Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!) As a guest you can submit help requests, create and reply to Forum posts, join our Chat Room and read our range of articles & resources. By registering you will be able to get fully involved in our community and enjoy features such as connect with members worldwide, add friends & send messages, express yourself through a Blog, find others with similar interests in Social Groups, post pictures and links, set up a profile and more! Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!
Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 8th 2013, 06:07 PM
This thread has been labeled as triggering by the original poster or by a Moderator. Please take this into consideration before continuing to read.
I finally have been put back into the 'real' world. The world I saw as perfect, and everyone in it too. Now I realize the story behind people, everyone has a story, and it's about time that I continue to offer more support, love, and help. Wish I was in this 'mindset' years ago.
"You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.”
— Malala Yousafzai
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 8th 2013, 08:58 PM
I got punched, kicked and had my face slammed into a door at work today. Bruises everywhere, cut and bruises on my chin and I have to be back there in 9 hours. fml
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 9th 2013, 06:27 PM
Still sick. Alex hasn't talked to me at all. I wrote a 3 page (front AND back) letter to him about the truth - how I really felt and blah blah blah. Probably won't give it to him but whatever. I'm gonna try to find someone to hang out with today and I'm probably gonna fail, and I'm probably gonna end up spending the day working out and being lonely and miserable, and I'm probably not gonna sleep tonight.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 10th 2013, 10:08 AM
- I cut again, I failed him
- I feel like just curling up in a corner and crying
- I'm tired of myself, my feelings, my thoughts
- I cried so much today
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 10th 2013, 07:27 PM
Got about 2 and a half hours of sleep (because someone a.k.a. me decided to drink 4 coffees yesterday).
Our show choir got dead last, probably because I fucked up my solo.... I fuck up everything....
my grades... just.... qywijiqefdaowiaskhbf
Everything.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 10th 2013, 07:27 PM
My friends aren't responding. I have too much work to do. I want someone to take care of me, but I have to come to terms with the fact that that will never.
Sorry I couldn't be there, I was tied to a rocking chair.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 11th 2013, 05:45 AM
I'll be getting about four hours sleep tonight. And I want to keep my name. The one I have now, the one that I just picked out and absolutely loved. But nope. Tomorrow it's time to dive back into school, watch my grades slowly slip because I don't care anymore, and put up with trying to be someone I'm not anymore.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 11th 2013, 01:01 PM
I almost started crying just because I can't stay after this week.
Can't stop thinking about SH even though I'm not actively triggered?
Math test today.
I don't know how I'll survive the day.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 11th 2013, 08:43 PM
feel like shit.
homework.
stressed.
hungry as hell, but not hungry.
fat.
gross.
awful.
stupid.
eyes hurt.
fell off the bus.
still kinda wet from the rain.
ect..
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 12th 2013, 12:38 AM
I screwed up at soccer practice.
Varsity tryouts are next week.
I've never felt more down on myself.
Aghhh!!!
"Don't tell me you're not beautiful. You're the kind of beautiful the blind would see if we could figure out some way to give them three seconds of sight." -- Shane Koyczan
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 12th 2013, 03:18 AM
I had this great introductory blog post lined up that was absolutel torture to write on my phone and then my browser reloaded right as I was previewing the finished version and I lost over half of it. Grrrrr. Oh well, just an excuse to go find a computer and type it using a legitimate keyboard.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 12th 2013, 04:54 PM
The longest I've ever gone without seeing him was four days. Today makes five. The longest I've ever gone without talking to him was little more than a single day. Again, today makes five. I'm still sick, I'm lonely, I feel fat, and I miss the shit out of him.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 12th 2013, 07:15 PM
not gonna win that bass. not gonna be able to buy merch. fuck therapy and probably not gonna get my eye exams. i'm a fucking mess.
and my cat tried to kill me.