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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 30th 2015, 04:37 AM
The depression is so bad right now. I'm waiting for my partner to get home, but I doubt he'll call me back. Why? We had Skype plans yesterday and he fell asleep. You know, the one three hours behind me in time zones. I stayed up til 1 waiting for him to text me back before giving up.
And in my life, people messing up doesn't mean they'll fix their behavior. It means they'll repeatedly apologize about it and then do the same thing over and over and over because I'm not worth loving or prioritizing.
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 30th 2015, 04:55 AM
That awkward moment when you search for a therapist because you're almost ready to start seeing one and run across names of people you know because they got their licenses and you never will.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Complaint of the day -
October 31st 2015, 09:13 PM
Halloween is for happy people with people that love them. Like every holiday.
So not for me.
I really hope my job interview goes well Tuesday because then I can at least work every holiday and get paid instead of being lonely and miserable. Working makes it that I can pretend to be worth something.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 2nd 2015, 09:01 PM
It's not even 5pm yet and it is dark. That's disappointing.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 3rd 2015, 01:48 PM
I really don't want to go to work. I am so sick and tired of working there. It's not something I want to do forever, and I thought it'd be much better when I began a year and half ago. Now I am just miserable.
Oh, and about a pound of dairy has totally fucked my stomach up.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 5th 2015, 05:19 PM
I might have strained a muscle in my thigh at dance class yesterday, which means no dancing tomorrow and maybe next week. I am so angry. We have to perform in like 3 weeks.
MONACHOPSIS
the subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place, as maladapted to your surroundings as a seal on a beach—lumbering, clumsy, easily distracted, huddled in the company of other misfits, unable to recognize the ambient roar of your intended habitat, in which you’d be fluidly, brilliantly, effortlessly at home.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 6th 2015, 08:43 PM
I was pretty emotional yesterday because I didn't get that job I wanted. I didn't get that job I wanted because I applied on their website instead of going thru Craiglist like they wanted me to.
Dude, Craiglist is where the psychoes are! Just use Indeed or Monster or something that requires people to be legit!
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 8th 2015, 03:38 PM
I hate hate hate double hate loathe entirely - hospitals. I don't want to go to my rheumatology appointment tomorrow. Why am I a walking bag of problems?
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 12th 2015, 06:25 AM
I act as the conscience for my best friend, but he's too stupid to listen to common sense or even address the elephant in the room.
He stole his other best friend's girlfriend of six years because "he loves her". This is SO stupid.
Location: The Bohamas, not really I'm just not telling u
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Points: 4,855, Level: 10
Join Date: October 18th 2015
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 12th 2015, 08:00 AM
I couldn't sleep last night and when I finally went to sleep I woke up half an hour later. I have a huge headache. I can't concentrate. I'm lonely. I'm a boring person. I have no personality. I'm to tired to function. I'm failing everything especially school. There's too much to do. I have so much work and it just keeps piling up.....*sighs* finally got that out of my system.
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone,
I long for that feel in to not feel at all- Oliver Sykes
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 12th 2015, 08:02 AM
Neighbors doing yard work at the crack of dawn is the WORST when you don't fall asleep until 5AM. Didn't sleep all weekend and didn't sleep last night either. The weekends make sense, but do none of these people have JOBS?!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 14th 2015, 07:35 PM
This headache wont go away.......Ughhhh
That god does not exist, I cannot deny
That my whole being cries out for a god, I cannot forget.
The gates of Heaven were locked shut. The pits of Hell, they were all filled up. And I fear I don't belong here.....
How could someone so perfect feel so insecure? As to scar her skin with cuts and burns and still want to hurt more. How does someone so loving learn to hate her own guts? Drawing a picture on her arm with a blade, as if her mind wasn't dark enough
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 15th 2015, 12:05 PM
It's so cold!!! I don't mind cold outside of the house, but I would like it to be warm and toasty inside! Sadly our dumb thermostat won't stay on a temperature that I put it on, but rather changes to super low temperatures by its-self.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 15th 2015, 03:41 PM
Ugh.....I didn't want to get out of bed.....I was so warm and happy
That god does not exist, I cannot deny
That my whole being cries out for a god, I cannot forget.
The gates of Heaven were locked shut. The pits of Hell, they were all filled up. And I fear I don't belong here.....
How could someone so perfect feel so insecure? As to scar her skin with cuts and burns and still want to hurt more. How does someone so loving learn to hate her own guts? Drawing a picture on her arm with a blade, as if her mind wasn't dark enough
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 15th 2015, 04:50 PM
Oh yes, make me feel bad because I hardly talk to you and the others now. Only one of them makes the effort to start up the conversations almost everyday because she knows how socially awkward I am.
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.