hey your cat is really cute. is their name all gizmo or am i just color blind? i wont ask if your okay i only ask of you to hang in there... its easier said than done. but if you get through this you will have a new future ahead of you. a bright future when you can get up again with your own two feet. your seventeen you still have a life ahead of you. its once in a lifetime chance to be alive. try to do something stupid like bungee jumping or snorkeling with sharks or try how many hot dogs you can eat in 30 seconds. hang in there for every one around you.