I know I have friends I just feel like they are only friends with me because they dont want me to kill myslef.
I feel so lonely I really like a boy he knows I do but asks me for girlfriends advice. Plus the only thing my friends talk about to me is my self harm, my depression or my eating. Or its them asking me for advice bout them feeling down and depressed.
Im just so depressed its like as soon as I go back to school I have another depression episode which has led to my
SH being the worse its ever been and me binging and skipping meals again.
I cant really write how down I feel all I know is I dont see the point in life but am to much of a whimp to end it.