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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 19th 2010, 02:01 PM
I know it's foolish, but if you asked me to marry you today, I would. If you asked me to follow you halfway around the world, I would. With no regard for the future.
The atoms that make up you and me were born in the hearts of suns many times greater than ours, and in time our atoms will once again reside amongst the stars. Life is but an idle dalliance of the cosmos, frail, and soon forgotten. We have been set adrift in an ocean whose tides we are only beginning to comprehend and with that maturity has come the realization that we are, at least for now, alone. In that loneliness, it falls to us to shine as brightly as the stars from which we came.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 19th 2010, 03:27 PM
I don't actually want the voices to stop. Even though they're making me destroy myself and torture me, they're my only source of communication. I can never feel like I'm alone...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 24th 2010, 03:09 PM
I'm still terrified of needles and hospitals and consultants, because I know somewhere deep down that no matter how much everybody tries they can't fix me. I hate this.
I'm fighting for myself, but nobody ever said I had to win. Maybe it's going to beat me. I'm hardly eating. Hardly drinking.
I love her so much.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 24th 2010, 11:39 PM
to you: I wonder how it would feel to watch me die? I'd love to be a spectator on my own death... but we both know you're the only one watching me slip away.
to her: I love you, I'm sorry for everything I have said and done thats been selfish and stupid and horrible. I want to take it all back. I'm strong enough to do this. You don't have to hold me up. I can do this. I can.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 30th 2010, 02:39 AM
I'm terrified of the future and I dance when I'm alone in my room. xD
♥
"I've never told a lie,
and that makes me a liar,
I've never made a bet,
but we gamble with desire,
I've never lit a match,
with intent to start a fire,
but recently the flames,
are getting out of control. "
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 30th 2010, 05:14 AM
you have no idea how much i wanted to kiss you tonight. why do you think i spent 20 minutes outside alone with you in the snow. if only i knew why you stayed...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 15th 2010, 10:22 PM
I did it again. Why the hell did I do it? I don't even know. I hate myself for it. I pray he never finds out. I pray no one ever finds out. It would destroy everything.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 15th 2010, 11:44 PM
I feel such a strong connection to you that it scares the shit out of me. I, truthfully, have never felt this way about anyone before. I have had friends in the past and G was something all together new but the way I feel with you is scary.
You and I click and it scares the shit out of me because I don't know how you feel about me. I know that you like me but I don't know if you feel the same connection. Sometimes I get the feeling that you do and that scares me a lot too because I worry that you will get scared.
BLAH, this is all so confusing. I think you have the potential to be the best friend I have always wanted and it is fucking scary. I don't want you to hurt me. If they break up will the bonds that tie us keep us together? I don't want to lose you as a friend.
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You have helped me so much in life but I know that you don't feel the same way about me as I do about you. I am a friend but I am not your best friend and I never will be.
I know you trust me but I also know you have bonds with other people that are stronger. I will always care for you and love you. However, I am not going to try and force a friendship that is never going to happen. We have a lot in common and we will always be friends but we won't be 'best friends' and for the first time I am okay with admitting that and accepting that.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 16th 2010, 09:50 PM
I'm glad your out of jail, but I think you should have stayed...
I'll never forgive myself for being the reason they took you to jail...
I miss a person so much that i cut at least 3 times a day because of it and ill never tell
I keep having dreams that im dying...and i hope its coming soon...ive written goodbye letters
Life is to short to put it off anymore
You gotta live it before it’s too late
I can’t turn that clock back around
On what you’re dreaming about
You better do it now, don’t wait Do something crazy and dumb, while your still young. <3
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 22nd 2010, 07:11 AM
I want someone to hurt me
"Sometimes it's a struggle to be not who you want to be, not who you used to be, not who you're going to be,
but just being right where you are, who you are"
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 22nd 2010, 07:39 AM
I have a CD of German marching music I leave on repeat while I sleep.
Space Flight Awards
Geosynchronous Orbit (Kerbin)
Manned Capsule and return (Kerbin)
Space Station and Docking (Kerbin)
Equatorial/Polar Probe (Mun)
Landing Resulting in the Loss of a Kerbanaut (Mun)
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 22nd 2010, 09:11 AM
I have said I really hate you, so much that I WANT YOU DEAD, but deep down I still love you, as a friend, of course. I know it is bad. There is no way I can ever drop the past if I still love you. This is pathetic.
Secretly, I really do wish there is a God. It is just mostly that my pride and ego that I have no weakness so I don't need a God to fall back on. Part of it is also I need a scientific proof, but that is minor.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
February 22nd 2010, 04:39 PM
i think about you everyday.
i want you to call me.... even though i wont answer i just want to know you care and love me. i trusted you. i still secretly suck my thumb.
I opened the letter, photocopied it and then resealed it and sent it back. the letter is under my bed