Trying to make a decision poem

[misunderstoodgirl]

Yes, no, maybe so, I don't know...... If it will flow
Was it mistake
a step in the right direction maybe...
I can never decide
The internal battle day and night
Endless questions that i can't keep at bay
trying to decide on a decision wish I had a vision
I'm really a fish out of water flip flopping around or a spinning top not able to stop...
So this
It's become a real Menace
To be Stuck on all these fences just sitting and thinking, debating... And what not
REALLY trying make up my mind or at least Letting it go only ends in more fretting cause it's another conundrum
Even if it's simple it's Never easy to stick to my choice and Having to listen to different voices pulling me in no one direction
I'd Try Second guessing it
Only for it end up messing me up and its now Too late to turn back
Only time will tell
If I made my life hell
Waiting on what might end up being my final fate...

[Ennui.]

I really like how this reads!

[Sophrosyne]

The way this is written is so interesting! I really like this.