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Happy Fourth of July Jessi!

My favorite has to be buffalo chicken with ranch instead of pizza sauce and a sprinkling of onions. Though I agree, pizza ftw.

Well, I'll add you. If you do get on and want to talk, send me a message, even if it says I'm offline. I normally am invisible to avoid certain people :P

Yea, it's really good. I don't have it all too often. I generally have the more traditional flavors.

Well, I would like that, except my mom gets on my Facebook alot and may not approve (silly parents -.-). Do you have yahoo/msn?

Ok, I'll try something like that and let you know how it goes.

Hmm... I guess it would be better to just ask. And heck, if I am annoying them then I can find out and stop what I'm doing wrong

Well, okay isn't too bad

I'm good because I just ate pineapple pizza

Well, I'll try that. Though what do I say? I mean, it's not like we haven't talked within the last couple weeks, so saying we haven't talked forever isn't really accurate. Maybe that we haven't been talking nearly as much or something?

I'm sure you're right, but I just don't see any of these great things you say you do. I'm afraid to ask because I don't want to sound all weird and insecure.

But enough about me. How are you feeling today?

That is a good idea. The only thing is that I would be afraid it would look... I don't know what the word is, just weird? Like, I've hardly seen or talked to her in 6 months so I'm just sending a letter out of the blue? I mean, if she felt in a asimilar way to me, then she'd probably like the gesture. But if she didn't, then it would just look weird and probably be just another wonderful piece of awkward. Maybe I could send her a message on Facebook. That preserves the writing but feels less serious and formal. And she does get on there occasionally. Only problem is that it'd be at her friends house where they'd read it together, but who am I kidding, her friend would know of it anyway, and probably ask me about it.

Thanks. Maybe you're right. I just don't feel like a good person. I feel like I'm all of those things and like people only just tolerate my presence.

And I always make things about me. I'm really good at ignoring other people's problems so I can drown them in mine, like I'm doing to you.

Lol, that made me smile. <3 you too

Yea... but the only way I have to ask is over the phone... and I've never been great at talking on the phone. Additionally... last time I called her it wasn't a great success -.-
Maybe because I'm annoying, awkward, too emotional, obnoxiously curious, whiny and just not that great of a person. See, I'm even doing it now. Being whiny and annoying. Gah!

Yea, I am pretty amazing like that :P I have the magic fingers

That sucks. Though you can still use things like facebook to try and keep in touch.
She lives too far away for me to really just call her and hang out, except when she is at her dad's. And when she is, we can't do anything because her step mom is a manipulative, controlling bitch and doesn't want her to have any guy friends. We used to talk for like 2 hours on yahoo every night. But her computer broke, so now I see her maybe once a month. I'm honestly doubtful she even thought of me as more than an acquaintance anyway.
And the other, I think it was pretty clear she had no intention to talk to me again anytime soon, if ever.
Even though it's summer I still get too little sleep. Lol, I was never into pokemon, I did yu gi oh instead. Even went to mini tournaments

That's ok with me. Hot girls love cuddling with cute, cuddly puppies

Bah! TH never gives me a notification when I have new messages anymore -.- Only reason I found I had a message from you is that I went searching. Annoying.

Eh, just missing one of my friends alot. We used to be pretty close, now we hardly ever get a chance to see each other or talk. That and I'm not even sure my best friend and I are... friends anymore. Coupled with stress from parents and school and all that.

Lol, 4 hours of sleep is more or less a normal amount of sleep for me. Pokemon cards?

Lol, what breed should I be?

Lol, caffeine actually has little to no effect on me for some reason. Never really has. But I have witnessed the aftermath of others having it :P

Hey! It has been awhile since we talked.
I've been pretty good overall. A couple rough patches, but as of right now I'm doing well.
How're you this morning? (assuming you get this in the morning )

May I ask why my name is Puppy?