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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Screaming thread. -
December 28th 2017, 11:23 AM
You're really annoying me but that's okay. At least I know I'm not childish like you. Overall I'm pretty certain I'm more mature, realistic and a 'better' person.
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December 29th 2017, 10:04 AM
You do this to yourself and that makes me so sad for you. You’re hurting. But you know better. And you choose to make yourself look like this damn fucking fool. I can’t stand who you’ve become.
Re: Screaming thread. -
December 29th 2017, 02:44 PM
I can't stand people who believe that some disabilities are more valid than others. If someone is dealing with a condition that limits their functioning and the quality of their life... It's a disability.
All disabilities are terrible and people who think that some are more valid than others are what leads to people with invisible illnesses/disabilities being treated terribly and not feeling as though they have a right to seek help.
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December 29th 2017, 10:49 PM
Rough day and tomorrow will be worse because it's Saturday. Plus there's no schedule yet and it's usually out by now. 3 days off in a row can't come fast enough.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 1st 2018, 05:41 AM
Fireworks have always been difficult for me ... too loud and it sets me on edge.
Also worried about the cats. My dad's cat is on edge. They aren't home and I know that upsets him as is. He won't really lay with me because he's strange and I am worried he is going to freak out, get out and disappear.
My cat's seem okay-ish but they are acting a little strange.
I am pretty sure these fireworks are the loudest any of us have experienced in a long time.
They have been going off for ages and it isn't even 12am here!!
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 1st 2018, 06:34 AM
Medicaid lapsed at midnight for the 3rd year in a row through no fault on our end, my first purchase of the new year will be a new AC adapter, and my throat still hurts.
Happy New Year. DO YOUR FUCKING JOBS!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; January 1st 2018 at 07:09 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 1st 2018, 01:53 PM
I don't want to deal with anything. If I could do what I want all days during the rest of my life, I would like to live. But this way? Bonded by society, money and norms? Just give me peace. I've been thinking of how to be left alone in peace for so long. And each time death pops up in my mind.
Could the first day of a new year be more miserable?
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 2nd 2018, 01:55 AM
“YOURE BLOWING THINGS OUT OF PROPORTION” you yell after barreling into my room.
Also I’m actually sick to fucking death of you making my feelings out to be my choice. I don’t choose to feel like this for the love of all that is good on this green earth so I swear to god if I hear you say something like that one more time my insides are going to spontaneously combust. I. AM. SICK. AND. MY. SYMPTOMS. ARE. NOT. IN. MY. CONTROL. If I had a cold I wouldn’t be coughing because I wanted to. I’d be coughing because THATS WHAT YOU DO WHEN YOU HAVE A COLD. FOR FUCKS SAKE.
I am so fucking tired of everyone. And tired of not belonging with anyone.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 2nd 2018, 08:06 AM
I'm sorry Mum that I cause you headaches, I'm sorry that you have to spend time to deal with me all the time, I'm sorry Mum that I'm so problematic. I wish I was an ideal child, because you've put so much effort and devoted half of your life to make me well and happy.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 2nd 2018, 04:25 PM
Now I'm too anxious to make that call.
Maybe they'll contact me later today.
Until they do I'm gonna freak out and put off the other important phone call!
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January 3rd 2018, 12:02 AM
I CAN'T stand the way you invalidate my feelings.
I express something. You shrug your shoulders or say something like "Whatever". You might not intend for it to be invalidating but it is.
Re: Screaming thread. -
January 4th 2018, 05:54 AM
I am quite certain you do drugs. I am quite certain you do drugs I could never be okay with someone doing. So, I can say quite certainly that I dodged a bullet on that one.