Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I was sad we didn't really talk today. I hope that you had a good day, and I hope you talk to me tomorrow.

[Kate*]

I think I'm going to wish I'd gotten one more meeting with you for closure for a long time. Even if it were possible, and I know it's not; you're busy being dad right now. I don't know your son's "medical situation" and I don't need to. I hope he gets better soon, whatever is wrong.

[DYon]

I wish you could see how much I dislike holding back things from me. "It's a secret" and " it's not important/not about me" doesn't make it bother me any less. It's obvious that it's important because when I asked about it you told me to shut up and became quick to change the topic. In all honesty it may not matter but I need to make you understand that I don't appreciate hiding things from me. You don't need to be shy or embarrassed around me. If you can't tell me "unimportant" things how will I know you will tell me the important things?

[bitesize]

- You know, I kind of thought you might message me today. Because of the day that's in it. But nope. Unless you think liking my statuses is an effective and meaningful form of communication? We haven't spoken directly to each other in about three weeks now - I think that's the longest it's ever been. It makes me feel a bit sad. When you told me you loved me I never assumed it was true - I know you thought you meant it, but I knew you didn't. Even so, it's sad that you haven't bothered speaking to me.

Did you get my postcard.......?

- I hate living here, so much. AGH!

[Kate*]

I wasn't worried about admission to another program until I remembered the goal statement. I've only had to write one, it was 3 years ago (more by the time I write the next one), and I'd been preparing for the exact outcome of that program since I was 12, read "it wrote itself" The next one won't be like that and if that's the case is another degree even worth it?! Given the bachelor's in psych, I don't have much choice. I could put the dismissal under how I decided or personal experiences that led me to them, but that screams bad move and possible privacy violation.

I don't even know what I can do with that, let alone what I want to do with it. It's the same with the other ones and that doesn't even factor in that I've completely lost faith in myself. Everything else could be amazing and they could still reject me based on that. You did this to me without a solid reason, I think you owe me help with that. You're the ones saying I could get a PhD. You're going to have to help me figure out in what.

[Most Likely]

I wish we had more time for each other.

[Nightblood.]

You can't do that

[Kintsukuroi.]

You're an asshole.

[Kate*]

I quit! I'm not as smart as you think, I'm obviously doomed to fail, and I fought through years of that pattern hoping it would get better only to have 3 years of said pattern on steroids before the ultimate collapse and the realization that I can do nothing about the reason why. I'm done.

[bitesize]

-Do you know who I am any more....? This just isn't really happening any more, and all because I sat back and left it to you to put a little effort in. Oh well.

-It was nice to see you were as regretful as I was... you should have feckin asked if I was free ya dope. Was in desperate need of an accompanied night in Can we have another chance...soon?

-She thinks you're on drugs you know. And stop smoking, it makes me sad. Please try and get your shit together in some way Do a course that makes you happy. I learnt the hard way how much more worth it it makes life.

[Shaydow_Mythstyque]

Dear Baby,
I'll be with you soon please stay strong. You're all I think about and I wish I didn't lose you but God didn't think I was ready for you. I love you more then you could imagine. I could have carried you so 8 months but God didn't want me to. I promise on everything we will be together soon and I'll hold you forever.

[bitesize]

-I wonder what you've said about me to people. 'I'm seeing this girl,' or even 'I'm sleeping with this girl,' or maybe you haven't said anything about me to anyone. I'm curious. I wonder, completely out of curiosity, what I mean to you.

- Please stop. Do you not think you'd have an answer out of me by now if it was a yes? I admire your perseverance but please, stop. It freaked me out last night time I was there that your flatmate knew my name and all these things about me...I feel like you're way more into it than I would ever be. Stop.

[bitesize]

-You're fucking hot, by the way.
Seriously.

-How would it make you feel if I said Yes? :/ I wouldn't ask you that question because I'd worry that I'd be hurt if you said yes. I wouldn't want to know. Do you want to know? Does that mean I'm more attached than you because I don't want to know?
Balls.

[bitesize]

- Why am I so bad at not thinking about you?
Ugh.

[mindflower]

i hope she's worth it.

[Darkened_Empress]

When i do this, i get a little hysterical. Those tears turn into a twisted smile. Because, trust me, this feels better than anything youve ever done for me. You are a piece of shit. Its only a matter of time until your mask falls off, and people see you for the neglectful, heartless, abusive selfish addict that you are. And your father, whom you hate so much, is a carbon copy.

[MWF]

Kyle, your a shitty fucking friend. Just let me copy your fucking stats homework and stop being a self-righteous tool.
And Luke: Stop acting like you gave me the greatest job in the world. It sucks ass.

Could you not?

That was supposed to be a very subtle passive-agressive message to you. Liking it clearly means you don't understand.

I'm fleepin' trying to say the day I met Liv, was the day I began changing. That was ten years ago today, when I stumbled across S&E on the WB Boards. You have nothing to do with it! You never met Liv, you don't know what the WB Boards were, you don't know who I am outside of school and beyond the year 2004.

[Doodle.]

You're so ungrateful -____-

You know, it really frustrated me that you spent so much of your weekend on the computer. You were supposed to be doing your taxes, which I understand, but when I looked over it seemed like you were just browsing Facebook or playing Hearts more often than not. Not to mention you spending so much time talking to the people you're going to see on your trip. To be honest it hurts my feelings that you're already planning your trip so in depth. I feel like you're just looking on to the next big thing and you aren't even enjoying this time we have together in these next couple of months. It's going to be hard enough to have you gone for so long. Can't we have some time where we just focus on us?

[Kate*]

Please tell me you're done with your roof, I got 3 hours of sleep last night because of you making constant NOISE all day

I hope you realize what you mean to me by me reaching out to you. I know you can't help and our situations are very similar, but telling you this is making me feel better. It makes me feel better knowing someone is going through the same thing and is able to relate.

If you come across this post and wonder why I'm not saying it to you directly, I feel stupid saying it. We've began with a crappy start, have been cold to cool for the majority of the past four years until a few months ago. I just don't want to ruin this whatever it is.

[Jordioa18]

Yesterday was the birthday of the female John Cena in my love life for all the wrong reasons. So I'm a day late for saying that you're a cunt and you nearly buried my life.

[bitesize]

Why would you ask me to like that page, when you've barely spoken to me in 3 months? That makes me feel used.

I really, really miss you though.

[buttlumps]

Dear Parents,
I can hear you.
I can hear your urgent whispers from around the corner
Please don't pretend that we are happy when I know you think my disorders are a joke.
I heard you say you think I'm pretending.
That I'm just trying to blackmail you for attention, or an easier ride at school.
Its not true.
I cant help this
I cant stop this thing that is apart of me
It is me.
I can hear you
every word burns from my ears to my heart to my stomach.
sitting there poisoning me from the inside out like a serpents venom
I need you to know I'm trying my best.
But living here is tearing me apart.
I can't handle the whispers any longer
I wont listen any longer
to the words that are dissolving my insides just like I hoped the bleach would.
You say I lie to you constantly.
that is true.
I don't want to leave behind the dark that follows so closely behind me.
breaking anything it touches
anything it touches
anything i touch
I don't tell you the truth because I know it would kill you to hear
it would destroy you inside to know how i feel
how i want to feel a blade on my skin
How my boyfriend dumped me because all I do is hurt those closest to me.
how I cant sleep
how i wake up crying because some nights i can still taste the cleaning fluid in my mouth, burning its way through me
crying because i'm so pathetic
crying because you think i have no future.
lying so you don't know that i can hear
every
single
word.

I'm absolutely terrified.

[LANIKA]

It would have been a year today, but we didn't make it to a year. Just six months. You left in what you said was guilt, but what I really know was relief. It's okay, I felt it too - I've come so far without you here. We were stupid to make so many promises to one another, promises that sixteen and seventeen year old girls should never make. We were stupid to believe that what we were saying was true. We were stupid to ignore the fact that we brought each other more misery than pleasure. Six months. I wish I could say that I regret that time spent together, but I don't. I do know, however, that you would if you knew the truth. I wish I could say that I feel guilty, but I don't. I think there's something wrong with me. In any case, I shed no tears today - I merely reflect on how much has changed. A year ago today, I was vowing to leave the boy I'm seeing - For you. Everything happens for a reason, I suppose, and now I'm fallen comfortably in his arms once again. Happy one year that wasn't, I suppose - I miss you. But I'm glad you're gone.

[Kate*]

-- You're the ones who claimed it wasn't wasted, that the dismissal wouldn't ruin my life, and that I have options. So far you're wrong on all 3 counts and I'm textbook for that. Give me one good reason not to do it, go ahead, I dare you. You probably only say that because if all the students you did this to (for no good reason, mind you because you never did give me one) killed themselves over this, it would make you look bad. I QUIT

[Choose]

1) I want you. You "get" me. If it can't work, oh well.

2) You are the strongest woman I know. You are attractive, despite what you may think.

3) I love you, buddy. You are my best friend.

[Coffee.]

I wish your opinion didn't matter so much.

[Twinge]

I'm having so many doubts again. In my eyes it's just not going well and it's making me sad.

[bitesize]

Why did you want me to listen to that song? What does it mean? Why did you write it?

Is it about me?
Or are you just hoping for a European fanbase...

[Storyteller.]

Has it ever occurred to you that people in nearby houses might still be trying to sleep? You've woken me up almost every morning since I moved in, and that's unpleasant for more reasons than you can imagine.

[Kate*]

You're younger than I realized, that makes it weirder for me. I really hope that wasn't as awkward as it felt to me.

[bitesize]

You really make it very very hard to like you. Every time I start to think you're okay, you act like a little whining bitch and it falls down again. Today would have been so much nicer if you hadn't covered for him. I wish your ignorant remarks didn't hurt me as much as they did, or stick in my brain so much, but they do. I wish you wouldn't complain about people, including myself, when they're two metres away.
Personally I think like you don't have the right to act like you're superior to everyone when you're just...you're just not, A. You're not a perfect worker. You have the most irritating voice in the world. You're completely wrapped up in yourself - you didn't ask me once how my thesis had gone. Other people did. You wear silly earrings and your hair is like a teenager's. You sound like you're completely boring to hang out with. You're one of the most condescending, self-centred, self-righteous, insufferable people I've ever had the pleasure of working with on a weekly basis.

And I've said none of these things to you, but you should really take a look at yourself before you whinge on about me not knowing there was only one hot chocolate brand instead of two. There's two on the menu and on the till - and I don't work with the coffee, so it's really not that weird that it didn't occur to me. Saying loudly 'Really? She works here' to a workmate within two metres of me was completely unnecessary when it wasn't putting you out in any way.
I wish I could just make you see how hard you are to put up with.

[Awakening]

I wish I could hurt you like you've hurt me.
I wish I could make you regret the way you've treated me for the rest of your life.
You're really lucky I'm too good of a person to do that.

[Kate*]

I still want one more meeting with you, but I don't know why. I think you just had the power to make me open up and a part of me still wants that. You also owe me the dismissal discussion that you weren't there to have with me, but you're still not there so I guess I won't get that either. The committee did their best, but I still wish you could've done it; not because I want to put you through that, but because you would've done it with the acceptance and respect that I deserved.

[Twinge]

Whatever you got, you definitely deserved it. You're really old but I hope you learn not to be bitchy and rude to people one day.
Yeah, I really doubt it. Since you're so full of yourself.

And your presence has always made my skin crawl. I'm not the only one to say it either.

[Kate*]

--This feels very much like a consolation degree; like "sorry you can't have the one you've been dreaming about for half of your life for no good reason, but if you get back in after another application process and 3 recommendations, you can have this one instead. I have no idea what you can do with it, but it's better than nothing right?" and you realize all the careers it could lead to are the wrong Holland code, right? Which means, as I suspected, that I will hate them, but it's my only option.

-- Do I actually need permission to come back? Your letter (with typos thank you very much) didn't say and I'm assuming that if I needed permission, you would've told me.

-- Even if I wanted to apply to law school, I have to disclose and explain this which means it isn't worth the effort of everything involved in applying because this would probably keep me from getting in. Thanks for making me have to do that. I know it was nothing I did wrong, but I doubt they will. No one gets non-academically dismissed for doing nothing wrong, they would probably just think I lied.

[Oneirophobia]

I wish you were here to share this news with, you were so proud of me for applying. I miss you