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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
May 24th 2011, 11:03 AM
I'm not saying I don't want to go to university just because it's scary - I genuinely don't think I could handle it.
"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" ~ Ernest Gaines
She was whole before that night,
Believed in heaven before that night,
And she's not the only one,
She knows she won't be the only one.
She's not asking what you're going to tell your daughter,
She's asking what you're going to teach your son.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 10th 2011, 01:34 PM
Before we were friends I kind of made fun of you. Well your song at least, which you posted on facebook. I always prefaced it with, 'this guy is really nice, but...', however, I know that doesn't make up for it. Not to be harsh... but it wasn't very... good. Good on you for having a go, though!
But now we know each other better and we're friends, I feel really bad about it! I'm sorry
To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never, to forget
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 11th 2011, 10:52 PM
i used to not have a home because my dad could afford it
Life is too
Short to spend
It at war with
Yourself.
I’m catching stars in the sky because I am fixing the soul within me. May it be from the heart a girl broke years ago or my soul simply repairing itself as it was shattered on my walk on this earth. May the stardust fill those cracks within my soul making me brand new, but never forgetting who I once was.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 13th 2011, 01:57 AM
When I was little my mom was forcibly removed from my life, so I slept with a security blanket until I was 12. I now sleep with two stuffed rabbits every night to help me cope with my abandonment issues, because I know no matter what, I'll wake up and they'll still be there.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 18th 2011, 02:20 AM
I'm worried if I don't keep going farther and farther with my boyfriends he will leave me...
I'm scared of losing him...
I'm afraid that I actually need him now...
I'm terrified he's lying and doesn't actually love me...
But above all else.... I'm petrified that I might actually love him back...
I think I'm ugly.
I think I'm still too fat even though I'm skinnyish.
I think skinny is pretty, but I want to be beautiful...
I.... I think.... I actually want to be anorexic...
Yes, I'm sure of it. That is exactly what I want. More than anyhting else...
I want to be more beautiful for him...
I want to stop eating... And where there's a will... There's a way...
When You're At The End Of Your Rope... Tie A Knot... and Hold On... <3 - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - I think I kinda, sorta, maybe... mighttt just love him after all... - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . -
Settle precious, I know what you're going through,
Minutes before you got here, I was going to jump too...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 19th 2011, 01:27 AM
Sometimes I really believe that your asking the wrong question.
"What's wrong?"
Instead of asking, hold me tight, kiss me, tell me you will love me no matter what. Anything.
Cause usually that's all I need to make me feel better.
Really!
Don't ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 19th 2011, 06:27 AM
I'm secretly making a song about my parent's constant fighting
I blast my music and dance around like an idiot when my parents aren't home
I like like my best guy friend but he doesn't want to go out with me
I think I'm ugly with the weight I've gained and I'll the acne on my forehead and chin
I dated a guy I met on onision.com for a few days when we decided it was best to be friends (but we still flirt a lot )
I think I'm becoming an insomniac
I can't go a day with out at least an hour or two on the computer
and my parents don't know that I like guys now (because when I was younger I promised I'd never like guys )
"..And if you're perusing the social media networks, I urge you to keep your fucking opinions to yourself. If you're going ruin someone's day, ruin your own."
- Bert McCracken
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 21st 2011, 05:28 PM
Haha . You fuck up. I make myself miserable with these choices. I never make choices for myself. I will reap the consequences I guess. If you asked me to decide based on what makes me happier...I guess life would be a lot different today.
I was very suicidal yesterday. I'm very suicidal today. It's really concerning me. It's at the point where the only solution I can find is to kill myself because tomorrow doesn't matter anymore? It hasn't been too long. Perhaps I'll wait to see what life brings me next? I remember my vicious cycles before. I can't go back to that.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 21st 2011, 10:53 PM
My biggest insecurity is that I'm afraid of being compared to a girl's past lovers, when I do end up having sex with someone, if it ever happens... and it's forcing me to stay away from dating altogether.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 23rd 2011, 09:15 PM
Sometimes...all I really want is a hug, but I'm too afraid to get close to somebody or ask. One person knew once, and it was one of the best hugs I've ever received. I just want that more often...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 24th 2011, 01:48 AM
Losing weight... Thank god... ED please come back... I can do this... I'm ready now...
If he wants to move farther, faster, maybe I will. Even if I might not be ready... But I need to be beautiful first. You say I am but I'm just pretty. Just a little more weight and my tummy will be perfect. I want this. I'm ready for this.
ED come back... please......... I'll protect you this time...
When You're At The End Of Your Rope... Tie A Knot... and Hold On... <3 - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - I think I kinda, sorta, maybe... mighttt just love him after all... - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . -
Settle precious, I know what you're going through,
Minutes before you got here, I was going to jump too...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
June 25th 2011, 11:46 AM
I'm in love with my ex-bf but he is dead already
I said to people that I can't get in relationship because I wasn't ready... but the truth I scared of the possibility that my boy will cheat on me(because I never been cheated my anyone)
I hate this boy but in every matchmaking website I write his name.. and we always get the highest match
I hate my college.. I wish I can move back to my old highschool
I hate my family
I love being in crowd
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"Love me or hate me, both are in my favor…If you love me, I'll always be in your heart…If you hate me, I'll always be in your mind."
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 4th 2011, 04:57 AM
Truth be told, I'm moving to California so I'm not around when you go to jail and have to register as a sex offender. I love you, but I'm not going to let my name be attached to that..
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 4th 2011, 06:33 AM
I don't actually feel beautiful or pretty, ever. I always feel insecure about myself, every little detail about myself I am insecure about. I wish I felt as beautiful as everyone says I am.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 7th 2011, 04:33 PM
Even though I say I'm okay, I'm not, I'm not okay at all.
Taking away my medications away from me isn't going to stop me from killing myself.
Every day I ask the Goddess to kill me.
I think about self-harm every minute of every day.
Nobody wants to be with me because of how fat I am.
"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."
"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."