Hey. (:
I am completly tired. Well, it is one a.m haha. I wrote two play and now I am directing them three different times. My actors are fustrating me though. But that's business. I am also doing "behind the scenes" work on it for my classmates and own personal accomplishiment. My Dad is moving to Washington and has to be there by the tenth of April. And he left his family to be alone...Its all complicated and I feel wrong about it. Then I have school work I am working on. I hardly have time for myself tgis week is spring week though. So I have a little bit of time.I have no time to think about my "love" life. I have no boyfriend. And I dont really have feelings for anyone. But sometimes I get a horrible feeling and I want one. And mostly, I cry at night about everything. But I wont show my emotions to anyone, because they all expect me to be sad and thats me so why help someone who is always going to be sad? Silly, silly girl I am. Haha. So
I put my mask on and shove everything negative down my throat. How am I ? I am great! How are you?

hey how are you?

oh i had viral cold sore that got huge over a hour

Why where you there?!

I'm actullay pretty good for the first time in forever. Other then the ER on wendsday.

I am good. You?

Hey how are you?!?!

I don't know if I should tell him..

Well when you get the chance try to tell him how you feel... So he can understand

Yeah, but it takes days, even weekz before he answers me.