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Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 16th 2011, 12:51 PM
I found god,
On the corner of first and Amistad,
Where the west was all but won, All alone, smoking his last cigarette,
I Said where you been, he said ask anything,
Where were you?
When everything was falling apart,
All my days were spent by the telephone,
It never rang,
And all I needed was a call, That never came,
To the corner of first and Amistad,
Lost and insecure,
You found me, you found me, Lying on the floor,
Surrounded, surrounded,
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late,
You found me, you found me,
In the end everyone ends up alone,
Losing her, the only one who’s ever known, Who I am, who I’m not, who I want to be,
No way to know how long she will be next to me,
Lost and insecure, You found me, you found me, Lying on the floor,
Surrounded, surrounded,
Why’d you have to wait? Where were you, where were you? Just a little late,
You found me, you found me,
Early morning, City breaks, I’ve been calling for years and years and years and years,
And you never left me no messages
You never send me no letters,
You got some kind of nerve, taking all I want,
Lost and insecure,
You found me, you found me,
Lying on the floor,
Where were you where were you,
Lost and insecure,
You found me, you found me, Lying on the floor,
Surrounded, surrounded,
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late, You found me, you found me,
Why’d you have to wait?
To find me, to find me.
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 16th 2011, 05:22 PM
I wish I could have quit you
I wish I never missed you
and told you that I loved you every time I fucked you The future that we both drew and all the shit we've been through
Obsessed with the thought of you the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you
it never was enough and the world is what I gave you
I used to be love struck and now I'm just fucked up Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!
I've lost it all fell today its all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I've been abused, I feel so used, because of you
i'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 17th 2011, 07:33 PM
I would dig a thousand holes to lay next to you
I would dig a thousand more if I needed to
I look around the grave for an escape route of old routines
There doesn’t seem to be any other way
Cause I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive
Crazy as it sounds you wont feel as low as you feel right now
At least that’s what I've been told by everyone I whisper empty sounds in your ear and hope that you won’t let go
Take the pieces and build them skywards
Cause I've started falling apart I’m not savouring life
I've forgotten how good it could be to feel alive
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 17th 2011, 09:07 PM
Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time Cause I honestly believed in you. Holding on, the days drag on, Stupid girl, I should have known I should have known.
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead herup the stairwell.
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around.
Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes. I never really had a chance.
I had so many dreams about you and me Happy endings, now I know.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 17th 2011, 09:37 PM
I'm being haunted by a whisper;
a chill comes over me. I've been trapped inside this moment. I'm not a victim, I'm not a freak.
Free me,
before I slip away. Heal me,
wake me from this day.
Can somebody help me?
I've seen the face of my affliction,
of my reality.
I'm being tortured by the future,
of things that are yet to be I'm being haunted by a vision;
it's like the morning never comes.
I feel the burden of confusion -
always searching, on the run.
Now, I'm not a hero, no,
but the weight of the world's on my soul.
These images burn my eyes; they're burning me up inside.
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 18th 2011, 04:57 AM
"You'll Be In My Heart"
*Come stop your crying
*It will be all right
*Just take my hand Hold it tight
*I will protect you
*from all around you
*I will be here
*Don't you cry
For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
*This bond between us
*Can't be broken
*I will be here
*Don't you cry
*'Cause you'll be in my heart
*Yes, you'll be in my heart
*From this day on
*Now and forever more
*You'll be in my heart
*No matter what they say
*You'll be here in my heart, always
Why can't they understand
the way we feel
They just don't trust
what they can't explain
*I know we're different but,
*deep inside us
*We're not that different at all
And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
*Don't listen to them
*'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
*They'll see in time
*I know
*When destiny calls you
*You must be strong
*I may not be with you
*But you've got to hold on
*They'll see in time
*I know
*We'll show them together
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more
Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 18th 2011, 07:36 PM
Poss trig.
They pull up their chairs to the table, She stares at the food on her plate,
At the toast and the butter,
Her father, her mother, she pushes away,
And they rise in the morning,
And they sleep in the dark, And even though nobody's looking,
She's falling apart,
She gets home from school too early, And closes the door to her room,
There's nothing inside her, She's weak and she's tired of feeling like this,
And they rise in the morning,
And they sleep in the dark, And even though nobody's looking,
She's falling apart,
They call her for dinner, she makes up a reason,
She looks at her arms and she rolls down her sleeves,
And her mother is starting to see through her lies,
And last night her father had tears in his eyes,
And they rise in the morning, And they sleep in the dark,
And even though nobody's looking,
She's falling apart,
And we rise in the morning, And we sleep in the dark,
And even though nobody's looking,
She's falling apart.
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
Big sis, always and forever, 15/04/2018
Last edited by Briana; January 27th 2011 at 09:11 PM.
Reason: changing title and merging to appropriate thread.
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 19th 2011, 06:11 PM
I was pulling out my hair,
The day I got the deal,
Chemically calm,
Was I meant to feel happy,
that my life was just about to change,
One life pretending to be,
The cow who got the cream,
Oh, everybody said,
"Marina is a dreamer", People like to tell you ,
What you're gonna be,
It's not my problem if you don't see what I see,
And I do not give a damn if you don't believe, My problem its my problem,
That I never am happy, It's my problem, it's my problem,
On how fast I will succeed,
Are you satisfied with an average life? Do I need to lie to make my way in life?
High achiever don't you see,
Baby, nothing comes for free,
They say I'm a control freak,
Driven a greed to succeed, Nobody can stop me,
Cause it's my problem, If I want to pack up and run away,
It's my business if I feel the need to,
Smoke and drink and sway,
It's my problem, it's my problem,
If I feel the need to hide, And it's my problem if I have no friends,
And feel I want to die,
Are you satisfied with an average life? Do I need to lie to make my way in life?
Are you satisfied with an average life?
Do I need to lie to make my way in life?
Are you satisfied with an easy ride?
Once you cross the line,
Will you be satisfied?
Sad inside ... in this life ... Unsatisfied, praying,
Sad inside ... in this life ... Unsatisfied, waiting,
Are you satisfied with an average life,
Do I need to lie to make my way in life,
Are you satisfied with an easy ride, Once you cross the line,
Will you be satisfied?
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 19th 2011, 07:49 PM
I've been looking for something sacred
running away from the light.
Gotta burn all the bridges in my head
that lead me away from my life. I question my own existence,
question the meaning of life.
Why don't you carry me?
Why don't you carry me?
I can't move on
I can't live on
Carry me
Why don't you carry me? I can't save me
I am crazy
Without you...
It takes horns to hold up my halo
and strength to get through the fight
Now I'm laying my cards on the table
praying everything will be alright I question my own existence
question the meaning of life.
The hardest ones to love
are the ones that need it most
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 20th 2011, 12:55 AM
I roll the window down
And then begin to breathe in
The darkest country road
And the strong scent of evergreen
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.
Then looking upwards
I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.
"Do they collide?"
I ask and you smile.
With my feet on the dash
The world doesn't matter.
When you feel embarrassed then I'll be your pride
When you need directions then I'll be the guide
For all time.
For all time.
Self harm free since 1/15/11
I accept everyone who accepts everyone
You can talk to me about ANYTHING at all, even if we've never talked before, so don't be shy
"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever" - Gandhi.
"Burst down those closet doors once and for all, and stand up and start to fight" - Harvey Milk.
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 20th 2011, 07:37 PM
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call
my heart stops beating
When you're gone
it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 21st 2011, 03:17 AM
All this time I was wasting Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down.
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out. And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around.
You don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw. Don't wanna hurt anymore.
And you can say that you're sorry But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no.
Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold.
And you got your share of secrets And I'm tired of being last to know.
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before.
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone This is the last straw Don't wanna hurt anymore And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby.
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You had me falling for you honey.
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade.
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw.
There's nothing left to beg for.
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby. Like I did before You're not sorry.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 21st 2011, 10:25 PM
Find Me Here, Speak To Me,
I want to feel you,
I need to hear you,
You are the light,
That's leading me,
To the place, where I find peace, again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the life, to my soul. You are my purpose, you're everything.
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You still my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Cause you're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want, you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, you're all I need.
You're everything, everything.
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better, any better than this.
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 22nd 2011, 06:35 PM
"All we are"- Onerepublic
I tried to paint you a picture,
The colours were all wrong.
Black and white didn't fit you,
And all along
You were shaded with patience,
You're strokes of everything
That I need just to make it
Time to tare you apart
but it wont break
Everything that you are,
You are
We won't say our goodbyes,
You know it's better that way.
We won't break,
We won't die.
It's just a moment of change.
All we are,
All we are is everything that's right....
All we need,
All we need
A lover's alibi.
Oh oh.....
I walked a minute in your shoes,
They never would've fit.
I figured there's nothing to lose,
I need to get
Some perspective on these words before I write them down.
You're an island and my ship has run aground.
Time to tare you apart,
but it wont break
anything that we are,
We are
We won't say our goodbyes,
You know it's better that way-
We won't break,
We won't die.
It's just a moment of change.
All we are,
All we are is everything that's right.
All we need,
All we need,
A lover's alibi....
Ohhhhh
Every single day that I can breathe,
You change my philosophy.
I'm never gonna let you pass me by.
So don't say your goodbyes
You know its better that way.
We won't break,
We won't die.
It's just a moment of change, yeah............
Ooooooh
So don't say your goodbyes,
You know its better that way.
We won't break,
We won't die.
It's just a moment of change.
All we are,
All we are is everything that's right.
All we need,
All we need,
A lover's alibi.
Yeah.......
Ooh, Ooh.
So don't say our goodbyes,
I know it's better....
We won't break, We won't die
Ooh
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 22nd 2011, 06:46 PM
I'm fresh (I'm fresh) I'm fresh
Yes, on a permanent team/
You can say I'm fresh to death, I'm eternally clean/
Used to walk to by own beat of drum/
Internal instinct/
But went from enemy to intimacy, I been redeemed/
Through the cross and now I floss in His Paternal Regime/
No more living single/its like I done turned on Regine/
In the body I got it/wha-what fraternity means/
He prevailed my hell so there will be no burning of me/
So keep the urn and the wreath/cause I'll return to the king/
Accepted fully cause of the crosses conversion of me/
So if I flex/it ain't in flesh/He bore my burden for me/
And baby when I say I'm fresh/
Its cause He birthed a new me/
I'm Fresh/not because my swagger right/
not be-not because/not be-not because my swagger right/
I'm Fresh/cause He came and took the cross/
I can't floss unless my boast is in the cross/
I'm Fresh/
I'm fresh/baby, cause of Adam #2/
Crucified with Him/and by faith/man He made me brand new/
Point two/the cross was powerful in changing my view/
Regenerate, all my boys say I'm acting brand new/
And its true/so true/cause I'm not what I used to be/
Somehow I got this boost in me/
Truthfully, I'm not used to me/
Please believe me I'm humble/but in Christ I can boast/
See it's grace through faith that's got ya boy so cold/
So cold, and I ain't trying to be cocky/
No confidence in compliments, I know that's opposite godly/
See conceit is not my stronghold/confidence is strong though/
Trust on high, and I don't mean that Cheech and Chong smoke/
I'm Fresh/not because my swagger right/
not be-not because/not be-not because my swagger right/
I'm Fresh/cause He came and took the cross/
I can't floss unless my boast is in the cross/
I'm Fresh/
To some this makes no sense but to others its krunk/
So dawg I pray to God you feel this like them subs in ya trunk/
Not just the beat/although I know its got you moving ya body/
But the message in this song/it should be moving the body/
Point 1, I'm elected and redeemed/
Point two/cause I got a new position, I'm fresh, so clean/
Point three/I'm the-I'm the best me that can be/
I'm in His image so some sinner may just happen to see/
That life is wasted if you shape it in the form of yourself/
Or someone else besides the Son, the One who's form is this shell/
So I'm reflecting your glory LORD/
Man that's who I'm living for/
Jesus is LORD so I ain't gotta please you/
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 22nd 2011, 10:43 PM
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive, I can't keep up and I can't back down,
I've been losing so much time,
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do,
Nothing to lose,
And it's you and me and all of the people, And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you,
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right,
I'm tripping on words,
You've got my head spinning, I don't know where to go from here,
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, Nothing to prove,
And it's you and me and all of the people, And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you,
There's something about you now,
I can't quite figure out,
Everything she does is beautiful,
Everything she does is right,
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do,
Nothing to lose,
And it's you and me and all of the people,
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you, and me and all of the people with nothing to do,
Nothing to prove,
And it's you and me and all of the people, And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you,
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive.
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 23rd 2011, 07:00 PM
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us,
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust, I've got my heart set on anywhere but here,
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years, Steady hands, just take the wheel... And every glance is killing me,
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead,
Stop and stare,
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere, Yeah I know that everyone gets scared,
But I've become what I can't be, oh,
Stop and stare,
You start to wonder why you're here not there,
And you'd give anything to get what's fair,
But fair ain't what you really need, Oh, can you see what I see,
They're trying to come back, all my senses push,
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now,
Imma run till you can't walk,
Something pulls my focus out,
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare, I think I'm moving but I go nowhere,
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared,
But I've become what I can't be, oh,
Stop and stare, You start to wonder why you're here not there,
And you'd give anything to get what's fair,
But fair ain't what you really need,
Oh, you don't need,
What you need, what you need...
Stop and stare,
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared,
But I've become what I can't be, Oh, do you see what I see...
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 23rd 2011, 10:23 PM
Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again
You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me
But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree
Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 23rd 2011, 11:07 PM
You want to see me disappear
Well, it starts here Trying my best
Not to say what you don't want to hear
But it's all right--
You can cover your, cover your ears.
Face my fears
Just once a year
The feeling I get
When I want to return everything
That's in my life
I'll be busting at the seams.
It's a gamble either way
If you play your cards
It's another tidal wave
I'll be waiting with my eyes closed.
No, I don't want to be The one who lives a lie
But never knew
It was just a world away from where
I can feel like I've never felt before So lock the door.
You want to see me disappear
Well, it starts here
Trying my best Just to say what you don't want to hear
But it's all right--
You can cover your, cover your ears.
It's a gamble either way
If you play your cards
It's another tidal wave
I'll be waiting with my eyes closed.
You're the one who told me To pack up all my things
And leave in the morning
It's just a world away from here And I will never bother you no more And that's for sure.
And here you are living, despite it all. Lead Moderator | Disputes Committee | HelpLINK Mentor
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 23rd 2011, 11:32 PM
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons Finally content with a past I regret I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it They'll never allow me to change But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road I'm movin' on
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 24th 2011, 04:24 PM
All around me are familiar faces,
Worn out places, worn out faces,
Bright and early for their daily races, Goin' nowhere, goin' nowhere,
Their tears are fillin' up their glasses,
No expression, no expression,
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow, No tomorrow, no tomorrow,
And I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad, The dreams in which I'm dyin', Are the best I've ever had,
I find it hard to tell you,
'Cause I find it hard to take,
When people run in circles,
It's a very, very, Mad world, mad world, Mad world, mad world,
Children waitin' for the day they feel good,
Happy birthday, happy birthday,
Made to feel the way that every child should,
Sits and listen, sits and listen, Went to school and I was very nervous,
No one knew me, no one knew me,
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson? Look right through me, look right through me,
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad,
The dreams in which I'm dyin',
Are the best I've ever had,
I find it hard to tell you, 'Cause I find it hard to take, When people run in circles,
It's a very, very,
Mad world, mad world,
Mad world, mad world,
And I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad,
The dreams in which I'm dyin',
Are the best I've ever had,
I find it hard to tell you,
'Cause I find it hard to take, When people run in circles,
It's a very, very,
Mad world, mad world,
Mad world, mad world,
A raunchy young world, Mad world.
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
Re: Song/Quote of the day! -
January 24th 2011, 07:44 PM
This boy wants to play There's no time left today
It's a shame coz he has to go home
This boy's got to work, got to sweat Just to pay what he gets to get left all alone
Let's step outside
Let's go for a ride just for a while
No we won't get caught
Well that's what I thought until we cried
I'm still here But it hasn't been easy I'm sure That you had your reasons
I'm scared
Of all this emotion For years I've been holding it down
For years I've been holding it down
This girl tries her best every day
But it's all gone to waste Coz there's no one around
This girl she can draw she can paint
Likes to dance she can skate Now she don't make a sound
We'll play in the park until it's too dark for us to see
Well we'll make our way home
With mud on our clothes
She won't be pleased
For years I've been holding it down
And I'd love to forgive and forget
So I'll try to put all this behind us
Just know that my arms are wide open
The older I get the more than I know
Well it's time to let this go
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January 25th 2011, 08:29 PM
I really hate to let this moment go Touching your skin, and your hair falling slow
When a goodbye kiss, feels like this
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way
Don't you wanna stay?
Let's take it slow, I don't wanna move too fast I don't wanna just make love, I wanna make love last
When you're on this high, it's a sad goodbye
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January 26th 2011, 01:48 AM
Step by step, heart to heart
Left right left, we all fall down
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers
I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I am never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it
Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino it don't matter
I'd never drag them in battles that I can handle unless
I absolutely have to I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever just pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em
That Ja shit I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it
There's a certain line you just don't cross and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie`s name on a song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit went way beyond some Jay-Z and nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip-hop for, it's not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I help build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions was good
I went through my whole career without ever mentionin'
Now it's just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While he's all over TV yeah I'm talkin' a man who literally saved my life
Like fuck it I understand this is business
And this shit just isn't none of my business
But still knowin' this shit could pop off at any minute 'cause
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers
There used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin'
But now it's elevated 'cuz once you put someone's kids in it
The shit gets escalated, it ain't just words no more is it?
It's a different ball game, callin' names and you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happenin'
Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he wasn't gonna go after him
Until Ja started yappin' in magazines how we stabbed him
Fuck it 50 smash 'em, mash 'em and let him have it
Mean while my attention is pullin' in another direction
Some receptionist at the source who answers phones at his desk
Has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be his resurrection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now he's fucked the game up 'cuz one of the ways I came up
Was through that publication the same one that made me famous
Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin'
Well fuck it, that motherfucker can get it too, fuck him then
But I'm so busy being pissed off I don't stop to think
That we just inherited 50's beef with murder inc
And he's inherited mine which is fine ain't like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front line
That's willing to die for us as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We'll maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a chorus
To show them we love 'em back and let 'em know how important it is
To have runyon avenue soldiers up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is
But I ain't try na have none of my people hurt and murdered
It ain't worth it, I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love y'all too much to see the verdict
I'll walk away from it all before I let it go any further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coppin'
I'm just willin' to be the bigger man if y'all can quit poppin'
Off at your jaws well then I can 'cuz frankly I'm sick of talkin'
I'm not gonna let someone else's coffin rest on my conscience 'cuz
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers
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January 26th 2011, 03:01 AM
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
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But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo
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January 26th 2011, 06:22 PM
Life is like a DICK it get's hard sometimes for no reason... & I'm the author of my life...unfortunately I was writing in pen so I can't erace my mistakes...
Allow yourself to develop in all aspects of life- cut out from toxic people and realize it's for the best. Love yourself endlessly, and even if you don't love yourself right now, fake it until you do.
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January 27th 2011, 06:41 PM
Quick kid quick, so harsh and cynical Touches stricken, cold and clinical
What a transformation to behold
But I don't like this new, I want the old.
It's not the words that make it final You've said such things such things before to rival them But it's how you say 'em now that's changed Cold but sympathetic all the same
Lie to convince me that I'll be better off
Oh, you go on and I'll be happier, I'll be happier
You go on, yeah, you go on
You'll be gone and I'll be happier
Shoot me with your rubber bullets Your finger's on the trigger, pull it
I know you want this suffering to end
So it is forgivable my friend
It's all to convince me that I'll be better off
So you go on and I'll be happier,
You go on and I'll be happier
You go on, yeah, you go on You'll be gone and I'll be happier
Bo-bo-ba-do-bo
Bo-bo-ba-do-bo-da-da-da
Say what you mean, what you mean
Cause you'll be happier without me,
without me, without me, oh.
You won't convince me, that I'll be better off
So you go on and I'll be happier, I'll be happier
You go on, you go
You'll be gone, and I'll be gone
You go on and I'll be happier, you go on and I'll be happier
You go on, you go on, you go on and I'll go on and I'll be happier
You on and I'll be happier, you go on and I'll be happier
You go on, and I'll be happier.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
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January 27th 2011, 07:25 PM
There's a still in the street outside your window,
You're keeping secrets on your pillow,
Let me inside no cause for alarm,
I promise tonight not to do no harm,
I promise you babe, I won't do you no harm,
And we're caught up in the crossfire,
Of heaven and hell, And we're searching for shelter,
Lay your body down,
Lay your body down,
Lay your body down,
Watching you dress as you turn down the lights, I forget all about the storm outside,
Dark clouds roll their way over town,
Heartache and pain came pouring down,
Like hail, sleet and rain yeah they're handing it out,
And we're caught up in the crossfire,
Of heaven and hell, And we're searching for shelter,
Lay your body down, Lay your body down,
Lay your body down,
Lay your body down,
Lay your body down,
Tell the devil that he can go back from where he came,
His fiery arrows drew their beat in vain, And when the hardest part is over we'll be here,
And our dreams will break the boundries of our fear,
The boundries of our fear,
Lay your body down,
Lay your body down,
Lay your body down,
Lay your body down,
Lay your body down,
Lay your body down,
Next to mine.
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
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January 28th 2011, 12:26 AM
All your pain
Will be made mine
All your troubles
The tears you cry
Give it up
All that binds
I will place it on my shoulders
And up this hill I’ll climb
Father, give me strength I know there is no other way
I lay down my life for you
This is the moment when all will be made new
I know that you don’t understand
But this is part of a greater plan
So I lay down my life for you
This is love
That had to bleed
To bring you mercy
To set you free
You are mine
I am yours And I will wear your burdens
Just like this crown of thorns
I will take your place
I know there is no other way
I lay down my life for you
This is the moment when all will be made new
I know that you don’t understand
But this is part of a greater plan
And I lay down my life for you
Give me all your pride
Give me all your fears
Give me all your secrets
Give me all your tears
Give me all you doubt
Give me all your shame
Watch them wash away
Watch them wash away
Give me all your pride
Give me all your fears
Give me all your secrets
Give me all your tears
Give me all you doubt
Give me all your shame
Watch them wash away In Jesus’ name
I lay down my life for you
This is the moment when all will be made new
I know that you don’t understand
But this is part of a greater plan
And I lay down my life for you
Though I know that you don’t understand
These scars are part of a greater plan
And I lay down my life for you
Arms stretched out
Upon this tree
To show true love
To set you free
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January 28th 2011, 06:41 PM
He drowns in his dreams, an exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems,
and more Heaven than a heart could hold.
And if I try to save him my whole world could cave in
It just ain't right, Lord, it just ain't right.
Oh, and I don't know, I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful, he's such a beautiful disaster. And if I could hold on through the tears and the laughter
Lord, would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster?
He's magic and myth, asstrong as what I believe.
And a tragedy with more damage than a soul should see.
But do I try to change him? So hard not to blame him.
Hold me tight, baby, hold me tight.
Oh, and I don't know, I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful, he's such a beautiful disaster. And if I could hold on through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster?
I'm longing for love and the logical but he's only happy hysterical.
I'm searching for some kind of miracle, waiting so long, I've waited so long. He's soft to the touch but frayed at the ends he breaks.
He's never enough and still he's more than I can take.
Oh, and I don't know, I don't know what he's after.
But he's so beautiful, he's such a beautiful disaster.
And if I could hold on through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster?
He's beautiful, Lord, he's so beautiful.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
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January 28th 2011, 06:59 PM
I haven't really ever found a place that I call home,
I never stick around quite long enough to make it,
I apologize that once again I'm not in love, But it's not as if I mind,
that your heart ain't exactly breaking,
It's just a thought, only a thought,
But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy,
Well I deserve nothing more than I get,
Cos nothing I have is truly mine,
I've always thought,
that I would love to live by the sea,
To travel the world alone, and live my life more simply,
I have no idea what's happened to that dream,
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me,
It's just a thought, only a thought,
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy,
Well I deserve nothing more than I get, Cos nothing I have is truly mine,
While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down,
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try, Well how can I say I'm alive,
If my life is for rent...
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
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January 28th 2011, 09:31 PM
You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away
Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay
You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough
Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today