hey mia, i read your thread in the depression and suicide thing and i just want to say... i know exactly what you are feeling. i feel the exact same way about everything. i was even in love with my best freind. but i chose to leave him. still dont know if it was the greatest thing for me yet. i hope you have found that little bit of stability you are looking for. i know i am still looking. and reading your post just made it a little bit easier for myself to cope.
thanks alot =)
samanthajane <3