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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
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August 15th 2017, 05:20 PM
I'm pretty upset that Jordan has to leave for work this week. we miss him so much when he is gone. Even though I know he will be back in a few days, it still doesn't make me an less sad that he isn't going to be home with us.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
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August 15th 2017, 09:43 PM
Really don't want to go for dinner with work tomorrow. Everyone is going so i can't get out of it, but I could really do with not going. Considering calling in sick.
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August 15th 2017, 10:38 PM
It's the fourth day of school and we're already getting knocked out...
like we're just not doing good right now in school and nothing has even happened yet
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August 16th 2017, 01:28 AM
Really don't want to ask about a day off on my second day of training, but I don't know if I'll be added to the online system soon enough to do it that way, I scheduled it months ago, and you want A LOT of notice. I would offer to work part of the day if I could, but it will take FOREVER and I won't be able to see.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; August 16th 2017 at 01:45 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 16th 2017, 12:44 PM
So angry. Don't think I don't know what you are doing. You're stalling. Finish and leave. I hope one day you get what you deserve. How you can take advantage of people and rip them off I'll never know.
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August 16th 2017, 02:36 PM
I love how you keep coming out against those of us who can't deal with him, but when he does this kind of shit, it's all silence from you! Maybe we're the ones who have it right. I will NEVER support him and you can't make me.
I hate having to deal with side effects again while starting a new job. Hopefully it's worth it because it's probably going to suck.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; August 16th 2017 at 05:24 PM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 16th 2017, 02:47 PM
I'm so over all of this pressure to make a change about the family. Why does it have to be my problem or my business. It's not like I'm even apart of that side of the family, and quite honestly, I just want to be left alone.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
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August 16th 2017, 07:05 PM
In the last four days, I have been told I need a chastity belt, told I am too sensitive, experienced gaslighting, told I am a financial burden, poorly self sufficient, told I will need a new place to live if I don't get a "real" job then though I HAVE a real job, told I am a messy person... I'm tired of the insults. I insult myself enough. I don't need anyone else to do it. Starting to think anyone who says I'm a good person doesn't really know me.
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August 17th 2017, 04:03 AM
I've been crying at least once a day for a week straight and I've even caused myself to start my period (even though it's not due for another 2-3 weeks) because of all the stress. It doesn't feel real that I'm moving in a couple of days and I'm honestly sick to my stomach at this point. Is it normal to be this stressed out about moving? I'm so exhausted..
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August 17th 2017, 11:33 PM
I'm never going to enjoy this. Everyone is excited about it except me.
It would be amazing if someone else went in the door I'm supposed to use at the same time I need to so I can figure it out easier. Tomorrow is going to be absolute hell because I'm on a need to know basis without a clue what I'm doing despite the 9.5 hours of training I've had. Training makes it sound hard, people make it sound easy. Lucky for me, I'll probably never have a completely empty rack to figure out
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; August 18th 2017 at 02:04 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
August 18th 2017, 08:54 PM
I definitely regret getting involved with you. I REALLY want you to go the fuck away now. it's obvious that most of my issues were depression related and not disability related. I might need that job support though, they threw a ton at me that I wasn't expecting.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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August 19th 2017, 05:04 AM
I think this med adjustment is less fun than the last one. We upped the dose to deal with the anxiety, but I'm going from perfectly fine and excited one minute to terrified the next. What the fuck is this?!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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August 19th 2017, 03:48 PM
This whole forcing myself to be a morning person so I can be at work at the crack of dawn is not working. I was told "a few" early morning shifts and it's every shift for the next two weeks. Hopefully, once I know what the hell I'm doing I'll get a schedule I can live with.
I've never had this before, hopefully I just slept on it wrong or something and it goes away.
I am NOT okay, and it needs to go away so I can enjoy my few hours of my day off before I have to go to bed early and work the next 2 days.
I'm fine with 4 days a week, but if I end up with all early mornings or working every single weekend, we're going to have a major problem. Honestly the worst part about it is having to go in the back door and needing a manager to clock me in and out. I just want to walk in the front door clock myself in and get on with it!
I think changing the meds has actually made me worse, but so far I only hate and dread my job when I'm not doing it.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; August 20th 2017 at 01:07 AM.