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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 26th 2009, 03:36 AM
You've made me question everything. And I like it.
I like you.
"You've just been B-Wildered." -Brian Wilson <3
Trumpet love; Tenderlips.
"Where there is love there is life."- Mahatma Gandhi
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 26th 2009, 03:47 AM
The reason that I hate her so much is because I'm afraid she still has a spot in your heart. I'm afraid there's something that you might see in her that you don't see in me. I'm intimidated by your first love.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 27th 2009, 04:01 AM
I can't live in silence.
I need attention.
I won't feel good about myself, if I'm not told I should.
If I'm not given compliments, I feel like shit.
Does that make me a bitch?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 27th 2009, 04:56 AM
I've already had sex with Andrew, and I'll be doing it with him again tonight...even though he hurt me last time and I didn't say anything or stop him...
Who do you carry that torch for, my young man?
Do you believe in anything?
Or do you carry it around just to burn things down?
Meet me tonight on the turnpike my darling,
where we believe in everything.
If we sweat all these debts then we're sure to drown,
so let's strap ourselves up to this engine now
with our God who we found laying under the back seat.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 27th 2009, 06:20 AM
I'm going against all of your wishes. And it feels good.
"You've just been B-Wildered." -Brian Wilson <3
Trumpet love; Tenderlips.
"Where there is love there is life."- Mahatma Gandhi
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 28th 2009, 02:56 AM
I don't want to eat. I feel like a pig whenever I do. & I hate it.
I want to cut.
I think I'm starting to fall apart again. I'm trying to hard not to let that happen.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 28th 2009, 06:36 AM
I've been thinking about suicide a lot again.. it just seems right for me.. I don't belong here and nobody will ever be happy to say they have me. I don't want to hurt anyone but I don't think I'm going to beat this.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 30th 2009, 03:11 AM
Right. So, I have a fucking pin in my pocket.
And I know I promised that I wouldn't.
But... promise broken.
I keep looking at the stupid pill container and wondering if I have enough to kill myself. And then I think of never having to face this pain again. And you know what? I wish I wasn't to scared to take them.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 30th 2009, 03:14 AM
I hate you because you love him more than me and I do more for both of you than he ever has. I thought I was past trying so hard for you. But I guess that little girl of me never really left, no matter how many times I tried running her away.
Yesterday I saw you kissing tiny flowers
But everything that lives is born to die
And so I say to you that nothing really matters
And all you do is stand and cry.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 30th 2009, 05:48 AM
I miss you and you just left. And I don't think you'll ever know how much I care about you. I haven't felt this connected to anyone in years. Literally, years. I trust you not hurt me...and I hope I don't hurt you either. I think...I think I might be...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 30th 2009, 05:50 AM
Sometimes I purposefully dont wear a seatbelt and I wish a car would hit my side.
Yesterday I saw you kissing tiny flowers
But everything that lives is born to die
And so I say to you that nothing really matters
And all you do is stand and cry.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
March 31st 2009, 06:46 AM
I don't want to be a good girl. I don't want to care about anything anymore. I want to do whatever I want & damn the consequences.I still want to cut. I 'm losing it and only one person cares.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 4th 2009, 04:57 PM
I think I love you but I'm afraid to say that too early
I wish you had kissed me
I wish that he would ask her out so they will get off my back
I don't care what they say
I want to break our deal sometimes just so you'll say you're sorry and take my hand and hold it
I wonder if you love me more every day like I love you more every day.
even though they think we're going too fast, I don't mind.
I always wonder what they would say if they knew.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 4th 2009, 07:00 PM
i blame my parents overprotectiveness for me not having any social life at all.
although its partially there fault; mostly its mine.
im afraid when i finally graduate i will forget how to socialize and have fun
i can barly remember now
i think every single one of you is a huge bitch but i pretend not to because your my TEAM
i wish you were mature enough to do the same
So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 5th 2009, 01:49 PM
I wish I could join so badly. I'm jealous of you because you can, and did. I would give anything to go in December to BT.
"You've just been B-Wildered." -Brian Wilson <3
Trumpet love; Tenderlips.
"Where there is love there is life."- Mahatma Gandhi
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 5th 2009, 02:23 PM
I can't help but feel resentment towards you because you aren't ready to have sex. I'm sorry, but I can't control it. I'm not sure how I feel about you at all anymore.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 14th 2009, 03:37 AM
All I want is to do something I'm proud of, like I used to be in elementary school when things were so much easier. I just want to look in the mirror and love who I see.
Yesterday I saw you kissing tiny flowers
But everything that lives is born to die
And so I say to you that nothing really matters
And all you do is stand and cry.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
April 14th 2009, 06:59 PM
Now that you are gone I don't miss you. I'm okay with that feeling,and there not being a void. A part of me still wonders how you are doing because I know you're in more of a mess than I am. Even if you won't tell me ,or anyone else that you're a mess,and in one.
I do hope that you find what ever it is you are looking for in this life. You are not a bad person,but you do need to learn to control that attitude of yours before you can have anyone want to be around you.
I Beg you.... To have patience with everything
unresolved in your heart and try
to love the questions themselves as
if they were locked rooms
or books in a very foreign language
Don't search for the answers
Which could not be given to you
right now because you wouldn't be able to
live with them
and the point is to LIVE Everything live
the questions now
Perhaps then some day
far into the future you will
gradually live your way into THE ANSWER