its ironic because we had some trouble a few years back and at one point she said i ought to grow up and this isnt very grown up of her now. also i ignored her a few months and could tell she didnt like it, so she should know i wouldnt like it done to me but anyway my dads birthday was held on august 13th. i dont even remember his 2016 birthday and none of us even guessed it could be his last...

Hey, idk what blackpool is. Sorry. But I took revenge on my brother's killer. Which make me look like a bad guy which sucks. If you dont mind me asking when is your father's birthday? And idk if I should talk that as a compliment or an insult about your friend, but I hope you guys work thing out.

do you know blackpool? its a lanchashire city over here that i went to most years until 2010 and my mum/dad and older sisters went to for many years before i was born. We missed this august (when dad would have had his birthday) but are in talks to visit blackpool to leave his ashes there. Wow your account of things makes me feel like my friend situation is nothing. This friend I have, she wants nothing to do with me atm - no communication and not even a stop in the street when we run into each other (id like that if nothing else - we live in the same area) but i know she'd never kill me or anyone, no matter how she felt about them

Yes I actually was. My brother was killed by his ex gf. So my nephew is in an orphanige and I have no right to him which sucks. But my brother died back in Jan.
(R.I.P 4.22.01-1.06.17). For a while I wouldnt go near his shirts he gave to me for my birthdays ans x-mas. I was afraid of parking lots for a while. He was killed in a parking lot. Just basically anything he gave me, I didnt want or go near. But now im slowly goin back to wearin his shirts with pride and slowly moving on.

even though i didnt see this happen, i was told on the night/day my dad died there was lots of blood and the bed was such a mess (he was rushed to the hospital from there, in the early hours) and i usually enjoy gory movies but for a couple months after my dad died, i couldnt even bring myself to look at blood and even a nosebleed or something small made me freak out or feel sick. were you ever sensitive to certain stuff because of what happened to your brother? like things relevant to his death, i mean

Im sorry for your dad, my brother actually passed away earlier this year due to murder. And I was really depressed for a while, so I turned to music except for country that is what my brother listened to

the band who formed in 1996 were Mike Shinoda, Joe Hann and Rob Burdon and a guy called Mark Wakefield, but he bailed out on em after a few years.
I saw this poster at my college - it was advertising a support group for all the male students there and said suicide has been the biggest cause of death for males under 45. I was in that kind of place 3 years ago and again more recent last december. Finding out my dad had cancer brought stuff back and the wondering what id do when i no longer had him, but i still live a life without him, its just a different life. I took some comfort in a society known as the samaritans

linkin park formed in 1996 they didnt become known until 2000
And for HArry Potter, I honestly gave up on that series I got lost after the second book
And ik what you mean i use my imagination when I do alot of my reading and studies

their first album (Metorea, i think?) was released in 2001 possibly? so it did come out before you literallly.
Do you like harry potter? not one of my all time favourites but it was huge when i was 14, so its cool how people who are that age now can still feel the same way! though we didnt have all the films for the books at that point, so some was simply left to the imagination you know?

Im sorry xD.
I like a lot of Linkin Park songs
And you are right, it will never be the same
Im only 14 but I listen to alot of music, even music that is older than me xD