You deserve to be happy
Its good that she makes you happy, maybe spend more time with her.
And i am sorry to hear things are so bad at home. Your parents should not kick you out. Do you have anywhere to go if they did? I am sure your parents still care about you a lot and they wouldn't give up on you they are probably just struggling as they don't know what to do <3
Oh yeah I want to be happy! I think it will work. Im happy around her. she makes me happy. But then when i have to go home its like I dont want to bc im leaving her n I have to go back doing my stuff. I never feel happy around my parents. My dad is tired of me n he cant take care of me anymore. Im to much to handle. He loves me but he cant help me. Im losing my dad n my mom bc shes never happy for me for anything i do. My parents gave up on me. Im a 19teen year old n cant do stuff for myself. Im bout to be thrown out bc im so terrible. My dad threatings to call the cops on me n keep me out. I told them they wouldnt last one day without me.