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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 20th 2014, 10:10 PM
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Really bad day. I feel so lonely. No one wants to talk to me or hang out, and honestly, I don't blame them. Who would want to talk to a loser like me? Plus all the shit that's going on? Yeah, maybe it's a good thing that I'm alone today. Don't know if i can hold on much longer but I'm starting not to care.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 21st 2014, 02:27 AM
I'm so gross. I disgust myself. Completely. Why can't I stick to this? Why can't I be skinny? I hate the fucking numbers. They need to drop. I need to make it happen.. but I'm just, so, exhausted.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 21st 2014, 08:08 PM
They didn't call back...... I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of being afraid. Of not being taken seriously. I just want this to be done. I want to be okay again. Just okay, is that too much to ask for?
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 22nd 2014, 02:37 PM
I hate being a girl.
About ready to chop my vagina off and feed it to lions.
Nope nope nope.
Suicidal thoughts. Nope.
Nope don't cry.
It's okay you pathetic little shit.
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 22nd 2014, 10:50 PM
I need motivation to do schoolwork. I get a little closer to relapsing every day. I need it. Ugh.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 23rd 2014, 01:16 AM
People make me feel like shit..
I keep going back and forth from being fine and then the next minute being suicidal and depressed..
I am slowly pulling away from everyone again, and I don't think they notice nor care
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 23rd 2014, 05:02 PM
It's kind of hard to purchase lab materials with all of this snow on the ground.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 24th 2014, 04:48 AM
Did something yesterday that i'm starting to regret, and have spent most of tonight upset about it.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 25th 2014, 04:08 AM
I am so angry I could cry. I am so angry that I'm incredibly close to cutting out of anger. I am so tired of living like this. But if I ever express my opinion, I will sound like a bitch. God forbid I have fucking personal experience living this kind of life. And apparently everyone who views our fishbowl life knows everything. Enough already.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 26th 2014, 04:15 AM
so triggered
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 26th 2014, 04:40 AM
Thank you, pores, for breaking out. I appreciate it.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 27th 2014, 11:00 PM
This assignment is proving to be a pain in the ass.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 28th 2014, 12:32 AM
Of course he'd say no. and of course Alex might leave for basic before I can plan to visit him. Of course. That's my life. Hoping for things and being disappointed.
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 28th 2014, 12:50 AM
i really hope those rumours about her weren't correct...
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
WE DECIDED MY BEST INTEREST, how can you know, how can you say what MY BEST INTEREST is? What are you trying to say, I'm crazy? Well, I went to your schools, I went to your Churches, I went to your institutional learning facility, so how can you say that I'M crazy? (Suicidal Tendencies)
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 28th 2014, 08:52 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by FixYou♥
I hate being a girl.
About ready to chop my vagina off and feed it to lions.
My thoughts exactly.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 29th 2014, 05:34 PM
Blasting depressing music while sitting alone locked in my room with no one who wants to talk to me. What better way to spend a day off from school? Oh well. Who cares? Who even cares?
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 29th 2014, 08:15 PM
Ouch, whenever I gain confidence about something, it always gets torn right back down. You just failed me twice. I worked really hard on those assignments and I feel as though you walked all over me and kicked me right back down. You gave me two grades that were 20% each. I don't understand you..
But I'm sorry that my writing is clearly not good enough for you.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first