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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 29th 2009, 08:36 AM
I don't want to believe she loves me back.
Because I'm so scared of having something so real and amazing. And then losing it
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ORIGINAL MCFLY FAN ®
"Another year over, and we're still together.
It's not always easy, but McFly's here forever
I know you believe me, when you look into my eyes
'Cause McFly never dies, because The Heart Never Lies!"
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 29th 2009, 11:33 PM
I'm scared. All I want to do is run.
And every night before I sleep, I always imagine waking up the next day to discover that I'll never see you again. Every night I re-realize that I truly have no one else. It's tearing me up inside.
~Where death is I am not, where I am death is not, so we never meet~
I'd rather die terrified
than live forever.
We will all die so gloriously, that having ever lived will seem like folly.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 30th 2009, 10:38 PM
I'm scared about what you'll think of me.
I'm scared about hurting you.
I'm scared about what people will think.
I'm scared about losing you.
I'm scared about loving you.
I'm already forgotten by some friends.
Am i already forgotten by you too?
And if love is really all that we need,
Then even all my singing is never gonna save me.
Music it's my substitute for love
PM me i like talking about dinosaurs
Happy to talk about anything, though
Ooooh, i love Frank Turner and Noel Fielding. They.Are.Beautiful.
"there's a wave that is crashing over me, and all i can do, is surrender."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 30th 2009, 11:04 PM
If things go as badly as I think they might, or worse, then I'll commit suicide after graduation. But I will go back to ___________ for one more year if possible. One more year of life. Of complete happiness, no matter what lies beyond.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 1st 2009, 12:52 PM
I think about killing myself everyday. I just want to end it all. I'm trying to last it out, but I doubt I can, I've ruined my life, I've pushed everyone away and theres no one left. No one cares anymore. I need someone to care. I need to be able to talk to people, instead of having empty conversations, where everyone dumps all their problems on me, and I sit there, wishing they would notice that I'm not coping, notice that I'm not strong, notice that I can't deal with anything. Wishing I had the courage to tell someone I'm not okay. I'm scared because i can't do this anymore.
“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 1st 2009, 10:09 PM
i love it how you always make me laugh.
i love it how you're always making fun of me.
i love it how you mock me when i get mad.
i love it how you talk to me when i'm happy.
i love it how you laugh at me when i walk away from embarrassment.
i love it how you aren't allowed to like me, because your sister doesn't like mine; but you still do. (:
gah, you're great.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 3rd 2009, 06:29 PM
I don't believe you care, and you should really stop asking how I am.
Out of everyone, your the one who makes me feel abandoned and useless.
I don't mention my plans because it's a spur of the moment feeling I need to complete them. Which is why I don't talk about it, because I don't want to let people down by not following through. I let myself down enough.
01 // 10 // 11
Baby stand tall. You can have it all.
Don't you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine..
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 3rd 2009, 06:35 PM
When I was with her once, I questioned my feelings, it scared me and I didn't want to be there holding her anymore. I guess the time it took to move on showed that I wasn't really so sure.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 3rd 2009, 07:29 PM
is it wrong that my best friend is also my ex and first love? i wish sometimes that my boyfriend would treat me like my best friend treats me. is he ashamed of me?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 5th 2009, 08:11 PM
I still love you.
Self pity will not rescue you.
Sometimes we have to save our own lives,
not because no one else cares, but because no one else can.
Life for you has been less than kind
So take a number, stand in line
We've all been sorry, we've all been hurt
But how we survive is what makes us who we are.
Dreamed up the maps, give me the charcoal and the paper
We invent paths they cannot see, and they're too scared to walk
Only after disaster can we be resurrected. It's only after you've lost everything that you are free to do anything.
Last edited by Terry; September 5th 2009 at 08:23 PM.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 6th 2009, 03:12 PM
I haven't eaten very much in the past few days, and I love the feeling of being starving. The pain. It feels like I'm actually doing something. Please don't try to get me to stop, I don't want to, I LOVE the way this feels :]
EDIT: And don't say I'm not fat. Because I am. Just look at me :/ It's like ew.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 6th 2009, 07:53 PM
My heads so loud!
why cant it shut up
I know im disgusting and fat i dont need reminded every second of the day
I cant do this anymore, i hurt everyone too much, goodbye.
"People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is light from within"
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 6th 2009, 10:12 PM
I lie to you almost everyday. And I don't care. I hope it hurts you as much as it does me.
Yesterday I saw you kissing tiny flowers
But everything that lives is born to die
And so I say to you that nothing really matters
And all you do is stand and cry.