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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 6th 2012, 05:56 AM
I feel like I'm becoming someone who I never wanted to become. I've broken and thought of breaking promises that always seemed so important, even with that, I can never go full way. I'm stuck between wanting to break free and do those things that I never wanted to do and wanting to run far far away and get back to that innocence I no longer have.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 6th 2012, 08:42 PM
i wanna die again
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 7th 2012, 12:49 AM
I'm afraid to die, but I'm not so sure about living anymore.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 7th 2012, 07:56 PM
I want to die.
This is the last night you spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
~Skillet - The Last Night
When Michael died, Megan was born. And I won't go back for anything.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 7th 2012, 08:48 PM
I'm still waiting for the moment everyone realizes I'm not worth what they think I am and they all leave me.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 12th 2012, 02:09 PM
I found a pacifier from my childhood. Sucking on it calmed me down, so I went and bought a new one. It stopped me doing something I'd regret, but I feel ridiculous.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 12th 2012, 04:14 PM
I've come to terms with the fact that all I am is a doormat. People walk all over me without a single regard and I'm actually okay with that. I don't need to be the center of attention, and frankly, blending into the background sounds like a marvelous idea. Being on stage, singing a solo, saying a line, those are different. Everyone knows the stage is a mask for what we truly think and feel.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 16th 2012, 12:52 AM
I read the limit of pills I'm suppose to take, and now I have a guess on how many I need to take before I'm going overboard. I'm ashamed in myself.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 16th 2012, 10:21 AM
I’ve been waking up at midnight and going on two hour runs, even though I’ve been sent home from Uni to recover. I can’t keep fighting anymore, but I hide it all away inside.
You can usually find me on my tumblr, I’m here for you (=
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 17th 2012, 04:10 PM
i've though bout killing myself again and again. sometimes i jus want to run away. i give up on everything...im still in love with my ex and i feel like im hurtin my bf
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 21st 2012, 11:36 PM
I want to say words that I don't mean, to break off something I don't want to lose, so that I don't feel this anymore, so I can run and run away from all of this.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.