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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"

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why the fuck? - May 25th 2025, 01:43 PM

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Why did 10-year-old me meet him?
Why did he touch her?
Why did he butter her up with some compliments?
Why did he do that to a ten-year-old girl...
Now you've got her crying to her mother
Sobbing
Wondering why the fuck you did that...
Sure you weren't the first
But we were told that we're supposed to trust teachers
Even if their guys
But now she can't trust a single one
Fearing
Tearing
that they'll do what you did...
Even after 2 years shes still broken
She isn't the same
She thinks she's a guy
Just to hide from you
Now you've got her writing this
Thinking
Why the fuck?
Now you've got her crying
Trying
Lying
Just saying
"I'm ok"
When she can't stop thinking about those months
When she was ten...
that she didn't deserve to have wasted.
to you.



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Re: why the fuck? - May 25th 2025, 09:11 PM

You don't deserve what happened to you, especially at ten years old. I answered your other thread so I won't repeat myself, but remember that you are safe now.


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Re: why the fuck? - May 26th 2025, 01:42 AM

I'm sorry about this and hope that you will be okay soon.


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Re: why the fuck? - May 28th 2025, 12:09 PM

Hi there,

As Dez, you certainly did not deserve for this to happen to you and I'm so sorry that it did.

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