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Forum: Why Me?

May 18th 2018, 02:33 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I'm headed downhill. I don't know how to handle anything, I don't have a therapist, and I don't feel that I can talk to my fiance about things anymore. maybe I am better off dead. this life isn't...

Forum: Why Me?

October 2nd 2017, 06:50 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Well fuck. I messed up. I didn’t even mean to do it, it just happened... everyone would be disappointed. I already lied about it too, so I can’t tell the truth. i hate myself right now

Forum: Why Me?

September 27th 2017, 06:57 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I can’t do this. Fuck. Why must mental illness be a thing? What if I can’t make it through college. It’s only the second day and I’m having a new symptom. What the fuck

Forum: Why Me?

September 25th 2017, 03:58 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Fuck this, school has been a trigger for me. why am i here again. I do't know if i can do this

Forum: Why Me?

September 24th 2017, 02:14 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Why do I feel like shit? I hate feeling dizzy....

Forum: Why Me?

September 20th 2017, 12:59 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

It's too early to be awake.
I hate feeling like I'm getting worse. It feels like impending doom. I don't want to go to a hospital again....

Forum: Why Me?

September 19th 2017, 09:18 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

It's supposed to be a good day and yet my mental illness figures out a way to get into my head. why do I want to die again?

Forum: Why Me?

September 18th 2017, 10:39 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I almost tried self harming yesterday at work, like I was looking for something to do it with. what the fuck. I wish I had found something and actually done it. maybe I wouldn't feel as shitty today...

Forum: Why Me?

July 28th 2017, 06:44 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

My biggest problem in trusting people is lying, and of course what the fuck have I been doing to the person I love most? Lying of fucking course. I hate myself right now. I'm not gonna come clean to...

Forum: Why Me?

July 24th 2017, 01:12 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I'm so done. I'm sick of this yoyoing between wanting to be better, and wanting to be dead or struggling. I almost just want to give up.Also why did my phone fucking die, I was gonna reach out to...

Forum: Why Me?

April 17th 2017, 09:32 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I just want to scream. the voices are getting more and more fucking powerful and it's so hard not following what they say. I feel like i'm trapped on an island all by myself with only the voices to...

Forum: Why Me?

October 9th 2016, 03:25 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

FUCK I need to be doing school but i can't motivate myself

Forum: Why Me?

November 8th 2014, 09:53 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Feeling like i'm just a bother to everyone recently.. it would be so easy to give in to everything at this point.

Forum: Why Me?

November 6th 2014, 12:03 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Feel so fucking alone. I've lost a grand total of 4 friends this year.. I wish I was gone.

Forum: Why Me?

October 17th 2014, 06:01 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I have absolutely no motivation for anything, and I feel so shitty. I honestly don't think i've ever felt this bad. fuck

Forum: Why Me?

October 16th 2014, 03:07 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I can't handle this tonight, already been triggered all day and now i'm feeling like a million times shittier..
I wish that no one cared anymore..

Forum: Why Me?

October 5th 2014, 10:00 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I miss my best friend so much, i wish they could just let her out today.
i've cried so much this week that its not even funny
i just wish i was gone...

Forum: Why Me?

October 2nd 2014, 05:10 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

So my best friend is in the fucking psychiatric ward and you try to pry into her business? No, just because I tell you one detail about my personal life doesn't mean we're fucking close.
I feel...

Forum: Why Me?

September 25th 2014, 02:29 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

She's pushing me away and i'm fucking terrified. Also I have to be alone for all of thursday night and all day friday, that is probably not going to end well

Forum: Why Me?

September 23rd 2014, 04:12 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I know she meant for what she said to help but now I just feel guilty and even worse... i feel like i'm drowning

Forum: Why Me?

August 25th 2014, 05:52 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

really triggered tonight... getting super panicky because of that, fuck. thats when i give up and relapse normally...

Forum: Why Me?

August 19th 2014, 03:44 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

so triggered. trying to stay distracted..

Forum: Why Me?

August 18th 2014, 12:28 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I've gotten really bad again and somehow have managed not to cut, but oh how i want to.. i'm trying
i'm really fucking afraid that one of my friends killed herself, because she wasn't at school on...

Forum: Why Me?

July 28th 2014, 05:14 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

so fucking triggered, really want to relapse

Forum: Why Me?

July 25th 2014, 01:42 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I really don't want to see you at school again. You told me that you cared about me and that we'd talk and you've ignored me, again.

Forum: Why Me?

May 6th 2014, 10:06 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

You are making me so fucking confused. I know you'll probably just hurt me again but I miss you. I just want to be your friend again, you understood me, you were there for me and you were just nice....

Forum: Why Me?

April 26th 2014, 04:06 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I've realized whats one of the worst feelings, knowing that someone who you used to be closest to is slowly pulling away and what used to be long texts and late nights is now distant conversation and...

Forum: Why Me?

April 17th 2014, 04:54 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Thanks, say you really wanna hang out this weekend then when I ask again go ahead and just ignore me. I thought you wanted to see me, maybe you hate me like everyone else..

Forum: Why Me?

April 14th 2014, 03:41 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Yeah thanks mom, calling yourself a fucking lunatic then telling me i'm a liar. I was already having a fucking bad day as is. thanks..

Forum: Why Me?

April 12th 2014, 02:48 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I am so triggered right now and i've felt like shit all day. seems like i'm just bugging anyone i talk to

Forum: Why Me?

April 1st 2014, 11:35 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Why do i get jealous over the littlest things..

Forum: Why Me?

April 1st 2014, 04:29 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

-If I have this fucking headache when I wake up tomorrow I will be so pissed. Had it for 4 days straight now
-Why does anyone even bother being my friend. I really don't get it i'm worthless as a...

Forum: Why Me?

March 15th 2014, 09:43 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

so close to having a panic attack, can't handle this right now

Forum: Why Me?

March 9th 2014, 05:46 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

So fucking triggered and it's all because of you. for calling me the things you did and giving me the looks that tell me you want me to die. don't worry i want that for myself as well.

Forum: Why Me?

March 5th 2014, 04:45 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Well thats nice to know that you just really don't care, thanks. all my friends but one are becoming assholes.

Forum: Why Me?

February 12th 2014, 03:10 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I want to give in so fucking much... i don't know how much longer i can keep going..

Forum: Why Me?

January 25th 2014, 03:27 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Thanks for being a bitch. I didn't want it to end this way but whatever, I'm fucking hurt but you don't seem to give a damn. This is just what i need right now. Fuck you..

Forum: Why Me?

January 3rd 2014, 05:31 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Great fucking way to start the new year....

Forum: Why Me?

December 26th 2013, 03:48 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Thanks for agreeing that i'm fucked up, its really nice of you...

Forum: Why Me?

December 18th 2013, 03:19 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Really a 2.8 gpa. i'm just so fucking stupid and i'm never gonna get anywhere....

Forum: Why Me?

December 17th 2013, 04:37 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I'm so fucking stupid, I keep thinking that i'm alright and doing better then something happens and i go back down and want to cut again. I can't handle the ups and downs anymore.

Forum: Why Me?

December 5th 2013, 12:15 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

another fucking panic attack.... i thought they were gone.

Forum: Why Me?

December 3rd 2013, 12:05 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I can't handle the faking anymore, even the people who know i'm in a bad place don't even know how bad i am. I have to fake with them too. I just want to end it all, no one would care anyways. i...

Forum: Why Me?

November 24th 2013, 04:36 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I wish i wasn't so pathetic that all i can seemingly do is cry.

Forum: Why Me?

November 20th 2013, 11:39 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Why do people want to be friends with me? I think i'm an annoying, worthless person so how do people care about me? I don't deserve them..

Forum: Why Me?

October 13th 2013, 03:54 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

yeah i hate you. i don't wanna be in a car with you for 8 hours tomorrow. you're not gonna like it by the end either, and my best friend got her phone taken away when she was just about the only...

Forum: Why Me?

October 8th 2013, 01:47 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

i told my friend that we'd get through this together but i don't think i can even make it another day..

Forum: Why Me?

October 7th 2013, 01:56 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

i just really hate you and wish i could just fucking move out because i'll find a place to live faster than you ever have. I won't be fucking homeless

Forum: Why Me?

September 26th 2013, 11:28 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

The anxiety attacks can stop now. They're really annoying..

Forum: Why Me?

September 17th 2013, 01:51 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Why did i eat so much? Ugh i'm so freaking stupid.

Forum: Why Me?

September 11th 2013, 02:54 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

So fucking triggered right now, I was going to try to make it till the concert but I can't. I don't want to but this is gonna drive me insane..

Forum: Why Me?

September 6th 2013, 03:39 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Just because I miss my dad, does not in no fucking way mean i hate you, or i don't want to be around you. I means I fucking. miss. my. dad. THATS ALL, just stop crying about it, you don't understand.

Forum: Why Me?

August 31st 2013, 02:19 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

No, you don't have to fucking disagree with everything i say! We think different but that doesn't mean that your opinion is the best fucking one.

Forum: Why Me?

August 27th 2013, 02:27 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Why do you have to be so fucking stupid? People actually care about you, and killing yourself is all you think about.. You're so pathetic

Forum: Why Me?

August 23rd 2013, 12:45 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Wow i can't believe i really thought this school would be different. No, the people are just like the people at my fucking old school, i hate this. why are people so mean to me?

Forum: Why Me?

August 19th 2013, 04:21 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Too much up and down. Fucking stop i can't handle it anymore...

Forum: Why Me?

August 16th 2013, 11:55 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Why do you keep thinking no one fucking cares? They probably do. Just because someone doesn't text you back, doesnt mean they don't fucking care about you. They are just busy.

Why don't you just...

Forum: Why Me?

August 7th 2013, 05:05 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

I really don't know what i fucking want anymore. I keep thinking this was the right decision, but now i don't know.

Forum: Why Me?

August 1st 2013, 12:08 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

yeah, thanks dad. I must really be a fucking liar. I didn't hear you and you automatically call me a liar. Thanks for making me feel even more shitty than i already did.
Oh, and of course you make...

Forum: Why Me?

July 22nd 2013, 04:48 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Fucking hell, why are you so stupid. you can't even have a normal conversation with out fucking up.

Forum: Why Me?

July 14th 2013, 05:15 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

really? you bring it up then get mad at me for standing up for her. Can't wait to get out of this fucking house.

Forum: Why Me?

July 11th 2013, 05:02 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

why are all the people who i called 'friends' now all the sudden ignoring me? I needed someone there for me and what do i get? silence.. Maybe everyone just hates me, thats probably right. maybe i'll...

Forum: Why Me?

July 9th 2013, 02:15 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

i hate that a lot of my friends just ignore me in the summer. at least i know who my true friends are.

Forum: Why Me?

July 3rd 2013, 09:42 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

why do i have to be the one to watch the kids everyday? Do you ask? no. they aren't my fucking kids so stop being so rude about it.

Forum: Why Me?

July 3rd 2013, 07:25 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

why the fuck do you bring my hopes up and down like its a roller coaster? i want this more than anything, and taking it away and see what happens.

Forum: Why Me?

June 29th 2013, 06:36 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Why is everyone treating me like im fucking stupid or something? its effing annoying

Forum: Why Me?

June 25th 2013, 06:01 AM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

thanks for just going to bed, not helping me clean the whole fucking house. Now i'll be tired tomorrow, and the house will just get messed up again.

Forum: Why Me?

February 24th 2013, 08:19 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Mom, just leave me alone for a while. Im fine its just that i need some alone time.

People at my school, Leave me the fuck alone, i don't care that you want to call me "fat ass" or "bitch" just...

Forum: Why Me?

February 19th 2013, 10:34 PM

Replies: 10,627

Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

Views: 334,262

Posted By Lumos.

Re: Screaming thread.

Really you think i care that the guy you like just broke up with his girlfriend and you want to date him now? I don't care that he doesnt see the fucking signs you send him.

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