weak, left you hungry
when there's supply you still demand
you're beginning to drag the ones you love down
will this phase ever end?
a thousand arms to hold you
but you won't reach for any hands

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That’s what I hope to give you forever." -The Notebook

[Storyteller.]

relapse.
rehab.
repeat.

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[Mindfulness.]

You are braver than you believe,
stronger than you seem,
and smarter than you think.

[TheAtomicBlade]

Yeah yeah they, they, they blew our minds
And I was shaking at the knees
Could I come again please
Yeah them ladies were too kind
You've been
Thunderstruck

[Starseeker]

Crosses grow on Anzio
Where no soldiers sleep
And where hell’s six feet deep
That death does wait
There’s no debate
So charge and attack
Going to Hell and back

(Sabaton - To Hell and back)