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The Metal Guitarist

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  1. IneedhelpwithSH
    August 6th 2013 01:16 AM - permalink
    IneedhelpwithSH
    you've got an alright taste in music
  2. iluvonedirection
    January 28th 2013 11:55 PM - permalink
    iluvonedirection
    hey want to be friends?
  3. Intoxicated Brutality
    March 24th 2012 04:38 AM - permalink
    Intoxicated Brutality
    I've been pretty off and on myself, I know what you mean abot not spending as much time on the computer.
    I'm glad to hear you've been doing ok (: that's a good thing
    And I think it's great you're trying to change yourself some, sometimes we need to do things like that to start to feel better about things or just make things seem a bit better in general
  4. Intoxicated Brutality
    March 24th 2012 12:56 AM - permalink
    Intoxicated Brutality
    Hey you!
    Haven't seen you online in forever.
    Hope you're doing well buddy!
  5. The Goblins Blade
    November 17th 2011 05:56 PM - permalink
    The Goblins Blade
    Kickass taste in music mate
  6. ☪ ERIN JUDE ☪
    October 5th 2011 08:20 PM - permalink
    ☪ ERIN JUDE ☪
    Hey! I feel like I haven't talked to you in a while so I just wanted to stop by and say hey!!!! So....hey!!!!!! ^_^
  7. Hopeyyy
    September 8th 2011 05:59 AM - permalink
    Hopeyyy
    Hey
    How are you?
    Just making people laugh..
    How do you make a tissue dance?
    You put a lil boogie it

    Today..Laddy Gaga was found dead, next to Justin Beiber & Lord Voldimort making out.

    Yesterday..Laddy Gaga and Lord Voldimort had an affair

    Tomorrow..I will have an affir with Voldimort

    35 years from tomorrow every girl will die becuase Justin Beiber wanted to be the only woman lord Voldimort wanted..



    Santa cant see his feet. What an example for our youth.
  8. Intoxicated Brutality
    August 20th 2011 03:36 PM - permalink
    Intoxicated Brutality
    Awe, well thanks(:
    Everything I did was basically a really stupid move on my part. But I wasn't exactly rational at the time anyway.
    Good for you choosing not to do that! There's not many teenagers out there that think like that anymore. With me the whole drinking bit was a one time thing. Again- me not being rational. I have too many family members that drink. I've seen the stupidity it causes.
    I understand entirely people finding it gross/weird. Whole reason I haven't really told anyone, though I probably have a few people I could. I know I really freaked out when I found out about my best friend doing it.
    Eh, I suppose. Haha. Sometimes I feel like I don't do much good, but I try anyway
  9. Intoxicated Brutality
    August 20th 2011 08:26 AM - permalink
    Intoxicated Brutality
    I've been cut free for more than a month now I think. But it's been extremely difficult with my parents being how they are, and well, friends and such. Heh.
    No no no! Please don't think like that seriously. A lot of my problems probably shouldn't bother me as much, what with the fact most of them aren't even directly linked to me.
    If you ever want to talk, please don't hesitate, I don't mind at all! trying to help people is one of the few things that makes me feel good. I guess cause I feel like I can make a difference, at least every now and then
  10. Intoxicated Brutality
    August 20th 2011 07:56 AM - permalink
    Intoxicated Brutality
    Oh boy. xD well, let me just give a shorter version. Then if you have any questions about anything, you can feel free to ask. And thank you. (: <3 it means a lot


    See, I've never really had a good relationship with my family. My mom is very criticizing about every last thing, pointing out all my flaws and such. So I have absolutely horrid self esteem. I've struggled with depression (though I've never been properly diagnosed by a doctor, there's really no way around it) for a long time.
    Even though I've always had a lot of problems, things didn't go as far downhill until my sophomore year.
    My best friend had split up with her boyfriend of four years, got suicidal over it. I stuck by her side and tried my damnedest to help her through it. I'd found out she had been cutting and pretty much dragged her unwilling ass to guidance, from there the school called home but nothing changed. Then she slept with her ex multiple times and got pregnant only to miscarry that June/July, not long after asking if I'd be willing to be the baby's godmother. Went right back into that slump of depression. Suicide threats, cutting, trying to OD, drinking. Shit went downhill fast. Spent all of last summer pretty much talking her out of it.
    Last September 8th, one good friends mom got murdered by her (would have been) ex husband, who after shooting her shot himself. My friend told me every detail of what her and her brother found when they got home from school. Her mom was like a second mom to me.
    Roughly 14 days later, on the 21st of September, my best friend actually went through with things and killed herself. I blame myself because I didn't stop her. That day was the one time I said and did nothing, and it was the one time it really mattered.
    I did a lot of incredibly stupid things in the months to come. I never went to my beat friends funeral or memorial service. Nearly got into god knows how many fights with morons claiming to have been her best friend, morons saying it was all her ex's fault. Started cutting. Went and mindlessly drank for a while when I was home alone. I was reckless. I still am, in a lot of ways. I got to the point where I would barely eat. Still don't, not much really.
    Between the time of her death and now, countless other things have happened. Another good friend's boyfriend killed himself in March. My great great uncle got diagnosed with cancer of the throat. My moms step brother nearly dies in a car wreck because he was driving drunk.
    To be honest, I don't even know what all else at this point.
    But it's just been one thing after another, it would seem.
    None of my friend's know about the cutting, I know they'd freak the hell out and think it's weird. But there's no way they couldn't have noticed a change in me. I'm no where near who I used to be, and I don't think I ever will be again.
    I've had a lot of friends pretty much turn their back on me when I needed someone the most, I guess.

About Me

  • Basics
    Gender
    Male
    Location
    Massacusetts, US
  • About
    About me
    This is all pointless.

    >that feel when nihilism
  • Details
    Here for
    Like to help and be helped
    Relationship status
    Single and looking
    Sexuality
    Heterosexual/Straight
    Ethnicity
    Caucasian/White
    Education
    High School
    Politics
    Liberal
    Religion
    Atheist
    Zodiac sign
    Gemini
  • Interests
    Hobbies
    guitar
    Music
    The Black Dahlia Murder, Cryptopsy, Bolt Thrower, Pig Destroyer, Dystopia, Amon Amarth, Dying Fetus, Skinless, Napalm Death, Carcass, Lamb of God, Job For a Cowboy, Agoraphobic Nosebleed, SixfeetUnder, Whitechapel, Hail of bullets, Nile, Morbid Angel, Unearth, Killswitch Engage, In Flames, Down, Smashing Pumpkins, Alice In Chains, Norma Jean, Soundgarden, Nine Inch Nails, The Misfits, Nirvana, Radiohead, Sick Puppies. At The Gates, Arsis, Sepultura, Children of Bodom
    Movies
    Into The Wild, Platoon, Letters From Iwo Jima, Forrest Gump, We Were Soldiers, Heartbreak Ridge, Rambo, Full Metal Jacket, Casino, No Country For Old Men, There Will Be Blood, Judge Dredd, The Road Warrior, Watchmen, 13 Assassins, Machete, Black Death, The Green Mile
    Television
    South Park, Steve Wilkos
    Games
    Fallout 3 & New Vegas, Clive Barker's Jericho, Red Faction
    Books
    The Dark Tower Series, Praying For Sleep, The Road
    Sports
    not much
    Heroes
    John Kempainen, Dimebag Darrel, Ryan Knight
    Favorite quotes
    "those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable"

    John F. Kennedy
    Other interests
    that feel bro

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