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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Once again you talked nothing but your job prospects, monopolizing the room again. This has been two nights running now. Have you no consideration that others would have liked to discuss something different? Perhaps you should visit Specsavers.
Manager did the rota wrong and put me down to work a day I never work and I only just found out, got all shaky and had to message him to say I wont be there
Can't stop feeling on edge now, wasn't prepared, sweating so much I'm uncomfortable because of it.
Literally hate how my body reacts to this shit.
and in other news I read an article about female adults who got late diagnoses for autism and a lot of that they said is me all over, but because i'm so afraid of doctors I won't talk to anybody even though I feel like I might be possibly mildly autisic
Tomorrow we are demanding that you do your job and give us the services we deserve. This is absolutely INSANE and I'm NOT putting up with it again. If it were possible to sue you, we'd be doing it!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I hate myself like this but what if this is me? I don't think I'd be able to keep myself safe if this is me. I hate this me. It's worse then the depressed me.
Can't sleep and I have to deal with these stupid people and then go to work, where I deal with more stupid people. On 5 hours of sleep, because we decided that I have to go to this stupid thing.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Please don't blow hot and cold on me. You know I keep strictly confidential everything you tell me, but what is the point of friendship when even last night you totally ignored me when I was offering a practical solution to your problem. Please be more mindful in future.
This was still your fault for not communicating what you needed. "We don't have what you sent us" and "We need something different" do NOT mean the same thing! You had 6 MONTHS to explain this to us and didn't.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
God forbid I try to stand up for myself in this house, I still get bitched at. Even when I'm in the right, I'm still in the wrong. I can't take living in this house anymore. I'm scared.
I’m relapsing. I’m 100% relapsing and my therapist can’t meet this week. She didn’t respond to my email about the phone screening I signed up to do, so I’m not being held accountable to doing it because it’d be before I see her next. I want to call that place and say never mind. Recovery isn’t for me. I need to be thin, I need to be skinny. I don’t want to be an adult and deal with real life choices. I don’t even like food or eating and they’ll make me stop running. I’m just getting healthy, this isn’t that big of a deal.
When I'm hungry and my blood glucose is getting low, there is nothing worse than being stuck behind an old coot hogging the road going 15 mph and I can't get past him.
Apparently I am supposed to look past it all because you don't think it is a good idea or because you are being told how grateful I should be for what I do have?
Every year on my birthday I tell myself this will be the year when I finally find peace. Or at least a boyfriend.
That's not funny at all.
Why am I so down on my birthday?
I guess next year I'll write it again. This will be the year I find what I've been looking for. Next year I'll write it again, as I am doing now and did a year ago here.
I could cut and I would be better by the time I got an interview. I just need to not cope that way. I need to not go back to that as my way of coping with triggering things.
Hi if you could stop pushing me that’d be fucking great. Still in the throes of the worst days of my life and you’re honestly lucky you’re getting THIS level of functioning. Fucking stop.
The racing thoughts seem to be a good indication of mania.
I seem to be able to sit still and focus on some things like TV but I cannot seem to make the racing thoughts stop. So 'racing thoughts, rapid talking, a bit of an increased level or 'happiness but not euphoria'...what are the other signs?
All I know is that it needs to fucking stoppppppp!
I've said it before and I'll say it again: It doesn't count as a day off if I have to deal with her bullshit. Having said that though, thank God I'm off tomorrow.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Sore throat. Either allergies or I'm sick.
Keep going because it will happen eventually. Not sure why I'm angry but maybe if I get more insight it will help.