hey im not very good at using this website yet, im not doing to good. i was.. i slept alrite, and cried a little. but its not sooo bad.
im guessing in australia maybe you are sleeping? im not good with time differences.. but ive got some things i want some advice on..

hey i hope this sends right, ive never done it before. but things were going okay.. i mean still crying, slept ehh okay, still not to good with eating yet. but we were talking okay, i mean it scares me picturing him as a friend... if you know what i mean. but then he sent me this

go fuck yourself, everytime you "go out" its to get the attention of every fucking boy in the room five people at the party last night told me that so dont even try to deny it. i hate you end of story


and i said

"so then you dont love me right?

and he said

wow, do me a favor and never even think of me again. im done talking to you im ignoring everything you say to me from now on. and by the way i do love you but your not worth hurting over and being upset about day in day out. you go to parties strictly to make sure every guy knows your single. fuck off




WHAT DO I DO?
"/ it hurts, and idk what hes even talking about.. like i wasnt all over anyone, and when i got upset at the party everyone was there to help me.. hugs and everything. im sure they all know i care alot about him, so idk where he thinks hes hearing that.