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[Jack Lowden]

Everything's so blurry
& Everyone's so fake
& Everybody's empty
& Everything is so messed up
Preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

[blurryface]

i don't mind, make the writings on the wall
mother cries, tortured voices as we crawl
find me on my better days, to lose it once again
but i seem to find out better way to consciously pretend
silence, all i wanna say
tendencies to run away, i'll run away with you tonight

[Coffee.]

This isn't who I am.
From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds.
Storming stages and stereos from here to there,
trying to prove that I belong.
Trying to win approval from people that I don't know.

And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take its toll.
And I'd choose my sides
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

I'm not larger than life, I'm not taller than trees.
Do I mean what I say? Is it just this disease where I never go home.
Never telling the truth how this life eats away.
Not admitting I'm fake
and I'm questioning whether this whole thing was worth it to die poor and all alone?

And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take its toll.
And I'd choose my sides
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

Just don't tell me this doesn't mean the world,
'cause my ears would bleed and my heart would hit the floor.

And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take its toll.
And I'd choose my sides
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

[Storyteller.]

Everybody's hurting.
Everybody knows it.
Are you trying to stop it?
Everyone's watching.
What are you gonna do?

Are you trying to stop it?
Everyone's watching.
Everyone is conversing.
Everyone's listening.
Oh yeah they were a part,
he was a part and she was a part of it.
Oh, falling apart, is anyone watching?
Is anyone listening? Are we listening?

And all I have is all of me.
And it's all that I can give.
Our disappointed hearts will heal.
Our hearts will spill
over you, over me, over this.

They never knew, they never knew,
what you're going through.
'Cause you got everybody thinking
there's nothing wrong with you.
And you fall apart cause you felt a part.
And they were a part of it.
Oh, falling apart, is anyone watching?
Is anyone listening? Are you listening?

[Stargazed.]

Liar liar, don't cry on my shoulder
You played with fire
And smiled when you told her
Oh, oh, thought you were someone
Oh, oh goodbye to no one

I don't need to know you'll be there
You're not on my mind
I don't need to know you care
Please don't waste my time

[Jack Lowden]

"It's Not Over" by Daughtry
I was blown away, what could I say?
It all seemed to make sense
You've taken away everything
& I can't deal with that
I try to see the good in life, but good things in life are hard to find
We'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around

Let's start over
I'll try to do it right this time around
It's not over
'Cause a part of me is dead & in the ground
This love is killing me, but you're the only one
It's not over

Taken all I could take & I cannot wait
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on, can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything, so I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around

Let's start over
I'll try to do it right this time around
It's not over
'Cause a part of me is dead & in the ground
This love is killing me, but you're the only one
It's not over

We can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out

Let's start over
I'll try to do it right this time around
It's not over
'Cause a part of me is dead & in the ground
This love is killing me, but you're the only one
It's not over

Let's start over
It's not over, yeah
This love is killing me, but you're the only one
It's not over

[Bibliophile]

Oh why, there's no comprehending
And who am I to try to judge or explain?
Oh, but I do have one
Burning question
Who told you life wasn't worth the fight?
They were wrong, they lied

[theinfatuatedpanda]

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger!
Stand a little taller!
-Kelly Clarkson

[Age of Ignorance]

I'd sell my soul just to see your face
And I'd break my bones just to heal your pain
And in these times I need a saving grace
Cuz time is running out and I'm starting to lose my faith

But if I told you I loved you would it make you wanna stay
I'm sorry for the way I make you feel day after day
And if I wrote you a love song and sang it to you everyday
Would it ever be enough to make you wanna come back home to stay
Would it make you, make you wanna stay.

My hearts on my sleeve but its turning black
And without your touch I'm not gonna last
It feels like my walls are cavin in
And ill do anything to have you here again

[Jack Lowden]

"Always Attract" by You Me At Six
If it hurts this much
Then it must be love
& It's a lottery
I can't wait to draw your name
Oh I'm trying to get to you
But time isn't on my side
The truths the worst I could do
& I guess that I have lied

Keeping me awake
It's been like this now for days
My heart is out at sea
My head all over the place
I'm loosing sense of time
& Everything tastes the same
I'll be home in a day
I fear that's a month too late

That night I slept
On your side of the bed so
It was ready when you got home
We're like noughts & crosses in that
Opposites always attract

You've taken me to the top
& Let me fall back south
You've had me at the top of the pile
& Then had me kissing the ground
We've heard & seen it all
No ones talked us out
The problems that have come
Haven't yet torn us down

Am I keeping you awake
If I am then just say
You can make your own decisions
You can make your own mistakes
I'll live & let die
All the promises you made
But if you lie another time
It'll be a lie that's too late

That night I slept
On your side of the bed so
It was ready when you got home
We're like noughts & crosses in that
Opposites always attract

& You always have your way
For now it's too soon for you to say
Will we be always, always
You had your way

[better-than-ecstasy]

I can usually drink you right off my mind
But I miss you tonight
I can normally push you right out of my heart
But I'm too tired to fight
Yeah the whole thing begins
And I let you sink in to my veins and I feel the pain like it's new
Everything that we were everything that you said
Everything that I did and that I couldn't do
Plays through tonight
Tonight your memory burns like a fire
With every one it grows higher and higher
And I can't get over it
I just can't put out this love
I just sit in these flames and pray that you'll come back
Close my eyes tightly hold on and hope that I'm dreaming
Come wake me up

[Obliviate]

Who let you in? Who let you in?
There's a hole in my head.

Richard Walters - We have your head

[Stargazed.]

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

[Storyteller.]

The saddest thing is you could
be anything that you could want.
We could have been everything,
but now we're not, now it's not anything at all.
The hardest part was getting this close to you,
and giving up this dream I built with you -
a fairytale that isn't coming true.
You've got some growing up to do.

I wish we could have worked it out,
I wish I didn't have these doubts,
I wish I didn't have to wonder just
what you are doing now.
I wish I didn't know inside
that it won't work out for you and I.
I wish that I could stop this wishing
and just say my last goodbye...

[Eternal]

I can't stay surrounded by every lie
that won't come true
Now you wanna take the time
But why would you?
Think you're gonna make it right
But how could you?

You might as well just stop crying
It doesn't mean much to me anymore
A little too late to start trying
I'm taking this love of the life support

Trying to undo
The love that I'm tied to
Who haven't you lied to?

[Bibliophile]

I hear a voice
"Your must learn to stand up for yourself
Cause I can't always be around"
He says
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

[better-than-ecstasy]

It's just another simple
Voicemail message
I'll pick you up and we'll do
Dinner by the fire
And we'll just watch it snow
It's from a year ago
Baby, I love you
And I can't wait to see you tonight
I've been thinking about you
All day long
She pushes nine to save
But still can't erase 'cause –
[Chorus]
It makes her feel close
Makes her smile
It's like he's with her almost
Til the tears take over
She's still in hell
But she tells herself
She's ready to let him go
'Cause that makes her feel close
It's just a worn out
Notre Dame t-shirt
She's gotten mad
And tried to throw that thing away
At least a hundred times
But she's got it on tonight
He used to wear it on the weekend
Just runnin' around
Probably forgot he even left it
behind
She says it keeps her warm
Oh, but it's so much more
[Chorus]
It makes her feel close
Makes her smile
It's like he's with her almost
Til the tears take over
She's still in hell
But she tells herself
She's ready to let him go
'Cause that makes her feel close
To saying goodbye, getting
On with her life
Maybe give love another try
One more try
Oh, one more try
[Chorus]
It makes her feel close
Makes her smile
It's like he's with her almost
Til the tears take over
She's still in hell
But she tells herself
She's ready to let him go
'Cause that makes her feel close
It makes her feel close
Makes her feel close
It's just a worn out Notre
Dame t-shirt
She's gotten mad and tried
To throw that thing away
At least a hundred times
But she's got in on tonight

[Eternal]

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there.
Isn't something missing?

[Storyteller.]

You drift into the strangest dreams
of youthful follies and changing teams.
Admit you're wrong - oh, no, not yet.
Then you wake up and remember
that you can't forget.

[Lumos.]

People haven't always been there for me, but music has
- Taylor Swift

1,000 post!!!!!!!!!

[Bibliophile]

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

[Choose]

Adelitas Way- Criticize:

I need you and you need me
We make the perfect kind of misery
I help you and you help me
Become the one I swore I'd never be
The one that I don't ever want be

I like the way
you won't apologize
I like the way
you just demoralize
I like the way
you always roll your eyes
Someone as perfect as you
is hard to criticize

Repress this hatred
I stand beside you while you soak it in
Spit on me I taste it
I love you more and you just fake it
I want you more and you just fake it

I like the way
you won't apologize
I like the way
you just demoralize
I like the way
you always roll your eyes
Someone as perfect as you
is hard to criticize

There's always something wrong, There's something I didn't do
There's always something I'm afraid I'm going to lose
There's nothing I can saym, There's nothing I can do
No matter how hard I try I always wake up next to you

I like the way
you won't apologize
I like the way
you just demoralize
I like the way
you always roll your eyes
Someone as perfect as you
is hard to criticize

I like the way
you won't apologize
I like the way
you just immortalize
I like the way
you always roll your eyes
Someone as perfect as you
is hard to criticize

It's hard to criticize (x4)

[Eternal]

I found a letter that said:
"I'm sorry that you were asleep when I wrote these words down,"
You'd think I'd ought to be used to that by now.
Save for a few of those late night episodes,
Missed opportunities, and "I Don't Cares,"
There's not a lot that I feel obliged to share or talk about.

I'll have my brother stop by this Saturday to pick up my things,
Just make sure you're not there.
This may sound bad, and don't take it the wrong way..
I love you, however,
You hold me down.

We'll talk it over after I've had some time alone to sort it out.
You hold me down
You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom.
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love
How will I break the news to you?

[Jack Lowden]

& It's a lottery
I can't wait to draw your name

[Eternal]

Show me all your bruises. I know everybody wears them.
They broadcast the pain-how you hurt, how you reacted.
Have you had a moment forced the whole heart to grow or retract?

Were you told as a child how cruel the whole world can be?
Did anybody ever tell you that?
Tell me what your purpose is? Who it was that put you here and why?
Did anybody really put you here at all?
And what of those necessities? Like how to cope with tragedy and pain?
Did anybody ever show you how?
When it hits will my heart burst or break or grow strong?
Is there really only one way to know now?

I’m not sure if I’m ready yet to find out the hard way
How strong I am. What I’m made of.
I’m not sure if I’m ready yet to walk through the fire.
I’m not sure I can handle it.
Do you think if the heart keeps on shrinking
One day there will be no heart at all?
And how long does it take?
Am I better off just bursting or breaking?
Because I don’t see my heart getting strong.

Tell your stories to me. Show your bruises.
Let’s see what humanity is capable of handling.

Tell me what your worst fears are. I bet they look a lot like mine.
Tell me what you think about when you can’t fall asleep at night.
Tell me that you’re struggling. Tell me that you’re scared.
No, tell me that you’re terrified of life.
Tell me that it’s difficult to not think of death sometimes.
Tell me how you lost.
Tell me how he left.
Tell me how she left.
Tell me how you lost everything that you had.
Tell me that it ain’t ever coming back.
Tell me about God. Tell me about love.
Tell me that it’s all of the above.
Say you think of everything in fear.
I bet you’re not the only one does.

[Celaena-Sardothian]

Still Here - Superchick

Cross through the night
I looked down and lost my way my light
Brought to my knees
Though the dark surrounds, it pulls me down
I do not sink beneath

Still here
Staggering on
Through the impossible
We remain
I can breathe one more day
Still here
Still fighting on
All we have is today
Find my way
To the beauty of one more day
Still here

Hope fades away
When tomorrow holds no promises today
Then today I am set free
For amidst the tears, amongst the fear
I find the joy to be

Still here
Staggering on
Through the impossible
We remain
I can breathe one more day
Still here
Still fighting on
All we have is today
Find my way
To the beauty of one more day
Still here

Still here
Staggering on
Through the impossible
We remain
I can breathe one more day

Still here
Still fighting on
All we have is today
Find my way
To the beauty of one more day
Still here

[Storyteller.]

I live tonight,
a mattress on the floor,
frustrated by my senses,
I've reached a point
which I can't ignore.

Despite my fears she
moves within my arms.
I've never felt her near me,
I whisper words to keep me calm.

We are silent, we play our parts,
we need the violence, but
hold each other gently as we dance.

Panic found me after all,
blood runs even faster,
I am holding on to what
I have been told.
"Just take my fears and
colour them as you please."
I whisper to her softly,
I think she laughs when
she looks at me.

We are silent, we play our parts,
we need the violence, but
hold each other gently as we dance.

I sleep tonight,
a mattress on the floor.
I am waking up beside her;
the pain is here as it was before.

[Palmolive]

If we don't kill ourselves,
We're gunna be the leaders of a messed up generation.

[better-than-ecstasy]

It's Not Just Me

Tell me you’ve had trouble sleeping
That you toss and turn from side to side
That it’s my face you’ve been seeing
In your dreams at night
Tell me that you wake up crying
And you’re not sure exactly why
Tell me that something is missing
In your life, in your life baby
Chorus
Tell me that you live for love
That forever is never enough
That you’ve waited all your life to see
That you want so badly to believe
Tell me that it’s not just me
I could have sworn I saw you smile at me
Standing in the pouring rain
At a loss for words and running out of time
I said this crazy thing (crazy thing), I said
Bridge
Hold me now and tell me that you do believe
In a soul, a soul mate
And tell me, and tell me, tell me

[Eternal]

And she always wears yellow when she feels like herself
With a smile that's shining brighter than I ever could tell
And I know that she means business because she won't say a word to me

But lately winters taking over summers heat
I'm shaking in my sneakers, shivering in the breeze
I'm nervous because I don't know if she'll ever return to me

Because when she acts like herself
I swear that she outshines everyone else
But shes been feeling alone
And nobody's fine on their own
Don't you know?

And shes been wearing gray
Without a thought of change
And I've been desperately trying to make her see
That even when it rains the sun is still ablaze
And right now in the dark
She is my shining star

So tell me if you're ever feeling sad or alone
And I'll do my very best to touch your heart with my own
And I hope you know that nothing but sweet nothings will appear to your ears

She always wears yellow when she feels like herself
With a smile that's shining brighter than I ever could tell
And she know that I mean business because I tell her shes all that I need

[TheNumber42]

I don't want you to look at me, I'm shedding skin.
I can't afford for you to see what's in.
I'd rather shoot myself than have you watch me.
I feel you'd steal my skin to try and wear me.

I was betrayed, one more day, of my short life.
You were carried away, had no shame, to suffocate my being.

I was me, but you weren't you.
You were sticking to me like a scab.
So, I peeled you away...
Bled for days...
And stepped out of myself.

I'm shedding skin.

[TheNumber42]

I ask you please just give us

5 minutes alone

[TheNumber42]

No mercy...no mercy...
I'm evwerything you can't imagine and more

Can you see these eyes glow? They feed on all your sorrow

[Jack Lowden]

Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face

[TheNumber42]

I have become a silent movie
The hero killed the clown
Can't make a sound
Can't make a sound
Can't make a sound

Nobody knows what he's doing
Still hanging around
Can't make a sound
Can't make a sound
Can't make a sound
Can't make a sound

The slow motion moves me
The monologue means nothing to me
Bored in the role, but he can't stop
Standing up to sit back down
Or lose the one thing found

Spinning the world like a toy top
'Til there's a ghost in every town
Can't make a sound
Can't make a sound
Can't make a sound
Can't make a sound

Eyes locked and shining
Can't you tell me what's happening?
Why should you want any other
When you're a world within a world?
Why should you want any other
When you're a world within a world?
Why should you want any other
When you're a world within a world?
Why should you want any other
When you're a world within a world?

[Eternal]

I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well," "I ate before I came"
Then someone tells me how good I look
And for a moment, for a moment I am happy
But when I'm alone, no one hears me cry

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be OK
Together we can make it through another day

I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I've changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm OK
And for a moment, for a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not OK
And I need your help
So I'm letting go

You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow

[Storyteller.]

Am I the only one stuck
in this endless hallway?
I hear voices making fun
'cause every door that
I walk in leads to nothing.
What is this all about?
I've been slowly dying out.

I've been down and
down this road before.
Now comes my day of reckoning.
Can you hear the angels singing?
I hear them call my name.

[Lumos.]

People cry, not because they're weak. It's because they've been strong too long.

[oldaccount]

The Grey-Icon For Hire

"How cold have I become? I didn't want to lose you by what I've done, caught in the grey. It burns for a moment but, but then it numbs you... takes you... and leaves you... just... caught in the grey."

[Jack Lowden]

So I can fall asleep tonight, or die
Because you kill me, you know you do, you kill me well
You like it too & I can tell
You never stop until my final breath is gone