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Forum: Why Me? December 28th 2015, 04:31 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

Going insane lately and actually not afraid to for once.
Forum: Why Me? December 12th 2015, 04:36 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

What the fuck? Why do I suddenly have these feelings for someone? I need to let it alone and then maybe something will come out of it. Don't get your hopes up self. He most likely doesn't like you...
Forum: Why Me? December 6th 2015, 02:47 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

Cut myself today for the first time in a while. Its the only way I can conquer my fears.
Forum: Why Me? November 22nd 2015, 03:44 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm not living much longer. People bother & smother me to the point where I feel like I can never be me no matter how hard I try. Why? Why the fuck do I have to be this way?
Forum: Good Days! September 11th 2015, 10:41 PM
Replies: 11,845
Views: 384,419
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm on vacation all week next week, so Florida here I come :D
Forum: Good Days! September 5th 2015, 03:42 AM
Replies: 11,845
Views: 384,419
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: I'm happy today because...

I have a three day weekend :D
Forum: Why Me? September 2nd 2015, 03:53 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,103
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Complaint of the day

Work was crazy shit today. If tomorrow ends up being the same way I'm quitting the job. It isn't worth the grey hairs, income or stress.
Forum: Self Harm August 31st 2015, 03:48 AM
Replies: 20,904
Views: 655,669
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Self harm free!

Barely over 24 hours.
Forum: Why Me? August 30th 2015, 03:36 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,103
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Complaint of the day

Resorting to cutting myself again
Forum: Why Me? August 30th 2015, 12:24 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

I wish I was dead right now. I don't even want to be here. I never asked to be brought into the world. I never wanted this.
Forum: Why Me? August 28th 2015, 04:51 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

Why do I have to be so fucking suicidal now? All I want to do is cut my fucking arm to shreds and cut my body because I hate myself and everything about me and I'll never fucking be able to be who I...
Forum: Why Me? August 27th 2015, 11:22 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,103
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Complaint of the day

I hate you, body. You're too skinny. Gain some fucking weight. I'm tired of feeling like shit
Forum: Why Me? August 7th 2015, 04:18 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

Scared of everything. What's wrong with me? :(
Forum: Why Me? August 2nd 2015, 04:35 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

I'd rather be dead than sad for the rest of my life. I can't handle this shit anymore
Forum: Why Me? July 8th 2015, 04:27 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't want these fucking stupid self harm urges. I want to stop existing and stop feeling things that aren't "normal" compared to my family and the people that surround me. What's so bloody wrong...
Forum: Why Me? July 3rd 2015, 07:56 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,103
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Complaint of the day

Can I die now? :'(
Forum: Why Me? July 2nd 2015, 03:19 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know what to do with myself anymore and I'm just exhausted and can barely find feelings for anything. I'm completely numb and I don't know how to fix it....
Forum: Why Me? June 29th 2015, 03:11 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,103
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Complaint of the day

Ew, I fucking threw up tonight :( exhausted mentally and physically.
Forum: Why Me? June 13th 2015, 08:12 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,103
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Complaint of the day

Crippling depression, fake smile and a stomach ache.

Just my luck.
Forum: Friends and Family June 8th 2015, 06:07 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,904
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: my parents are unfair

Maybe express to your dad that you would like to have some time to yourself to do what you want before bed? I would also (if you want) try to get in your room a bit earlier so you can do what you...
Forum: Relationships and Dating June 8th 2015, 04:21 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,507
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Boyfriend said he feels like a therapist or caregiver sometimes?

Hey,

Yes I can. I've heavily depended on a boy for the past few months that we've known each other and I can honestly say that he is also my therapist, too. But his feelings towards it is quite...
Forum: Friends and Family June 8th 2015, 04:15 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,904
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: my parents are unfair

Hey there,

I also have controlling/over protective parents. The thing is, they sort of start to slack off after they have their last kid. I'm the oldest of four and its pretty tough for me...
Forum: Self Harm June 7th 2015, 03:08 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,979
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Mental Harm

Crystal,

I've also found myself mentally hurting me in place of self harm. As of late, I haven't cut or hurt myself in a while (other than snapping my sillyband around my wrist) but I think that...
Forum: Why Me? May 25th 2015, 12:21 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,103
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Complaint of the day

Great a sick day... Woohoo

:( :(
Forum: Why Me? May 21st 2015, 11:48 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,103
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Complaint of the day

Tired of being here. :(
Forum: Why Me? May 10th 2015, 05:21 PM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

FUCKING DONE WITH PEOPLE FUCKING USING ME AND NOT EVEN CARING ABOUT ME. :'(

Reminder to self: Never let your guard down ever fucking again!
Forum: Depression and Suicide May 6th 2015, 08:23 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,668
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Bipolar depression?

Hey there,

I'm sorry you are feeling this way.

I totally get what you mean though. I feel like this a lot although I haven't been diagnosed as well. I'm pretty sure I have what you do and the...
Forum: LGBTQ+, Sexuality and Gender Identity April 30th 2015, 03:04 AM
Replies: 882
Views: 91,216
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: What is your sexuality and gender identity?

Female - Bisexual and proud :D
Forum: Why Me? March 2nd 2015, 10:28 PM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

I fucking fail at everything!!!!! I fail at being who I wanna be, being a perfect girlfriend for someone who deserves it, my music lessons and school. I'm never gonna be able to fix things. I fail so...
Forum: Self Harm February 24th 2015, 03:53 AM
Replies: 20,904
Views: 655,669
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Self harm free!

6 hours and 15 minutes.
Forum: Good Days! February 20th 2015, 01:31 PM
Replies: 11,845
Views: 384,419
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: I'm happy today because...

Because last night he told me he would never leave me ♥♥
Forum: Self Harm February 14th 2015, 03:01 AM
Replies: 20,904
Views: 655,669
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Self harm free!

Two days. :/
Forum: Why Me? February 12th 2015, 03:42 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

Why the fuck is my heart breaking all over again over the same person that I promised myself would never fuck me up again. Im tired of all this shit. :'( !!!!!!!
Forum: Why Me? January 15th 2015, 03:50 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

If I stay alive until the fall it will be a fucking miracle :'(
Forum: Why Me? December 30th 2014, 02:57 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

Why the hell am I still invisible? I thought trying to fit in with you bitches would help you notice me! Maybe I shouldn't try anymore... To fit in with you. All you do is dress the same, think the...
Forum: Self Harm December 25th 2014, 01:50 PM
Replies: 20,904
Views: 655,669
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Self harm free!

7 hours and 15 minutes. :(
Forum: Why Me? December 20th 2014, 01:49 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,103
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Complaint of the day

I binged again today.
Forum: Why Me? December 6th 2014, 04:32 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

I make everyone and myself miserable without even trying. I should just go fucking die in the bathroom. :'( I'm so fed up with myself. I'm crumbling and soon there will be nothing left of me then...
Forum: Why Me? November 19th 2014, 03:22 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

Stop haunting my mind! Stop ripping open my scars and making me second guess all my decisions! I'm fucking tired of all this. :'(
Forum: Relationships and Dating November 18th 2014, 06:51 PM
Replies: 163
Views: 12,119
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: My girlfriend self harms

I'm so proud of you for stepping in and helping her. That's so brave :D

Keep doing what you are doin, no matter what happens or what people say or do :hug:
Forum: Relationships and Dating November 16th 2014, 01:16 PM
Replies: 163
Views: 12,119
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: My girlfriend self harms

I'm sorry this happened :( I've broken up with my boyfriend in the past a couple times and I always came back to him because I needed him so maybe within a week she might feel the same I did? You are...
Forum: Friends and Family November 14th 2014, 03:54 PM
Replies: 36
Views: 2,364
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Would you date someone that has the same name as one of your parents?

I wouldn't. That kind of thing doesn't really bother me. I'm dating someone tight now who has the same name as my grandpa lol :D
Forum: Why Me? November 10th 2014, 01:59 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,103
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Complaint of the day

I wish people would leave me alone. I need to be alone.
Forum: Why Me? November 9th 2014, 03:10 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm such a fuck up. I don't belong here. I'm not like everyone else. I can't be who I want. It needs to end now. I need to end it now :'(
Forum: Why Me? November 4th 2014, 03:46 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

Why do I hate the thought of food? I can't stop starving myself...

I feel really scared right now for no reason whatsoever. Must be one of those nights where I get anxiety attacks and cry myself...
Forum: Why Me? October 25th 2014, 05:22 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,103
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Complaint of the day

If he makes it through the day without talking to me... He will be okay without me forever :'(
Forum: Why Me? October 24th 2014, 12:00 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

I can't hold things together anymore and I'm slowly giving up... :'(
Forum: Self Harm October 18th 2014, 03:54 PM
Replies: 20,904
Views: 655,669
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Self harm free!

2 days.... I relapsed really bad the other night :'(
Forum: Why Me? October 6th 2014, 04:15 AM
Replies: 10,616
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 331,124
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't want to be here. I want to be dead. :'(
Forum: Good Days! October 3rd 2014, 07:16 PM
Replies: 11,845
Views: 384,419
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: I'm happy today because...

Because I found my special someone who is willing to fight for me. <3
Forum: Why Me? September 11th 2014, 04:52 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,103
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Complaint of the day

Why did you do this to me? You're the cause of all this. I'm sick of being treated like sh*t by you and everyone else. I'm so depressed. I want to die. Why am I still alive?
Forum: Self Harm September 6th 2014, 08:09 PM
Replies: 20,904
Views: 655,669
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Self harm free!

Almost 2 days. I hate relapsing. :(
Forum: Sex and Puberty September 2nd 2014, 11:01 PM
Replies: 11
Female Advice Preferred: period
Views: 1,921
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: period

Just had my period today so I think I'm okay for right now unless anyone thinks I should still go see a Dr?
Forum: Sex and Puberty August 30th 2014, 05:40 PM
Replies: 11
Female Advice Preferred: period
Views: 1,921
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: period

I just told my mom that I was concerned about my period and she said "Oh, its fine. It'll sort itself out soon." She has said that for a couple years now. Last time I was at the doctor for a checkup...
Forum: Sex and Puberty August 30th 2014, 02:27 PM
Replies: 11
Female Advice Preferred: period
Views: 1,921
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: period

Yeah, I'm a little scared to see a specialist but I know it would help me a lot. My mom isn't comfortable with me going to get checked because she doesn't believe in birth control pills (not that I'm...
Forum: Depression and Suicide August 30th 2014, 02:25 PM
Replies: 28
Views: 5,255
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: I think depression is stupid.

You sound so much like my mom when you express how "wrong" depression sounds. I cant even try talking to my mom about depression without her thinking im pretending. :( not everyone has a happy life....
Forum: Sex and Puberty August 30th 2014, 03:00 AM
Replies: 11
Female Advice Preferred: period
Views: 1,921
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Question period

Hey,

This is a very personal topic and kind of awkward for me to post but, Ive had a really random period schedule. At first it was pretty heavy, stopped for a year, and now I just have it every 3...
Forum: Relationships and Dating August 25th 2014, 05:48 PM
Replies: 163
Views: 12,119
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: My girlfriend self harms

I agree with everything everyone has said so far.

First off, I want to say how amazing you and your girlfriend seem. You two are meant to be ♥ I don't know anyone who has a better boyfriend then...
Forum: Self Harm August 19th 2014, 10:25 PM
Replies: 20,904
Views: 655,669
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: Self harm free!

Great job all of you guys! :D I'm so proud! Keep it up <3 I'm proud to say I am clean as of over a week now.

All of you are warriors :hug:

Xx, Manda
Forum: Relationships and Dating August 17th 2014, 02:48 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,587
Posted By Amandaapandaa
Re: akwardness with my boyfriend

Hey Chloe! :)

I think the best way for you to help yourself not be anxious or nervous around him would to talk to him about how you feel like in person or over the phone. I don't think it would...
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