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  1. Coffee.
    February 9th 2015 10:39 PM - permalink
    Coffee.
    By graduate school, they expect that your parents are not paying for you. Mine won't be, so it's very good for me. However, they give less grants in general for graduate school which sucks. We should meet if I was somehow there.

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    Is there something I could do in Public Health directly related to vaccines? Or heart health? Or cancer?
    Public health is all encompassing. So all of those are considered public health. With vaccines, it's such a large field. There are people that do research on vaccines, research on vaccine effectiveness (tracking infectious disease in relation to population who have been vaccinated), or research on behavior of people in related to vaccines, and all of this is public health.
  2. Pirouette
    February 9th 2015 06:50 PM - permalink
    Pirouette
    Aww so did you take the exam? How was it?

    I agree with you on the accents. I have an exam tomorrow that I've been freaking out about for the past few weeks.
  3. LlamaLlamaDuck
    February 9th 2015 10:06 AM - permalink
    LlamaLlamaDuck
    NO.

    I later found out it was because the window was all dirty from the ice he had scraped off, but it was so cold that the cleaning fluid for the windscreen had frozen so he couldn't use that. The snow melted in his hand as he rubbed it on the windscreen which cleaned it relatively well. For about ten minutes until that dried in too and made it even more difficult to see through.
  4. MsNobleEleanor
    February 9th 2015 04:28 AM - permalink
    MsNobleEleanor
    Small as being like 20-30cm (7-12in) that is small. We just had like 15-20cm... it was meh, not much. The city just puts a parking ban or overnight parking ban for all roads so the crews can clean up the snow. It's honestly not that much, we still go to work and school, city buses still run. City buses run in all weather.

    Now, 2in of snow is so baby for us. That is like no snow. What is you're small for snow?
  5. Coffee.
    February 9th 2015 01:49 AM - permalink
    Coffee.
    Yep, and you're automatically considered independent, but still have to log parental information. I'm hoping to get most of tuition covered...then just worry about living in New York.
  6. Coffee.
    February 9th 2015 01:33 AM - permalink
    Coffee.
    Yes. I'm really excited. That is my favorite program, so I'm hoping right now for scholarships and aid.
  7. Le Papillon
    February 8th 2015 06:41 PM - permalink
    Le Papillon
    <3 How are you doing?
  8. Honorary Pug Girl
    February 8th 2015 03:51 PM - permalink
    Honorary Pug Girl
    DEZZZZ I'm gonna text you okay?
  9. Coffee.
    February 7th 2015 12:22 AM - permalink
    Coffee.
    Thank you! And today, Columbia came in. I'm kinda overwhelmed. It's happening.
  10. shotaboy
    February 6th 2015 08:46 PM - permalink
    shotaboy
    I found my avatar on deviantart, this is the link: http://fav.me/d6y4pck
    Ahh, I often try to explore everything when it comes to customizable profiles and such (I'm guilty) :0

    I'm doing better than I had been. My mom is trying to make me feel better as a trans and it makes me so happy.

    And, oh, I plan to continue being active.

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    Hey all! My name is Dez, and I am a 28 year old who just graduated with my Masters in Public Health. So I basically just entered the "real world" and have to be an "adult." Ew.

    On any given day if I'm not here you'll find me napping, sitting in therapy, or watching something on Netflix. I'm trying to do this thing called "finding a hobby," so feel free to pass along your favorite books and TV shows.

    I have an interest in sexual health, especially contraceptives, the prevention of sexually transmitted infections as well as HPV and the vaccine in particular. I stand with Planned Parenthood and similar reproductive health organizations. I also have an interest in vaccines.

    I'm still basically trying to figure everything out myself, but feel free to say hello. If I don't answer right away, rest assured that I will when I get a chance! :D

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    Democrat.
    Religion
    Exploring Unitarian Universalism
    Zodiac sign
    Gemini
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    I don't know anymore.
    Music
    Lights <3
    Movies
    The Day After Tomorrow, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Horton Hears a Who, Repo! The Genetic Opera, The Little Mermaid, Finding Nemo, Finding Dory... I don't watch many movies.
    Television
    House M.D., In Plain Sight, Nurse Jackie, Rizzoli & Isles, Hell's Kitchen, Once Upon A Time, Necessary Roughness, Chicago Fire, Justice League, Scrubs, Rick and Morty, Bojack Horseman, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, The Good Doctor, The Good Place, The Resident, 9-1-1
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    I don't like sports.
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    The therapists that deal with my nonsense lol
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    The world is round, so the place that may seem like the end, may also be only the beginning.
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    Being a mermaid.
    Sleeping.
    Eating my sister's food.
    Zumba.
    Sloths.
    Guinea pigs.
    Sexual health and reproductive rights
    Vaccines
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    Look at the people all around you
    The way you feel is something everybody goes through

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Posted February 16th 2026 at 08:50 PM by Face Up. Comments 0
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Dear French Toast,

I found you gone on February 13, 2026, and sent you to be cremated that same day. I am excited to have you home with me. I want you to be with me forever. Right now, I’m glad you at least have Pancake’s soul with you so you’re not alone. Tell her hi for me, and that I love her, and that I see both of you again soon.

Your death was different than Pancake’s because I couldn’t say goodbye. I found you and you were already dead, but your body was still...

Posted July 14th 2025 at 12:13 AM by Face Up. Comments 2
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This is a letter to my guinea pig, Pancake, who passed away 7/1/25.

Dear Pancake,

You left this world on July 1, 2025 after a brief illness and were cremated on July 3, 2025. I am sorry that I didn’t notice that you were sick sooner, such as when you stopped wheeking for food when I passed your room around dinnertime. The room was quiet whenever I walked by for a few days, and I thought it was because you were getting tired of my dinner selections. Maybe if I saw that...

Posted January 20th 2025 at 02:05 AM by Face Up. Comments 2
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My dad searched my room before I got out of the hospital and took my good self harm and suicide methods. I'm trying to wait for the right time to get them back and it's so hard. What he didn't find to self harm isn't as satisfying so it's not giving me that same sense of relief. I was self harming a little more severely before he took away all my stuff and now I can't get back to that same level. And I had a plan for those suicide methods.

I also gave up what he didn't find of my...

Posted January 14th 2025 at 10:50 PM by Face Up. Comments 2
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12/26/2024
Well, I got a little too silly. Here's to hospitalization number 6.
Where I go to group made me go to the ER because of an increase in suicidal ideation, self harming almost daily, and nonstop anxiety.
The ER itself wasn't bad. My patient sitter was so nice and we had a lot of great conversations I haven't had with previous sitters. Then I transferred to the ABU part of the ER where I had my own room with a TV and watched a SpongeBob marathon.
I got to the...

Posted December 9th 2024 at 11:03 PM by Face Up. Comments 2
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It’s been a while since I have blogged and a lot has happened but honestly I can’t think of most of it at this point so I’m just going to go with the main points.

I am very much not okay. I almost ended up in the hospital because I was incredibly suicidal but I decided to do a partial hospitalization program instead. I had to stop seeing my individual therapist because the insurance won’t cover both at once so I’m hoping she is willing to take me back after I am done or I will be...
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