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Human Wreckage

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  1. SpiderHan03
    July 8th 2010 10:46 AM - permalink
    I miss talking to you a lot! I hope to hear from ya' soon!
  2. SpiderHan03
    May 31st 2010 06:26 AM - permalink
    It's been a long time! Shit has been crazy in my life. To sum it up; divorce, SH, loss, knowledge (too much), and awfulness. But there are some good things too. I think...
  3. CanadaCraig
    April 7th 2010 09:47 AM - permalink
    Happy Birthday Jess!!
    I hope you're having a dandy day!!

  4. SpiderHan03
    January 3rd 2010 04:25 AM - permalink
    Wow. I haven't been around in ages, I know. I don't know what my problem has been lately. I guess just the depression and self harm. I'm dying because my boyfriend who I had been with for about a year left me because he thinks I love the razor more than I love him. Not true. So I thought I'd come back. Since I really need it. I am determined to show him I can live without it but it's proving to be haaaard. But I'm seriously determined. So we shall see.

    So... Jesus... how have you been?
  5. SpiderHan03
    October 27th 2009 10:56 PM - permalink
    My dad just yells for no freaking reason. It's got my self esteem sinking a little bit every damn day. And now I'm fighting with my best friend because he called me needy. Which I don't think I am. He apologized but it really hit hard. And now I am really struggling in school. I rarely get my homework done and when I do, half of it is wrong. I've been slipping with my job here lately and that's not good at all. All of this makes me hate myself. Like I feel I can't please ANYONE. Not even myself. I can't do anything right and this makes me even more depressed.

    Anyway, how are you?
    October 22nd 2009 03:15 AM - permalink
    hey love ya
  7. SpiderHan03
    October 22nd 2009 02:32 AM - permalink
    I've been depressed out of my mind so I rarely get on anymore. But I'm alive. Barely.

    And with the smoking thing. So agreed. People are all talk and no action, man.
  8. SpiderHan03
    October 4th 2009 05:59 PM - permalink
    I don't know why some girls are the way they are. I think someone needs to do something. But what can anyone do to stop it, you know? So I shake it off and make sure I'm not "that girl."

    I recently started getting back on. I'm loving being back.
  9. SpiderHan03
    September 21st 2009 01:40 PM - permalink
    It's not all that great here. Like every tenage girl in the continental US is pregnant. Pretty ridiculous.

    I've been better the last few days. Which is good because now I think I can come back to doing my job at helpLINK. I really miss it.
  10. SpiderHan03
    September 16th 2009 06:26 AM - permalink
    I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.I'm sorry..I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry. I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry!!!!

About Me

  • Basics
    Suffolk, England.
  • About
    About me
    Whenever I come to write these things everything I want to say dissapears and leaves my brain, so now I'm stuck and feel awkward, talking to a laptop, well typing, talking would make seem slightly insane, although in my own way I am it would more than likely put people off, back to the "about me".

    My name Is Jess, Jessica originally but only my parents call me that, I am 16 years old, soon to be 17 at last :D my friends would describe me as being extremely quiet when you first meet me once you get to know me it's a completely different story, I'm very wierd, honest probably too honest sometimes, I'd do anything for someone I cared about, don't take my friends getting bullshitted on or anyone i care about for that matter, I'm loyal, I get hyper at inappropriate times, and I love to help people. I also have the ability to take any innocent sentence and turn it perveted. I'm not one of those people with tons of friends, I have a small close group of really good friends, thats the way I like it, even though i can be sociable with everyone else.
    I spend most of my life on my laptop drinking red bull and eating chocolate, unhealthy I know, my new years resolution was too go to the gym, did i do it? no. No one ever does do there new years resolutions. Gigs are my form of excercise, I go too as many as I can, being why I can't wait to drive i wont have to rely on my parents anymore. I can listen to any sort of music unless its country, I don't have a favourite genre of music although i prefer alternative, and rock. My favourite bands are Lostprophets and My Chemical Romance, I'm not some teenie who has the hots for someone in the band, although i wont deny having a silly little crush, c'mon an amazing band having a gorgeous lead singer is just a bonus you must take advantage of, although I go more for Ian Watkins than Gerard Way, I met Ian on 15th Feburary 2010 and got my long awaited cuddle, was the most amazing day of my life, I have a soft spot for him and definatly welsh accents <3 I've seen My Chemical Romance three times so far, together both those bands and there songs gave me alot of hope when i suffered with depression for nearly three years, there music gave me an outlet, especially Rooftops and Famous Last Words. I love how genuine they are, they don't pretend to be something there not. If a hate starts slagging them off I will get defensive, if you dont like a band ignore them, dont go around seeking attention because you hate them, pathetic. So, I'm not a teenie although, if i was single and Ian Watkins came along, I would, what sane girl wouldnt?
    Okay enough ranting about bands, I'm here to help people like this site has helped me, if you ever need to talk about anything confidential with someone do feel free to PM me i'll help out as much as i can and I dont mind who it is, anyone can, thats what I'm here for, I also love to meet new people so If your just looking for some new friends drop me a note, I'd love to talk to all of you, and I promise I don't bite, as you may have noticed. :)
  • Details
    Here for
    Like to help with problems
    Relationship status
    In a relationship
    Sixth form / college (UK)
    I have no views.
    Zodiac sign
  • Interests
    Going out with friends
    My Chemical Romance
    Green day
    Escape The Fate
    Young Guns
    William Control
    Bowling Four Soup
    Bloodhound Gang
    Avenged Sevenfold
    Lady Gaga
    Framing Hanley
    Hollywood Undead
    The Used
    Biffy Clyro
    Linkin Park
    Bon Jovi
    Tim Burton films.
    Anything with Johnny Depp.
    Sherlock Holmes.
    Horror movies.
    Chatty Man.
    True Blood.
    Guitar hero.
    DJ hero.
    Twilight Series.
    True Blood.
    Sport fails me.
    All time:
    Ian Watkins.
    Gerard Way.
    Bob Bryar.
    Frank Iero.
    Mikey Way.
    Ray Toro.
    Jamie Oliver.
    Luke Johnson.
    Stuart Richardson.
    Lee Gaze.
    Mike Lewis.
    Favorite quotes
    'i know I'll be okay with the rain or thunder' - Lostprophets.
    'Are you gonna be on there side and throw a football at my head, or are you going to be on our side and be different' - Gerard Way.
    Other interests
    My beautiful Girlfriend, Making friends.
  • Signature
    'Cause there's no pride to be found when you follow sheep around..

    <3 15/3/09 <3
    11 months, I love you.


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